Longing for You

Since Shokichi met Nesmith years ago he has felt sparks between them .  Nesmith  noticed Shokichi biting  his lip  and instinctively wrapped his arms around him.  He looks down at the man whose face is buried in his chest.   Now a days Shokichi has  Nesmith 's arms around him every day. " Sho do you have a crush on me ? "  He asks and felt a squeeze and  heard a yawn.  Shokichi clings to Nesmith as he gets carried to bed . Nesmith kissed his cheek as he felt Shokichi's lips kiss his chest then he laid Shokichi down . He got in bed and watched Shokichi snuggle close to him . " I'll take this slow baby " He said as he kissed Shokichi's lips softly . 
They've been living together for years now.  Shokichi knew that Nesmith was a wolf and didn't tell the others in the group .   He used  the wolf as a pillow and held a paw  and when he woke up in the morning he noticed Nesmith was a human again. He gave him a kiss . The kisses became passionate.  Nesmith broke the kisses. He turned into a wolf noticing that Shokichi was shivering. He nuzzled his nose against Shokichi's cheek as he felt the fur being petted.  " My baby " He heard Shokichi say against his fur. He watched Shokichi get up and turned into a human again. Shokichi got dressed . Nesmith got dressed and they both left.
Once they got to the practice room , Shokichi looked at him shyly. He started to practice and blushed as Nesmith grabbed his waist. He felt a kiss and Nesmith turned into a wolf . Shokichi sat down as a paw was wrapped around him. He kissed the nose. Kenchi was looking through the window and ran in and started kicking the wolf. " Kenchi stop !" Shokichi yelled . " That's Nesmith" He said as Kenchi stopped . He patted the fur and heard a snarl. " Down baby" He whispered softly. Nesmith calmed down as Shokichi played with his fur. Kenchi took awhile to understand and left.

Nesmith changed back to human form and  wondered why Kenchi did that. He saw that Shokichi was sleeping clutching onto his shirt. " I'm going no where" He whispered into Shokichi's ear.  He turned back into a wolf after  he put Shokichi  on his  back and walked slowly out.  Akira patted the head of the wolf . Once Nesmith got to the car and turned to a human. He gently put Shokichi in the car. Shokichi pouted as he slept.
Once they got home , Nesmith carried him inside. Shokichi  woke up as he  noticed that he was curled up against Nesmith's wolf form . He blushed as he kissed Nesmith when he changed into human form. The kisses became passionate.  Nesmith heard a whispered  "I love you ".   He peppered Shokichi with kisses after he pulled away. Nesmith turned back into his wolf form after they had sex and let Shokichi snuggle against him and  licked his lips.  Shokichi heard a whimper from Nesmith and  kissed his nose and watched him turn back into a human as he kissed him gently. He felt a few kisses down his neck. He smiled as he fell asleep.  Nesmith fell asleep. 
Shokichi woke up cuddled up against Nesmith's wolf form. He kissed the wolf's head.  " Nes I knew you were unique when I first met you at auditions" He said as he wiped a few tears away when Nesmith changed to human form.   He clings to him and gives him kisses. " Don't cry baby" Shokichi says as he hears Nesmith howl. He plays with Nesmith's hair watching Nesmith calm down.  Nesmith rubs Shokichi's back as he falls back asleep.   " My Nes" Shokichi whispered . Shokichi nuzzled the fur of the wolf  as he fell asleep slowly. Nesmith woke up first and Shokichi was blushing . He kissed him softly. Shokichi looked up at him and shyly squeezed him. He giggled as Nesmith kissed him. Nesmith sat up and pulled Shokichi to his lap. He  gave Shokichi soft kisses.  Shokichi grinded against him as the kisses got more passionate then stopped . He heard a whimper and kissed Nesmith softly.
They got ready and went to work . Kenchi pulled Shokichi aside and said that he'll get hurt because wolves can't be tamed . Nesmith heard this  and saw Shokichi's face . He was mad and walked over and Shokichi wrapped his arm around him. " Kenchi your trying to get me release something I haven't  in years " Nesmith said as he held Shokichi close and kissed his head. Kenchi walks away. Shokichi  feels soft kisses. "Kenchi is still trying to understand. He's just a little frightened " Shokichi said as he kissed Nesmith's cheek.

Nesmith led Shokichi into the practice room as watched Shokichi hide behind him . He looked at the wall and snarled . Shokichi hugged Nesmith from behind . Nesmith turned around and buried his face into Shokichi's chest. He was beginning to calm down. They went to Hiro and asked him who wrote that on the wall. Nesmith transformed into a wolf. Shokichi patted Nesmith's head getting him to calm down. He sat on the chair . Hiro smiled and got the juniors to clean it up. They both walked out. Shokichi looks at Nesmith as he felt a kiss noticing that Nesmith turned back into a human. Nesmith took Shokichi to the car. Shokichi squeezed Nesmith's hand. He kissed Nesmith softly . They got into the car. Nesmith drove and Shokichi fell asleep.  Nesmith noticed  Shokichi was turning into a wolf  . He knew Shokichi was a wolf and was  scared to reveal it . He carried Shokichi in the house and put him on the couch and watched the transformation. Shokichi howled and Nesmith sat next to him. " Sho " Nesmith  whispered and he wagged his tail. He felt a kiss to his nose.  " Good " Nesmith said. Nesmith curled up against Shokichi and smiled. He turned into a wolf . Shokichi licked his neck then when back to sleep. He woke up in human form and hugged Nesmith tighly.  He sat on Nesmith's lap  . A shyly whispered " I love you " was whispered into Nesmith's ear.   " I love you too baby "  Nesmith whispered into Shokichi's ear. Shokichi blushed.
The next day at work Kenchi noticed a wolf curled against Nesmith and walked up near it. Shokichi growled . " Calm down Sho" Nesmith whispered as a whimper was heard because Kenchi kicked the wolf. Nesmith got mad as Elly and Akira walked in . Elly pulled Nesmith away as Akira asked why Kenchi did that. Shokichi backed away into the corner and was frightened. Kenchi went near the wolf . "Sho chan, I'm sorry" He said as he let Shokichi sniff his hand . Shokichi wagged his tail as his head got patted . Kenchi and Akira both left . Nesmith came back in the room and noticed Shokichi walking with a limp in his human form. Kenchi was outside noticeably upset. Nesmith hurried over to help. He helped Shokichi out the door. He looked at Kenchi. " Kenchi I know you care but please stop " Nesmith said. " Nesmith are you hiding something?" Shokichi asked. He admits that he sneaks out to cheat on Shokichi while he's asleep. Shokichi was pulled into Akira's arms . Nesmith looks away and walks away with Kenchi. " I was going to to tell you Nesmith was cheating on you with Kenchi." Akira said as he watched Shokichi relax. " I know Akira .. I'm still in pain ." Shokichi said as tears flowed down his face.  Akira casts a spell to heal him . " I didn't know you were a warlock" Shokichi said as he felt a kiss on his cheek. Akira smiled  as he  noticed Shokichi trying to kiss him.  " Baby wait, like old times " Akira whispered in Shokichi's ear.  " I just want a kiss" Shokichi said with a pout . Akira kissed him softly and he felt a kiss back.  He sat down as he looked at Shokichi  who was sitting in the corner  of the practice room. He ran in the room and sat down next to him . Shokichi moved to Akira's lap. He kissed Akira quickly.

" My favorite leader" Shokichi whispered into Akira's ear.   He whimpered as he grinded against Akira. He got up and was embarrassed. He noticed Takahiro watching  and Akira nodded. Takahiro noticed the tension . Shokichi ran out of the room and ran to the  entertainment room. He curled up on one of the couches.
Meanwhile Akira and Takahiro were fighting over who was going to find him.  Elly  found him curled up on the couch and just watched him move closer . Shokichi felt his back being rubbed. " You ran"  Elly said and Shokichi nodded.  He noticed that Takahiro was near by and Shokichi tensed up.  He heard a snarl from Shokichi who is now in wolf form . " Puppy  calm down  shh it's okay "  Elly said  as he petted the wolf. Takahiro came closer and threw Shokichi to the ground. Elly bit Takahiro instinctively when he turned into a wolf.  Shokichi whined and Akira never came for him. He knew Akira's motive was to make Takahiro look bad. Takahiro noticed that he hurt Shokichi but Shokichi came over to him limping to let out a bark and lick his wound. " I'm sorry " Takahiro whispered as he hugged the wolf . Elly moved away and turned into a human again.  He left the room.  Shokichi felt Takahiro's tears and was thrown to the wall by some magic force . He cried in pain . Akira walked in and Shokichi snarled .  Shokichi went over to Takahiro." Why are you making Takahiro fight ? He came looking for me . Why didn't you? "  Shokichi said as  he turned into a human . He noticed  that Takahiro was knocked out  and layed next to him . Staff  noticed a wolf curled up next to Takahiro. Takahiro woke up and noticed Shokichi was curled up to him in wolf form . Shokichi whimpered as Takahiro buried his nose in the fur. Shokichi noticed it was the next day and Akira walked in . He growled at the elder and kept Takahiro close. " Sho calm down baby" Takahiro whispered into his ear. Takahiro looked at Akira with a scared look on his face as Shokichi looked at him . " I'm sorry Shokichi " Akira said as he walked out. Shokichi turned back into a human. He explained to Takahiro what happened. " Akira was controlling me and I was fighting back with my magic and it wasn't strong enough and I hurt you which never meant to happen." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's cheek softly. " I know baby" Shokichi said as Takahiro curled up into his chest. " Can I come to your place ? I'm scared of what Akira will do to us next" Takahiro asked but the last part came out as a whisper. Shokichi nodded as he put Takahiro on his back . " Akira has it in his head that we're dating when we aren't .. he never asked ." Shokichi said as Takahiro whispered the question that Akira was supposed to ask. " Yes baby I'll be yours." Shokichi said as Takahiro buried his face in Shokichi's back. Shokichi took Takahiro to the car. Takahiro was in the car and Shokichi drove .

Once they got to Shokichi's place , Takahiro was  carried in .  Shokichi was in wolf form when Takahiro woke up. " Baby" Takahiro said as he nuzzled the wolf's fur.  Shokichi was licking his wounds then wrapped bandages around them when he turned back into human form.  He snuggled up to Takahiro giving him a couple kisses.  A whispered " I love you" was heard. Takahiro was healing himself ever so slowly. He noticed Shokichi's effort to take care of him and kissed him softly.   He loved being snuggled up against Shokichi's fur when Shokichi is in his wolf form .  
The next day Takahiro drives them to work.  Takahiro noticed that Shokichi was shaking and climbed onto his lap once the car was parked and rested his head on Shokichi's chest. Shokichi noticed the cuteness of Takahiro trying to calm him down . He gave him a few kisses. He noticed that Takahiro didn't want to leave his lap so he carried him in the building. He noticed how scared Takahiro was and tried to calm him down. They both went to Hiro and explained what happened.  Takahiro was shaking in anger when Shokichi explained what Akira tried to do to him .  He wiped tears away from Shokichi's eyes as Shokichi turned into a wolf and covered his eyes.  " Awwh baby come here " Takahiro said as the wolf obeyed . They both walked out of the office.   Shokichi sniffed around and wagged his tail. He felt soft strokes of his fur. Takahiro sat down and the wolf hopped up curling up next to him.  He played with Shokichi's paws . He heard the Shokichi yawn and  asked if he was tired .  He felt a nod from Shokichi which is a human now and carried him to the car. He drove them home. He crawled over onto Shokichi's lap when the car was parked. Shokichi opened his eyes and carried Takahiro  inside. He smiled at the man in his arms.  He heard a knock at the door and looked at the person and rejected to open the door .  " It's Akira " Shokichi said as Takahiro heard the door open with a force. Takahiro fought Akira .  Shokichi  went upstairs until the fight was over. He cried because he thought he screwed up.  Takahiro teleports upstairs right onto the bed . Shokichi moves into his arms. " Baby you did nothing wrong. " Takahiro said as he wiped the tears away .  He heard a giggle from Shokichi then a couple of snores.

Akira teleports himself upstairs. " I'm not here to fight, Take care of Shokichi for me" He said with tears coming down his face.  Takahiro never saw Akira cry like this and he knew that Akira felt remorse for whatever he did.  Takahiro looked at him and was thinking . He heard a whimper from the wolf next to him .   Takahiro tries to calm Shokichi down after Akira leaves. He wonders if Akira truly feels love. Shokichi barks when saw Akira . Takahiro was holding Shokichi close . " Hey I know you miss Nesmith but he hurt you . I don't like seeing you hurt" Takahiro said as Shokichi went back to human form . " Let's take this slow" Shokichi said as he kissed Takahiro. Takahiro felt a kiss as he nodded.
They go to work the next day and sees Nesmith sad. Shokichi instinctively hugs him  and hears crying. He begins to rock Nesmith back and forth. Takahiro leaves the room  clearly upset and curls up on a bench. Nesmith wipes Shokichi's tears away and let's him go to calm Takahiro down.  " Takahiro don't cry I'm going no where. " Shokichi says as he wraps his arms around Takahiro. His eyes brighten as Takahiro kisses him softly.  Shokichi starts to get scared as  he feels someone try to snatch him away from Takahiro. He turned into a wolf and bit the person. He shook and Takahiro looked at Shokichi now in human form curled up next to him.  " Sh sh  I'm here " Takahiro said as he threw the person against the wall with his magic. Takahiro felt a kiss on his cheek.  He heard a yawn and held Shokichi close. " He really loves you " Nesmith says.  " I know and I won't hurt him. " Takahiro says . Shokichi feels a kiss on his lips and clings to Takahiro.  The kisses get rough and then Shokichi pouts when the lips move away from his. Another quick kiss  hit his lips. " Takahiro " Shokichi whispered shyly and hid face in Takahiro's side.

" Sho .. is there anything wrong?" Takahiro asked . " I still have feelings for Nesmith and he's with someone else and I love you a lot " Shokichi said as Takahiro kissed his head. " Don't worry . He's single something happened, you don't have to force a relationship with me if your heart is his."  " Takahiro said  as Shokichi  kissed his cheek.  " I don't want you to feel sad " Shokichi said as Takahiro let him go over to Nesmith.  " Shokichi did Takahiro take care of you ?" Nesmith said as he looked at Shokichi . " Yes" Shokichi said sadly. " You developed feelings for him " Nesmith said as Shokichi nodded. " Go to him he's crying  he deserves you not me " Nesmith says as Shokichi looks over at Takahiro . Takahiro notices Shokichi come back to him and curls up in a ball. "Baby " Shokichi whispered into Takahiro's ear . " Puppy "  He heard whispered from Takahiro and he  knew that when Takahiro calls him that when he was very upset  . He was pulled onto Takahiro's lap and held very tightly. His ear was kissed . He hid his face in Takahiro's chest.   " Baby " He heard  whispered with a sniffle .  "Takahiro don't cry I'm here . " He said when Takahiro caught a glimpse of a tear  running down his face. " Hey baby don't cry . "Takahiro said as he wiped Shokichi's tears away. " My puppy" Takahiro whispered in Shokichi's ear as he rocked him .
He noticed that Shokichi fell asleep as he lifted him up . He felt a tighter grip.  He heard a whimper and realized there was a thunderstorm outside.  Shokichi was scared when he woke up and realized that he was curled up close to Takahiro. He noticed they were home and hid his face in Takahiro's chest.  " Puppy shh I'm here" He heard Takahiro whisper softly.  Shokichi transformed into a wolf. He noticed how Takahiro buried his face into his fur. They were both therapeutic for each other.  Shokichi put his paw in Takahiro's hand.  Takahiro squeezed the paw . He smiled  as they both fell back asleep slowly.

They came into work the next day and saw Nesmith in his wolf form curled up against a wall in the practice room. " He's been like that  for two hours" Keiji said as Takahiro explains that Shokichi's his other half . Shokichi  walked over to Nesmith  and hugged  him tightly snuggling against the fur.   Takahiro and Keiji noticed  how happy they are together.  " Takahiro it's time to let him go " Keiji said as he wiped away  Takahiro's tears. Shokichi noticed that Nesmith had been crying. "Nes baby " He whispered against the fur giving him kisses once he turned human again.  He looked at Nesmith  shyly  and blushed when his  lips were kissed.   Takahiro is curled up to Keiji  on the coach in the entertainment room.  Nesmith  was calming Shokichi down. Shokichi was looking up at Nesmith .  Nesmith let Shokichi kiss him and he heard a whimper. A thunderstorm was going  on outside. Shokichi was shaking and whimpering. Nesmith curled up around him protectively  but noticed Shokichi was looking around for Takahiro .   Takahiro heard the cracks of thunder and knew Nesmith didn't know how to calm him down.  Takahiro sensed Shokichi's fear and teleported him to where he was.   Keiji was gone . Nesmith noticed how calm Shokichi was when he found him. " Takahiro " Shokichi said as he curled up close to him . " Nesmith I'm sorry but I think he loves me more. " Takahiro says to him as Shokichi bites him . Shokichi whimpered as Takahiro sprayed pepper spray in his eyes. Nesmith punches Takahiro . " Baby " Nesmith said as Shokichi screamed.
" It burns . Akiraaaaa. " Shokichi screams . Akira throws Takahiro against the wall with his magic and heals Shokichi's eyes. " Akira thank you " Nesmith says as Shokichi looks up at him. Akira hugs Shokichi tightly. Shokichi goes to Nesmith's lap and buries his face in Nesmith's chest. " Baby boy I'd never let you get hurt again." Nesmith says as he kissed Shokichi's head. " Akira thank you " Shokichi whispers. He feels Nesmith kiss his lips and whines softly. " Nes" He whines as he hides his blushing face . He plays with Nesmith's braided hair. Nesmith only lets Shokichi or Akira play with his hair because they are gentle and don't pull at the braids. He a felt a kiss to his cheek. " I love you a lot " Nesmith whispered into Shokichi's ear. He heard a giggle from the person in his arms . His baby and puppy. He whispered into Shokichi's ear again and heard a few more giggles. He traced one of Shokichi's tattoos. He heard a yawn and noticed Shokichi turned into a wolf . He carried a sleeping Shokichi to the car and put him in it. He got in and drove. Shokichi whimpered because he wanted to cuddle. He fell asleep and turned into a human. Nesmith carried him inside .

Once they got inside, Shokichi woke up and hugged Nesmith tightly. " Do  you feel something for Akira?" Nesmith asked and Shokichi nodded .  Nesmith saw Akira come in from the corner of his eye.  He put Shokichi down and Shokichi choose who he wanted .  He watched as Shokichi  walk  towards Akira. Akira put a hand on Shokichi's chest. " Your heart is beating fast." Akira said . " Did Takahiro scare you that much ? " Akira asked and Shokichi nodded.  " He was lying about me . I felt bad and started crying because you believed  him. " Akira said .  " I knew you truly loved me but I was scared that  you'd leave me " Shokichi said. Nesmith walked out of the house. " Why would I leave my baby?" Akira whispered in Shokichi's ear . Shokichi  felt tears going down his face. Akira wiped them away and saw  Nesmith right behind him and teleported away to another side of the room. Shokichi ran into Nesmith's arms . " Sho was he trying to force himself on you?" Nesmith asked and a  whispered yes.  Akira left when demanded . Shokichi felt kisses to his lips. He clung to Nesmith . He knows he's in love .  Nesmith looks at Shokichi and carried him upstairs .
In the real world , Nesmith kept shaking Shokichi to wake him up. Shokichi was woken up a frightened Nesmith. " You were dreaming  baby it was very vivid" Nesmith said with a frightened voice . He felt Shokichi's lips against his. Shokichi felt Nesmith cling to him . He gave him more kisses as he sat up with him on his lap. " Sho " Nesmith whispered softly as he rested his head on Shokichi's chest. " Baby I'm sorry I scared you ." Shokichi said with a sad voice as Nesmith instinctively hugged him tightly . " Awh babe I can't ever be mad at you." Nesmith said as he felt one of his tattoos being traced. Shokichi kissed the man on his lap. He giggled as Nesmith's facial hair touched his face . Shokichi set Nesmith down as he whimpered. He crawls into his lap. " Baby boy." Nesmith whispered into Shokichi's ear. " Nessie" Shokichi whispered . He felt arms wrap around him tightly. Nesmith kissed Shokichi's forehead softly. He knew the dream scared Shokichi as he walked inside the office with him . He saw Takahiro and Akira arguing. He watched Shokichi walk up to them . They stopped noticing that Shokichi was upset. Shokichi looked over at Nesmith and walked over to him . Nesmith wrapped his arms around Shokichi giving him a kiss. Shokichi kisses back shyly and was brought into a practice room. Nesmith kissed the top of Shokichi's head and swayed him side to side. Akira wrapped his arms around Takahiro from behind as they watched Shokichi and Nesmith and after awhile they walked away. Nesmith had Shokichi on his lap looking up at him. He kissed Shokichi's cheek. He sang to him as he rubbed his back. He felt Shokichi's body cling to his. He heard giggles. " Nes" He heard Shokichi say.  Nesmith went to his schedule after setting Shokichi down.

Shokichi cried softly as he heard foot steps. Nesmith wrapped his arms around Shokichi. " Sing baby I got you ." Nesmith  whispered in Shokichi's ear.  He listened to Shokichi sing.  Shokichi relaxed in Nesmith's arms. He felt a kiss to his head.  He sings as he turns around . " Nes"  Shokichi  said as he stopped singing and hugged him tightly.  Nesmith smiled and kissed his lips softly. He took the head phones off of him and  took him to sit down. He noticed how scared Shokichi was.  " Sho baby I'm here ." He whispered into Shokichi's ear. "I don't want Akira hurt" Shokichi said.  "He won't be hurt . It's your birthday don't worry about it." Nesmith said. He felt a hand squeeze his. He kissed  Shokichi gently. He took Shokichi out of the studio, kissing his head. Shokichi kissed his neck gently, tightening his grip around him . Nesmith started to bite Shokichi's neck. " Be patient " Nesmith said as he noticed Shokichi already naked and took him to the closest practice room while getting roughly kissed and carrying him . He squeezed his ass cheek. Shokichi noticed he was pinned to the floor as Nesmith moved at a harsh pace and he felt tears going down his cheek . Nesmith stops and hugs Shokichi . " Aww baby don't worry I won't hurt you" He says his releases in Shokichi . " Nes, that felt good" Shokichi said . " Remember that drama you were in and kept getting nightmares after filming it so you called me." Nesmith said and Shokichi nodded as he shivered. He pulled out and hugged him tightly, wrapping his favorite blanket around him. " Let's get us home* Nesmith said as he saw Shokichi curl up in his arms. He carried him to the car as he held him close. He set him down in the car. " I love you" He heard Shokichi whisper.

Once they got home , Nesmith set Shokichi on the bed .  He smiled as Shokichi looked at him. " Sho chan , I kinda did cheat on you before you had the nightmare.." Nesmith said as he notices Shokichi beginning to cry .  Shokichi pushes him away as a knock on the door was heard. He gets angry and yells at the person and realizes it was Taiki. Taiki gets upset and runs. " Nesmith you were  fucking Taiki weren't you ?  " He asks and Nesmith nods. He feels sorry for Taiki and goes to find him after Nesmith leaves.
" Taiki what are you doing up there ??" He asks as he quickly goes to catch him. " There there , I'm not going to hurt you."   He coos as he brings him back. Taiki notices a tear go down Shokichi's cheek and wipes it away. " Hey don't worry Sho-san I'm here . " Taiki cooed and Shokichi relaxed.  " Taiki did he hurt you? I see a scar." Shokichi asks and Taiki freezes. He sees a nod . " He told me not to tell  but you figured it out." Taiki said as Shokichi kissed his head. Taiki shyly hides his face. "Sho your crying..again."Taiki whispered and held his arm tightly. " But he hurt you."  Shokichi said and held Taiki tighter. Taiki kisses Shokichi all over. He sees a slight smile and notices him getting upset. " You really loved him?"Taiki asked . Shokichi noticed Taiki starting to cry. He played with his hair. Nesmith really played both of them . Taiki shyly looked up at him . " Stay here." Shokichi said as he watched Taiki curl up to him. He felt a quick kiss. " Thank you bubba."Taiki whispered as Shokichi smiled .
They go to work the next morning.  Shokichi looks at Nesmith and brings Taiki closer to him. " You hoe " Nesmith said to Taiki as he hid in Shokichi's chest.  Shokichi finally had enough asking Taiki to go to Sekai and a fist fight happened. Taiki was watching and screamed at Shokichi to come with him. Akira and Hiro  broke it up. Hiro suspended Nesmith after Shokichi described what happened.  Taiki ran over to him and hugged him tightly, running fingers along his cheek.  He felt Shokichi hug him tightly as he took care of the wounds. " Don't do that again " Taiki said  as Shokichi looked at him and gave him a nod.

Sekai smiled knowing Taiki was in great hands . He trusted Shokichi. Taiki kissed Shokichi gently. He hugged Shokichi tightly. " Sho-san your being cute again." He teased.

Are they dating? Was Taiki sure Shokichi wanted this?

Shokichi took them somewhere so they could talk . Tears were coming down his face as they talked about what happened because he was wasn't there to protect him. He felt Taiki sit on his thigh and wiped the tears away. Taiki noticed how hurt Shokichi was and hugged him tightly. He knew Shokichi liked to cuddle so he snuggled close to him. He noticed Shokichi being shy. Taiki snuck a kiss but he doesn't like Shokichi crying.
" Taiki sleep baby" He heard Shokichi whisper as he closed his eyes. Sleeping for awhile . He noticed Shokichi next to him , holding his hand . " Baby you had a nightmare." Shokichi said. He was pulled closer. He realized they were home and Shokichi kissed Taiki's head.
" I really love you " Taiki admitted and started crying. " Taiki don't cry" Shokichi said as he kissed him. He calmed down as Shokichi rubbed his ass. " Do you love me ?" Taiki asked and Shokichi nodded. Taiki looked at Shokichi and he knew that he was shy. He bit his lip as Shokichi's hand moved to his dick.  " I'm not going to hurt you don't worry.  Just relax" Shokichi whispered as Taiki  kisses him passionately. His whimpers surprised Shokichi and he took down his pants. " Baby you okay ?" Shokichi asked as he stopped.
Shokichi knew not to continue after he saw what he did . " This wasn't Nesmith , Who was it? " Shokichi asked . " Kenchi . It was Kenchi.. Nesmith was looking after me . He shouldn't have got angry.  We did intimate things yes."  Taiki cried as he explained.
Shokichi heard knocking . He saw Nesmith with tears coming down his face. " Nes what happened? Tell me." Shokichi asked as he felt Nesmith hug him tightly. " Someone hurt him. It was him wasn't it?" Taiki asked and Nesmith nodded . Nesmith nodded as he sat in Shokichi's lap on the recliner. He watched Shokichi play with his dreads. " I want you to be with Nesmith . He really loves you and needs you ." Taiki said. Nesmith nodded and whispered a sorry. " Baby you have nothing to be sorry about." Shokichi said as he watched Taiki leave. He heard Nesmith whine as he wrapped a blanket around him . He buried his face in Nesmith's hair. They both fell asleep.
When they both woke up Nesmith kissed Shokichi softly. " Stay." Shokichi said as Nesmith wiped a tear away. Nesmith knew he was hurt so he clung to him . Shokichi wanted to stay like this.

" Sho chan baby your okay " Nesmith said as he got off of Shokichi's lap and lifted him up . He hears a whispered love you . He knows Shokichi feels guilty. "My Nes" Shokichi says. He smiled at the man in his arms. He watched him touch his face gently. He know he's upset. Shokichi kissed Nesmith gently as he curled up next to him .
They laid quietly . Shokichi kissed the few tears Nesmith had going down his cheek away. He held Nesmith tightly. He noticed Nesmith wiping tears away from his own face. Nesmith kissed Shokichi slightly.
He noticed someone in the tree sleeping. " Taiki is sleeping in the tree."  Nesmith said. "Sekai was sick of him " Nesmith  continued as Shokichi went outside to get him.  Taiki was shivering and crying.  Nesmith saw how Taiki was beaten and bruised . He kissed the younger's head as Shokichi got him out of the tree.  Shokichi  heard a sneeze. " You've gotten a chill" He says as he takes Taiki inside. Nesmith carefully touches the bruise and Taiki swats his hand away. He watches Shokichi cater to his wounds . He notices how Shokichi cares for Taiki but doesn't want to question it. He sits down and notices Shokichi goes to sit on his lap . He pushes Shokichi off his lap.  " Fuck you " Shokichi said as he noticed  Nesmith's expression soften. Nesmith  watched Shokichi  as he pouted and he noticed a bruise. He started crying and  left the room . " I promised I'd never hurt you "  Nesmith said as he cried. " You better talk to him ." Taiki says. Shokichi goes to find Nesmith . " Baby boy ." Nesmith whispered when he saw Shokichi . " Nes , I know what you did was because of jealousy " Shokichi said. Shokichi cradled Nesmith in his arms feeling a kiss to his lips.  He blushed letting him touch the bruise gently.
Taiki tries to get up and winces . Both of them hear Taiki struggle and go to him . Nesmith feels Taiki touch his hand . Shokichi let's Taiki hold Nesmith's hand . He felt a kiss go to his cheek. They took him to the hospital. They were both worried when Hiro asked them what happened. They explained what happened. Taiki looked at Shokichi then at Nesmith and felt lips going to his cheek. " You're okay now don't worry." He heard Shokichi whisper and a gentle kiss was felt against his lips.

Nesmith notices Shokichi running up stairs. He followed him and hugged him from behind. " Unsure?" Nesmith asked and Shokichi answered "Yes." . Shokichi felt a kiss to his temple. He stayed relaxed. Nesmith took him back downstairs. He watched Shokichi shyly hide his face in his chest. " Taiki is jealous but I'm only yours." Nesmith says as they take Taiki to Alan's place and drop him off there.

Nesmith knew Shokichi had a crush on Akira when he hugged Akira tightly the next day at work . Nesmith left the room crying as they made out not realizing . Shokichi tried to push Akira away and it was too late . He got out of Akira's grasp . Akira realized something was wrong when both members were crying . " Shokichi .. your relationship is toxic and I made it worse.. I'm sorry." Akira said as Shokichi kissed a tear away. Shokichi needed him somehow not as a person to use because he knew there was feelings in the way the way they kissed . He remembers the old times where Akira would take care of him when he was drunk. Nesmith really doesn't do that. He feels that Nesmith cheats on him everyday. He just starts crying and Akira keeps him in his arms. Nesmith just looks in awe. "I just want this relationship to be over " Shokichi said as Akira realizes that Nesmith is trying to rip Shokichi out of his arms . " Ryohei tighter. " Akira hears Shokichi whisper in his ear. Akira knows Shokichi only uses his real name when he's super scared or if he was being cute. He kicked Nesmith . Sandaime and Keiji saw what was happening and went to help. Shokichi was shaking and Hiro asks what was wrong. Hiro suspends Nesmith's activities. Shokichi felt arms wrap around him from behind. " Honey" The voice whispered.

Akira held Shokichi tightly as he kissed his head . Shokichi just cried softly as he felt a chill . Keiji and Sandaime were guarding them. Elly pointed noticed something on his arm. He told Akira what he saw. Shokichi ran out of the door when he got out of Akira's arms. Akira ran after him .
He heard Shokichi scream his name and saw what he didn't want to see .  He brought a scared Shokichi back.  Shokichi buried his face in Akira's chest while he jumped up into Akira's arms . " Baby  don't be scared I'm here." Akira said as he kissed his head.  Shokichi wanted to say that he loved him and that he missed his strong around him.
" Ryohei my baby ." He whispered and Akira held him tighter.  He giggled when he was squeezed.  " I missed being held like this . " 
Shokichi said as he felt a kiss to his lips .  Akira knew they had to practice but he told Hiro to postpone activities. 
Taiki saw what happened from Fantastics' practice room and wanted to see what happened.
Akira  noticed  Taiki looking worried through the window and let him in. Shokichi got down and hugged Taiki. He heard Taiki cry and he understood why .  " Akira , Nesmith hurt Taiki . It wasn't Kenchi .. he lied because Nesmith was nearby." Shokichi said.  He let Taiki go back into  Keiji's arms .  Akira felt limbs wrap around him.  " Kenchi's here somewhere. ." Akira says as Kenchi appears . Kenchi looks like he was crying for days and Shokichi goes to hug him. Keiji looks at him and tells Shokichi not to. Keiji watches Kenchi fall and just sob and sits on the floor . Kenchi sits on his lap and hugs him tightly. Taiki feels Kenchi's hand try to hold his . Shokichi watches from Akira's lap. He yawns and Akira  wraps his jacket around him.  Akira kisses his head letting him asleep. " Home ." He heard  Shokichi whisper. He knew Shokichi meant  his house. Akira carried him to the car and set him in it. Akira drove to his house. Shokichi was asleep when they arrived.  He whined softly and Akira heard it and lifted him up . " Ryohei " he whispered as he woke up .  He woke up curled up in Akira's lap in Akira's house.  He liked being in Akira's lap . He noticed Akira had a blanket over them and he was shirtless.  He kissed his chest gently.  Akira noticed that Shokichi was awake . It was like old times . Shokichi was usually on  his lap while watching tv or when they got home from work and they fell asleep on the couch.  They always found time to meet up at work .

Akira looked at Shokichi with a smile. Shokichi was really shy. He was taken to the bed . His face was really red.  Akira kissed his head . " Baby " Akira whispered as he felt Shokichi suck his dick slowly.  He missed this side of Shokichi. He thrusted harshly in Shokichi's mouth. He heard a gag as he released into Shokichi's mouth . He rubbed Shokichi's back as he swallowed the white liquid. Shokichi snuggled up to Akira. He kissed Akira's lips softly as he touched his face. " Don't go " Akira heard Shokichi whisper.
This broke Akira's heart . He rubbed Shokichi's back softly.
He noticed a text saying Nesmith is in the hospital. Shokichi read it and started to cry . Akira knew that Shokichi still cared for Nesmith even though Nesmith hurt him . They went to go see him and Shokichi had tears go down his face as Nesmith reached to wipe them away. Akira saw Shokichi climb into the bed crying. " Why'd you hurt me?" Shokichi asked in tears. " Stay with Akira and I'm sorry" Nesmith said as he gave him a final kiss to seal that they were over.
Akira pulled Shokichi into the hall way and slapped him and Nesmith heard it and tried to move from the bed. Shokichi was left in the hallway and a nurse saw him and asked him if he was alright and he shook his head. It took him awhile to notice that it was Nesmith 's nurse and she brought him into a room and he explained how much he loved Nesmith but how jealous Nesmith got when he left him. The nurse knew Shokichi forgave Nesmith. She brought him back to Nesmith . " Sho chan are you okay?" Nesmith asked and got up slowly and Shokichi hid his face . Last time Shokichi & Akira dated , Nesmith remembered seeing Shokichi's beaten face. The nurse whispered what happened to him and he sat on the bed and Shokichi bit his lip.
A few hours later Akira came back to apologize and noticed Shokichi was curled up to Nesmith with tear stained cheeks. He tried to pull him out of Nesmith's grasp. " Nes tighter " Shokichi whispered and Nesmith complied as the nurse escorted Akira out. "Nesmith your discharged now ." The nurse said as he got up and lifted Shokichi up .
" Sho chan baby wake up we're home." Nesmith whispered as he carried him into house. He sat on the couch with Shokichi on his lap. Shokichi's eyes opened . " My Nessie" He whispered as his grip tightened. Nesmith's dreadlocks were played with . " I'm sorry baby " Nesmith said as a tear went down his cheek. Shokichi kisses his tears away and clings to him tightly. " My favorite boy " Nesmith said and Shokichi blushed as he kissed Nesmith quickly.

Nesmith noticed  Shokichi was crying.  He noticed a problem with Shokichi's rib cage on his left side. He rubbed that side. " Akira got me drunk and fucked me " He heard Shokichi say in between crying.  Nesmith got angry and called Hiro and said what really happened. 

Hiro was surprised because Akira would of never done that.  Nesmith wanted to work again. Hiro knew that.  Hiro hears Shokichi crying. Hiro says that the company will be in danger if Akira keeps doing this . Nesmith agrees and hangs up the phone after Hiro says his promise .
He goes over to Shokichi and curls up to him. Nesmith  felt Shokichi's lips connect with his.  " I'm yours" Shokichi whispered.  Nesmith gave him a kiss.  He looked at the bruise and wondered how much make up was put on it . He kissed the bruise. Shokichi whined because it hurt and he hugged Nesmith tightly. Shokichi just wanted to cry and he finally let his emotions out. Nesmith just wiped his tears.

The next day Shokichi went to work alone and he sat in the studio, trying to write songs . Hiro talked to him earlier that morning about what happened. Something triggered him to start crying.
Takahiro walked in because Nesmith texted him to check on Shokichi every couple hours. He rushed over to hug him . He knows that Shokichi's scared to be alone. He reminds him that Everyone is there for him. Nesmith said that he could kiss Shokichi anytime he wanted to . He got on to Shokichi's lap and gave him a kiss. Shokichi kissed him back .
Nesmith smiled as he watched. He trusted Takahiro . Shokichi noticed Nesmith as he still continued to make out with Takahiro. Nesmifh found a way to join and Takahiro pouted . Takahiro had two dicks inside him. He moaned loudly as he came on the couch and he was still getting pounded into as the two dicks released inside him .
Nesmith was cleaning them both up as they cuddled to each side of him. He and Takahiro pounded inside of Shokichi as they watched his hips move and kissed each other. Shokichi came as he shivered. They came inside of him . Nesmith heard Takahiro whisper about wanting to stay with them because Akira is trying to get to him too. He wiped a tear away and watched him huddle into Shokichi's chest and kissed his head .He wrapped himself around him protectively .

Shokichi looked at Nesmith as he thought about Takahiro. They both agreed that they shouldn't take Takahiro . They call Keiji over and Takahiro was dreaming about Akira . Keiji walks over to Takahiro and plays with his hair as he lifts him. Nesmith and Shokichi leave and Shokichi pouts .  Nesmith holds Shokichi's hand tightly. He takes him to the car and takes them home .
" Baby your crying.. do you feel bad?" Shokichi asked and hugged Nesmith tightly once they were in the house .  " Yes baby but I have you and I love you." Nesmith said he held onto Shokichi tight . " I love you too " Shokichi said as he kissed Nesmith's head.  "We've been through a lot " Nesmith whispered. 

Shokichi missed this a lot  while he was with Akira he had to worry about making him angry. He noticed Nesmith wiping his tears away. He was crying as he was pulled closer by Nesmith.
He snuggled close to him as he kissed Nesmith.

Nesmith watched Shokichi arms wrap around him  . He just holds him tightly. He hoped to never lose him again. He felt Shokichi kiss his tears away. " Baby boy" He whispered as Shokichi squeezed him.

They've known each other since 2007 a whole decade so he knows about Shokichi's emotions .
Shokichi kisses Nesmith softly as he gets up. He feels Nesmith pull him back into bed and cradle him. He remembered when Nesmith did this backstage during concerts to relive his nerves. He felt Nesmith kiss a tear away .
" Baby don't cry " Nesmith whispered. Shokichi wrapped his arms and legs around him tightly.  Nesmith looked at Shokichi with a worried look and squeezed him. He remembered the backstage of concerts where they just cuddled until they were called to the circle to chant and secretly gave each other kisses. He didn't know he would have Shokichi in his arms .

" Baby remember when we used to cuddle backstage at concerts?" Nesmith asked and Shokichi nodded. He watched Shokichi get up and hugged him from behind . He watched Shokichi shake. " Don't be scared ." He said as he noticed it was a thunderstorm outside .
Akira did feel remorse about what he did and noticed the storm and he knows Shokichi is scared but can't be there for him. He hopes Nesmith can figure it out.
Nesmith held him close, turning him around . Shokichi had a tear coming down his face.

Akira was walking in the rain as he heard a scream, it was Shokichi's voice  but he minded his own business until heard his name was called.  It was Shokichi's voice and he ran to him . He noticed Shokichi was cold and sneezing.  He noticed that Shokichi was super scared and  wrapped his jacket around him. "Bubba is here." He whispered in Shokichi's ear and held him close.  " Why aren't you with Nesmith?" He asked .
" We got into another fight and I left because I got scared  .. I'm slowly giving up on him." Shokichi said as Akira brought him back to his place .  He cried softly as Akira cradled him.  " I just got sick of fighting.  Sometimes it got physical." Shokichi said as Akira kissed his head.  " I regret what I did to you." Akira said as Shokichi wiped a tear away.

Shokichi felt a kiss to his lips as he fell asleep snuggled up against Akira's chest. He missed this. Nesmith was in the way but he knew that Nesmith was trying to recreate past moments that he and Shokichi had to together. He rubbed Shokichi's back. He heard a cry from Shokichi's mouth and played with his hair. 

"Ryohei tighter " He heard Shokichi whisper in his sleep . He noticed Shokichi was having a dream about that day and held him tighter.  He noticed Shokichi woke up in tears and tried to calm him down . He knew Shokichi loved him  but he also knew that Shokichi was scared.

" Ryohei, stay ." He heard Shokichi whisper as he set Shokichi on his lap sitting up against the head board of the bed. " Sho baby I'm staying baby , going nowhere." He said as he rubbed Shokichi's back as he received kisses.

The next day at work Akira noticed how Shokichi was hesitant to work with Nesmith. He took him to the meeting room. They both know Exile is falling apart and Takahiro could care less. Akira heard about Takahiro accusing him of having sex with him from Shokichi's mouth. Shokichi hasn't seen Akira get so upset before and got on his lap and hugged him.

Kenchi walked in and asked what was wrong with Nesmith and Takahiro. Kenchi knew about the Takahiro rumor but he got told about Nesmith. They came back to the practice room seeing Sandaime pull Takahiro off of Nesmith . Alan explained that Nesmith was minding his own business and Takahiro started hitting him . Shokichi ran over to Nesmith and Akira yelled at Takahiro. Hiro said that Takahiro was banned from activities. Nesmith was trembling and hugged Shokichi tightly. He let go and let Shokichi go to Akira. Kenchi and Keiji helped him up and took him to get his injuries fixed.
Akira had Shokichi in his lap as Nesmith limped over and kissed his head as a thank you. Shokichi looked at him and he was asleep clung  to Keiji . Akira smiled as he kissed Shokichi's cheek.

Akira told Shokichi to go over to Nesmith and he did . Shokichi noticed how fast Nesmith was to go on his lap as he sat down. He felt tears go down his face. " He hurt you badly .. I'm sorry I didn't protect you." Shokichi said as he cried . His tears were kissed away. " No baby boy Takahiro hurt me because of a false rumor he was spreading and I proved myself right " Nesmith said as Shokichi held him tighter.

Shokichi felt a tighter grip around him as he heard sorries . He didn't know why Nesmith was sorry when he was the one that left.

Akira was watching carefully and thought Shokichi should of stayed with Nesmith . He didn't say anything and Shokichi noticed a frown. He hugged Shokichi once Shokichi was in his arms.

Shokichi was asked if he missed Nesmith and he nodded . Akira knew there was a deep place  in Shokichi's heart that he couldn't reach. He let Nesmith talk to him.  Akira noticed that Shokichi was crying.  He let Nesmith calm him down.  Kenchi was asking why Akira let this happen. Akira cried as he explained. "Ryohei.. I know that your hurt. You've hurt yourself  trying to fix Shokichi's heart when it didn't need fixing."  Kenchi said as he hugged  Akira tightly. 
Shokichi gently traced Nesmith's bruises . " Want to go home ?" Nesmith said as he gave Shokichi a kiss.  Shokichi told Kenchi to tell Akira and Kenchi did after Akira woke up .  Nesmith took Shokichi to his house. He wiped  Shokichi's tears away.  Nesmith knew that he felt something for Akira because he has never seen Shokichi act this way when separated from Akira. He texted  Kenchi to see if Akira is acting the same way. Kenchi confirmed that Akira was crying and didn't want to be left alone. Nesmith brought Shokichi over to Akira's place. He and Akira  stood at either end of the room as Shokichi  tried not to cry.

Shokichi noticed Akira run up to him as he started to cry. " This idea is bad ." Akira said as grip tightened around Shokichi as he heard his name whispered in his ear.  He kissed Shokichi  multiple times .

Akira watched Nesmith leave as held Shokichi on his lap with a blanket on him. He felt a quick kiss .  " Only yours " Shokichi whispered in his ear as he felt his pants be slipped off . " Bad" Shokichi whispered as he grinded against Akira . Akira laid Shokichi down before taking  hid pants and boxers off . Shokichi felt  gentle slow thrusts as he took Akira's shirt off. The thrusts got faster as the kisses got  rougher .
" Ahh Ryohei.. so big" Shokichi moaned as he came on the couch. Akira released inside him and pulled out . He cleaned Shokichi off and wrapped him in a blanket .  He kissed Shokichi's pout as he took him upstairs. He felt  kisses against his lips and smiled as he laid down with him on his chest.  " I love you" He  heard Shokichi whisper  in his ear.
" I love you too, so much" Akira said as he kissed Shokichi softly and felt lips hit his lips. He smiled as Shokichi began to fall asleep on his chest. “ Like old times “ He whispered to himself and he watches Shokichi smile . He also knew Shokichi heard him. He felt Shokichi’s grip tighten around him as he heard snores and started to fall asleep himself.

Shokichi woke up by himself and looked for Akira. He feels a body sit on the bed . He hugged the body from behind . " I can't believe you kept the tattoos , Ryohei. " Shokichi whispered as Akira flipped Shokichi using the arms around him. He heard a whimper as he held Shokichi close. " Baby did I scare you?" Akira asked as he kissed Shokichi's head.

Shokichi giggled as he shook his head . He kissed the bare chest in front of him.  He played with the fingers around him giving Akira kisses as he found away out of his grasp and got ready.  He pouted  as Akira's arms wrapped around him. " I know you are scared but I'm here for you." Akira  said as Shokichi relaxed in his chest.

Meanwhile at work they were practicing for performance and Akira winked at Shokichi causing him to blush . They took a break . Akira felt lips against his as he got on Shokichi's lap. Shokichi only got to see this side of Akira and really thought it was cute . " Don't ever leave again " Akira whispered. Shokichi knew what he was talking about and he wiped a tear away .  He held Akira tightly as a kiss hit his lips .  He knows Akira loves him so much.   " I will never leave I promise. "  Shokichi said as Akira clung to him tightly.
" Ryohei, kiss" He whispered cutely as
Akira kissed him . He giggles as Akira tickles him. Akira wanted Shokichi in his lap instead so he sits next to Shokichi and pulls him onto his lap and gives him a kiss. 
They both start to practice again. Akira hears a yawn as Shokichi continues and notices that Shokichi is sleepy. How many hours have they they been there ?  Six hours straight. Akira notices and lifts him up. He carries Shokichi to the car . He sits Shokichi down and he kisses the pout . He drove them home.

Once they got home , Akira noticed Shokichi was sleeping so he carried him inside. Shokichi felt many kisses on his lips as he woke up . Akira noticed Shokichi tracing his chest tattoo.

Shokichi gets up from the bed and goes to the couch and Akira watches and follows him . He watches Shokichi look at a picture of Nesmith . He notices tears on the pillow . " Nesmith why did you hurt me ? Akira loves me so I got to forget you " He hears Shokichi whisper and pulls him close. He lets Shokichi cry into his chest. He hears his name whispered so he holds him tighter. Shokichi looks up at Akira and gives him a kiss. " I'm here to mend your heart Shokichi . I love you so much ." Akira says as he wraps a blanket around him tightly. He feels a body a curl up to his and a whispered " I love you too. Fix me." .

He leaves a hickey on Shokichi's neck and hears snores. He takes him upstairs and sets him on the bed. He kisses Shokichi's chest as he snuggles into it . Shokichi woke up the next morning with Akira clung to him.

When Shokichi was added to Exile in 2009 , he always had Akira snuggled up to him backstage and during practice. When the woman Akira married divorced him , Akira was crying on top of Shokichi's lap . He really loved her and Shokichi really loved him.

Shokichi looked at the sleeping man in his arms and kissed his head . He felt Akira move and whispered " Ryohei don't go "  and felt Akira hold him tighter. " I'm going nowhere " He heard Akira say and Nesmith was far from his mind.  He really loves Akira . " Bubba "Shokichi whispered as Akira kissed him softly. " Baby if I ever hurt you .. I'm very sorry" Akira said as Shokichi wiped his tears away.

Shokichi knew Akira was set up but he was wondering by who. He knew about the times they shared. Akira would of never hurt him while drunk someone laced the drinks and  he sensed it because Akira fainted after trying to fuck him because Akira didn't remember what happened. Akira never beat him when they dated before.  Hiro even knew this and Hiro is being told lies.

"Bubba  kisses more kisses. " Shokichi cutely whispered in Akira's ear and Akira complied as he put Shokichi in his lap. He moaned softly as he felt Akira softly thrust inside him . Akira knew that sort of calmed Shokichi down as he sped up the thrusts as the kisses became rougher. Shokichi came on the sheets and Akira released inside him .  He smiled  and a gentle kiss went to his lips. They got up.

Shokichi walked downstairs as he was hugged from behind and had his cheek kissed. "Ryohei please babe  I'm okay ." He said as he fell down the stairs and Akira hurried and lifted him up . Shokichi noticed a pout and kissed Akira's lips. He felt the grip around him tighten and whispered " Ryohei I love you so much." . He watched Akira examine his body to check if he was okay .
After an hour they went to work. Shokichi didn't realize they were working to together today and looked over at him. He was shyly looking at him . Once a break came Akira was on his lap . He kissed Akira's head while holding him close.
Akira was acting super clingy lately but he was scared. Someone did stage him but in Shokichi's mind Akira came first . " Baby I'm going nowhere. " Shokichi whispered in his ear. He felt Akira kiss his forehead and whispered "don't worry I'm here ." and they went home. Once they got home Akira hugged Shokichi tightly. He felt kisses all over his face after Shokichi sat on his lap.  He fell asleep in the middle of kissing him .  He woke up with a sleeping Shokichi on his lap. " Bubba" He heard Shokichi whisper.  He kissed Shokichi's forehead and looked at him . " baby wake up , you're dreaming again." He shakes Shokichi gently . He noticed Shokichi was awake.

Shokichi kissed him softly then  he bit Akira's neck and pulled away.  " Baby calm down " He heard Akira say as he snuggled close to him. He felt a hand go in his boxers and it began to move . He moaned softly as he thrusted against the hand .  His boxers were all sticky and Akira licked him clean after boxers were off.  He felt fingers going  rubbing his inner thigh and he whimpered. Akira stopped when he noticed the big bruise on his inner thigh that was fresh . It was a smaller hand than Nesmith's hand .  Was it Takahiro's? 
Shokichi was crying and Akira was calming him down. " Was this Takahiro's doing?" Akira asked and Shokichi nodded.  Akira was so upset that he held Shokichi close.

"He pulled me into a closet . Atsushi tried to stop him " He whispered as Akira wiped his tears away. Akira heard  Hiro mentioned and knew Hiro stopped it .  He looked at how his ass was bruised and blistered and he heard a whimper and kissed his tears.  Akira was angry and  blamed himself because he wasn't there to protect him.  He felt a kiss to his lips.  Shokichi had a panic attack when he described what happened.         

-flashback-

Atsushi , Makidai and Matsu heard screams from the nearby closet and it sounded like Shokichi. They tried to open the door as Takahiro said " Shokichi you're too loud "  and he slapped him . They saw blood and a shaking  Shokichi that was naked.  Takahiro had a devious smirk. Shokichi was crying as Atsushi cleaned him .  Matsu held Takahiro up as Makidai  punched him .  Atsushi told Hiro what happened .
-back to present-

Akira kissed Shokichi's head . Shokichi explained that he doesn't have work due a couple weeks unless it's a performance on a  television program with Exile. He went back to sleep and Akira took him up to bed. He kissed his head and laid down. They woke up the next morning and shared a kiss. Akira left for work . Shokichi slept for most of the day because he felt sick and in pain . The shock caused him not to have pain but the aftershock did .

Akira beats up Takahiro when he arrives , Nesmith pulled him away as he looked into his eyes . Akira's inner anger was never this bad. Nesmith got as angry as Akira got when he explained what happened. Elly stormed in angry knowing Shokichi's hurt right now . Akira explained why he did he did it to Hiro. Hiro excepted the reasoning.

Takahiro had broken ribs from Makidai , Akira made them even worse . " I'm sorry Takahiro but you hurt Shokichi .. you are terminated from the group and LDH indefinitely. " Hiro said. Takahiro left in tears and no one felt remorse . Takahiro's posted statement said what he did and how he's retiring. " Hiro isn't this a little too far? I would of kicked him out of Exile only." Akira said . Hiro shook his head.

Akira went home for a bit to clear his mind and saw Shokichi crying on the floor and lifted him up. "Shokichi he did something bad.. you never ruined Exile . He said as he kissed Shokichi's head.

Akira noticed that Takahiro started a live stream and he saw an unimaginable sight happen . A guy was on top of him and he was crying . Shokichi was in awe even though he was upset at Takahiro for doing what he did to him. He thinks Takahiro hurt him because he was getting hurt himself. After it happened Shokichi knew he regretted doing it but couldn't say anything. Shokichi read Akira's comment and slapped him on the side of the head. " We have to help him Ryohei ..he was getting hurt .. he regretted what he did to me right after he did it but the idiots jumped in too quickly. " He said and Akira agreed. Akira drove them over to Takahiro place and heard the screams and busted down the door .

Back in the office , Hiro watched what happened with a worried face and he knew Takahiro regretted what happened to Shokichi. The rest of the guys knew Takahiro had a relationship with this guy who made Takahiro uncomfortable and would force him to have sex when he said no. Even Hiro knew and wanted to save Takahiro. Makidai and Matsu felt bad. They watched Shokichi and Akira save him. The stream went dark . Hiro texted Akira to check if they were okay. Akira and Shokichi brought Takahiro back to LDH's building. Makidai tried to touch Takahiro's hair and felt Takahiro tense up. Takahiro flinched around the slightest touch . Atsushi noticed how vulnerable Takahiro was and scared he was . It was Takahiro's birthday. He sure wasn't having a great day.

Akira seemed suspicious of Takahiro.  He knew that Takahiro wouldn't fake something like this. He caught Takahiro to stop him from falling. Shokichi looked at Takahiro with a tear going down his face. Takahiro wiped it away while whispering " I'm sorry for hurting you".  Shokichi felt Takahiro's lips touch his cheek. Akira watched Takahiro curl up in his chest. " Sho are you sure about this?" He asked and Shokichi nodded. Akira was unsure about Shokichi's intentions that he left room and started crying.  Shokichi heard Akira cry and he felt upset. "You shouldn't be letting yourself get used like this." Takahiro said and Shokichi knew Takahiro and Akira dated once.
" You are falling in love with a class one manipulator , I know Nesmith's way to get you to snap out of it was bad and hurt you. "  Takahiro continued as Shokichi agreed with him.  Nesmith walked in the room . " Takahiro is right , he set everything up himself. But why hurt Takahiro in the process?  He wanted you for himself ." Nesmith said as he held Shokichi close.  " Taiki even agreed  because he tried to get to  Taiki " Nesmith said as Shokichi let Takahiro rest on his chest.  Nesmith looked at Takahiro. " What did that guy do to you at Akira's expense? I should have stopped you from leaving."  Nesmith said as Shokichi played with Takahiro's hair.  " I'm glad Shokichi saved me . Hiro should know that Akira tried to hurt me before we left." Takahiro said . Shokichi got upset and started crying. Nesmith was kissing his lips multiple times .

" Sho don't cry." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi. Akira tried to pull Shokichi out of Nesmith's arms . " Nes , Takahiro hold tighter ." Shokichi whispered. They held on while Atsushi , Makidai, and Matsu pushed Akira away . " Akira you are terminated. Naoto will be new co leader. Sandaime will be added to the group." Hiro said from a distance. Shokichi stood up as he held up Takahiro. " Takahiro is back in the group." Hiro said .Nesmith looked at Takahiro as he gave him kisses . He looks at how Shokichi is trembling still and pulls him closer.
Shokichi was genuinely scared of Akira. Nesmith and Takahiro wanted to protect him but Takahiro is very weak right now.  Nesmith begins a fight with Akira . Sandaime pull  Takahiro and Shokichi in a practice room.  Nesmith stops and goes to Shokichi and Takahiro. He gives them both a kiss.

Nesmith takes them both home with him. Shokichi and Takahiro were laying down in the back of the car . Takahiro held onto to Shokichi tightly as he was receiving kisses from Shokichi. Shokichi fell asleep in Takahiro's arms. Nesmith watched Takahiro carry Shokichi in the house. Nesmith was holding Shokichi and Takahiro tightly. He heard Takahiro reassure him that him and Shokichi aren't going nowhere. " Nessie don't cry ." Shokichi whispered as he kissed Nesmith then kissed Takahiro. Nesmith found a way to join Takahiro and Shokichi's make out session and deepening the kisses.

"Nessie ." he heard both Takahiro and Shokichi whisper. Takahiro wipes tears from  Shokichi's  eyes. Nesmith takes Shokichi upstairs to talk to him . " Nes this is a bad idea, he hurt me . " Shokichi  said as  Nesmith hugged him. " It won't happen again I promise.. did you save Takahiro because you saw you in his place?" Nesmith asked and Shokichi nodded . " Oh baby you shouldn't of been involved in this mess. " Nesmith said as he noticed how  scared Shokichi was. He held Shokichi tightly on his lap, playing with his hair.  He knew Shokichi had trust issues since they were dating . Akira  was setting him not the other way around . Nesmith knew that Shokichi knew that Takahiro was being used in the set up but still didn't trust him. Takahiro slowly came up stairs as he saw Shokichi in Nesmith's lap .

Nesmith knows that Takahiro is sorry . Shokichi watched Takahiro cry and ran to him when he fell . " Takahiro , don't hurt yourself. It'll just take awhile for me to trust you again. It's not your fault.. it's Akira's fault." He said as he rocked Takahiro left to right. " Baby it's okay . " He heard  Takahiro whisper in a weak voice .  Nesmith helped Takahiro on the bed.   Shokichi got in and curled up against Takahiro's side.  Takahiro wrapped an arm around him and gave him a kiss. Nesmith felt both of their hands hold his.  He heard snores as he fell asleep slowly himself.

Shokichi woke up crying and Takahiro looked Takahiro at him . Nesmith pulled Shokichi on his lap.  " Takahiro don't hurt me. " Shokichi whispered and Takahiro squeezed Shokichi's hand. " I will never hurt you again." Takahiro  said  as Shokichi crawled  over to him. He gave him a kiss and wrapped his arms around him. Shokichi watched him snuggle close. " Nesmith I watched Takahiro get hurt, saved him and I think I have more of a romantic connection to him . " Shokichi said. " Are you sure ? " Nesmith asked as he began to leave . Shokichi nodded but started to cry . Takahiro knew Shokichi told the truth but he knows Nesmith is trying to manipulate the situation and  he holds Shokichi tighter. " Baby boy just let him leave he's hurt you many times . " Takahiro whispered into Shokichi's ear  as he played with Shokichi's  hair.  Nesmith tried to pull Shokichi out of Takahiro's grasp but Shokichi held on tightly. A few tears went down his cheek .

" Nesmith stop your making Shokichi cry" Takahiro said and Nesmith finally left. He wiped Shokichi's tears away.  He felt kisses going down his chest.  " I love you " He whispered as Shokichi kissed his chest . He smiled when he finally got Shokichi asleep. He fell asleep snuggled up to Shokichi. A few hours later , he noticed a plate of food and sat up. Shokichi handed him the plate of food . He noticed Shokichi was upset. He ate the food and sat on Shokichi's lap. Shokichi felt a kiss on his lips as held Takahiro in his lap.

Nesmith was in the living room crying and Shokichi checked on him once Takahiro was asleep. He noticed Shokichi looking at him with a sad look on his face . He knew Shokichi was confused and opened his arms. He noticed how fast Shokichi got into his arms . He knew feelings were still there so he let him cry. " My feelings for you will never stop " He heard Shokichi whisper. " I noticed you were uncomfortable with this but I didn't want to hurt you or anything. " Nesmith whispered. Shokichi gave him a kiss and hugged him tightly. "We could send Takahiro to Atsushi." Shokichi said. Nesmith nodded as he called Atsushi. Atsushi took Takahiro to his place  but Shokichi noticed how scared Takahiro was when Takahiro left with Atsushi. Nesmith also noticed but kept Shokichi close to him.
The next day at work Shokichi noticed Takahiro shaking super bad. Takahiro couldn't even finish rehearsal and he started crying. Nesmith and Shokichi got told that Atsushi left him alone because that's what  he wanted . They were both worried but it's really none of their business.  Takahiro took deep breaths and snuggled against Keiji.  Shokichi and Nesmith left for the day.
Once Shokichi and Nesmith got home , Nesmith laid Shokichi down and sat on the bed .  He noticed Shokichi's crawl on his lap . He really missed seeing this side of Shokichi.  He heard a whispered " I love you  Nessie, forever and always." as Shokichi fell asleep curled up on his lap. He fell asleep himself.

Nesmith wakes up to Shokichi crying in his sleep. He rubs Shokichi's back softly as he calmly tells Shokichi it's okay. He feels so bad that he couldn't protect him. Shokichi still has nightmares about what Takahiro did to him .
Shokichi looked up at Nesmith once he was awake and hugged him tightly. He  felt a kiss hit his lips and kissed back.
" Bubba" He whispered as Nesmith smiled at him and gave him kisses. " I remember when we first met and you were scared of me and I didn't like you much ." Nesmith said as he held  him close.  " I remember that and then we kissed after that first meeting because I was shaking real bad.' Shokichi said as he kissed Nesmith softly. 
Nesmith recalled this because he remembered how scared Shokichi was because the second generation was still new.  He also remembered  how sad Shokichi was because of the lost audition . He remembered Shokichi was on his lap and how tightly he held him.
Shokichi hoped Takahiro was alright . A knock was heard at the door and it was Takahiro. Shokichi noticed this and had Nesmith answer it . Both of them noticed how shaky Takahiro was . Shokichi instinctively pulled Takahiro into his arms as he heard cries . Nesmith noticed that Takahiro was taking so long to recover from what happened that only Shokichi can get him to talk . He just doesn't like seeing Takahiro like this . He felt Takahiro kiss his tears away. Takahiro went back into Shokichi's arms.
Why'd Akira harm them? Why'd Akira use Takahiro? Those were the thoughts in Nesmith's head. Nesmith watched Shokichi calm Takahiro down . He knew Shokichi was hurt deep down but also that Takahiro didn't mean it. He kissed the tear that went down Shokichi's cheek then kissed Takahiro's cheek.
Takahiro was asleep on the bed and so was Shokichi . Nesmith saw how happy they were . Shokichi's heart would break if he left again but he choose to leave . He left a note and a tear fell on it. He knew he had to go but was unsure. He left anyway .
Shokichi woke up the next morning and saw the note and started crying . He didn't come into work .  Naoto and the others were worried that he didn't come in . Naoto was yelling at Nesmith  until Nesmith explained why he did what he did . Naoki chimed in and said it was unjustified. Exile is breaking apart and Naoto broke down because it was too much. Takahiro finally got Shokichi to go in after cuddling with him for an hour and a few dozen kisses. He hid behind Shokichi. Shokichi ran over to Naoto and tried to calm him down. Takahiro started to shake when Naoki approached. He felt a hug and relaxed. Shokichi exchanged Naoto for Takahiro and gave Takahiro a kiss.

Shokichi saw Nesmith tear up and walked over to him and then hesitated to hug him . He broke down into tears and kissed Nesmith on the cheek . " I'm sorry if I hurt you. " Shokichi said as he felt arms wrap around him tightly. " No I loved you a lot and I still do .. I just want you to be happy. You didn't feel happy with me" Nesmith said as Shokichi shook his head.
Takahiro watched as Nesmith let Shokichi go . He watched Shokichi wipe Nesmith's tears away. " I loved you a lot , I feel like I don't want to be here right now ." Shokichi said as he looked at Nesmith .

Nesmith let Shokichi sit on his lap and held him close. " Takahiro, don't depend on others to fix you. You're hurt right now I get that but Shokichi and Nesmith were happy before . You can stay with me for awhile . Let Shokichi go. " Keiji said as he wrapped his arms Takahiro. Takahiro nodded as Shokichi was walking back over to him . Keiji explained to Shokichi the talk that he and Takahiro had.  Nesmith walked over and hugged Shokichi from behind.
They all began to practice after everything was settled . Shokichi kept looking at Nesmith . Nesmith felt a hand hold his once the break was announced. "Baby " Nesmith whispered as he saw Shokichi get on his lap . He looked at Shokichi who was blushing.
"Are you mine ?" Shokichi asked and Nesmith smiled and nodded . He felt multiple kisses hit his lips and Nesmith smirked. " Bad " Shokichi whispered in Nesmith's ear. They went to an empty room and locked the door . Nesmith watched Shokichi strip down as he took off of his clothes and slammed into Shokichi . He heard moans of his name as Shokichi's cum shot across the room onto a mirror. Nesmith came inside of Shokichi. He pulled out and helped Shokichi get dressed .  Shokichi blushed as he cleaned up the mirror. 
He felt arms wrap around him and felt soft kisses down his neck. " I missed you a lot " He said as Nesmith turned him around. He rested his head on Nesmuth's chest as he felt a jacket be wrapped around him . He walked back to the practice room with Nesmith . " I love you " He whispered into Nesmith's ear . Nesmith watched Shokichi bury his face in his chest while they walked in the room. Shokichi was blushing as Nesmith snuck a kiss.
They began to practice and Shokichi yawned as he continued. " Nesmith I'm sleepy. " Shokichi said as Nesmith wrapped his arms around him. " Your house or mine? " Nesmith asked even though he knew the answer. Shokichi liked cuddling up to someone and Nesmith was that someone. 
He took Shokichi to his house .He  carried him inside and wondered if he's been sleeping and laid  down with him on the bed . He noticed how Shokichi's breathing calmed down as held him him close. " Nes" He heard Shokichi whisper.  He knew Shokichi loved him a lot .  "Don't leave me ever again." Shokichi said as he began to wake up . " Baby I won't I promise." He said as he laid him on his chest. He gives Shokichi  gentle kisses.

" You're my baby." Nesmith whispered into Shokichi's ear.  Nesmith kissed Shokichi's blushing cheeks .  He heard a whine and played with Shokichi's hair .  " My Nes-san." Shokichi said as he was attacked with kisses. He just started to cry and hugged Nesmith tight.
" Hey do you feel something for Takahiro? " Nesmith asked . " Yes but he probably doesn't think of me that way. " Shokichi said .  " He does if he got you to work when I left you.  I felt so bad .. Naoto had to coax me with hugs just to get me to practice." Nesmith said . 
Shokichi texted Takahiro something. He read Takahiro's reply out loud and smiled. He went to go see Takahiro after Nesmith told him he'll be there if everything breaks.  He saw Takahiro shaking and ran to hug him . " Keiji said he'd stay with you where'd he go?"  Shokichi asked as he lifted Takahiro. " He went home ." Takahiro whispered.  He felt a tighter hold. " You should think a bit longer... I'm here for you " Takahiro said as he wiped a tear that was going down Shokichi's face . He knew Shokichi was being used and did not like that but he's still hurt himself. He wants to protect Shokichi. He knew Shokichi loved him as he kissed him multiple times. " Sho-chan I love you too don't worry I'm healing as much you are." He said as Shokichi laid down with him in  his arms . He noticed dark circles under Shokichi's eyes. " Shokichi baby... have been you sleeping? " He asked and Shokichi shook his head. Shokichi had Takahiro kissing his tears away.
He liked being called Takahiro's baby even though he never liked being called baby because he usually gets hurt when he called that. He started to close his eyes slowly as Takahiro sang into his ear . Takahiro heard snores and smiled.

Shokichi woke up few hours later as he felt his dick getting sucked , he slowly thrusted in Takahiro's mouth . He released into Takahiro's mouth and he heard Takahiro swallow. " That felt good " He said as he noticed Takahiro curled up to him. He wanted to be touched by Takahiro more.

Takahiro noticed a blush as he heard Shokichi beg to be touched more. He took his boxers off and rode Shokichi's dick slowly as he kissed him deeply. " If your uncomfortable I'll stop " He whispered in Shokichi's ear as he began to hear Shokichi's moans . He felt Shokichi release inside him and pull out . " I love my baby" He whispered into Shokichi's ear and saw a blush. He was held tightly as he kissed the blushing cheeks. There was love bites down Shokichi's chest.
Shokichi was the Co-leader of Exile instead of Naoto . Naoto dropped the role . He took Takahiro into work with him . He noticed how Takahiro got on his lap fast and held him close. He kissed him quick and they started to practice. "Baby boy come here." Takahiro said as Shokichi came over to him and gave him a kiss. Shokichi's and Takahiro's chemistry as leaders was unmatched.  They practiced  a little bit more . Takahiro ran over to Shokichi and jumped into his arms after they were done.  Shokichi's chin was rested on top of  Takahiro's  head . He liked when Takahiro was cute like this .  He carried him to the car . " I want to stay in your arms a bit longer ."  Takahiro said as he was put down. He felt arms lift him up once he got out of the car and rested his head against Shokichi's chest. He looked at the ring that was slipped on to his finger. He smiled as he gave Shokichi a kiss and he was laid down . He noticed Shokichi snuggling up to him. He heard snores a couple minutes and whispered "Thank you baby." He falls asleep.  Shokichi was shaking  and woke up. Takahiro woke up and held Shokichi tightly.

They both woke up to a sound.  Takahiro  ran to find out what the sound was. Shokichi heard a scream and went down stairs . He faught the person hurting Takahiro. He called the police.
" Shokichi I'm okay calm down"Takahiro said as they watched the person get taken away. Shokichi kissed the top of his head.  Takahiro  hid in his chest. He played with Shokichi's fingers and felt Shokichi's hands trembling. He took him back up to bed.  He watched Shokichi curl up to him . " Don't leave me."Shokichi whispered.
Takahiro knew Shokichi was hurting because of Nesmith repeatedly leaving him . He gave him kisses and wiped tears away.  He knows that Shokichi falls deep in love and that he feels the same. He heard snores and whispered that he loved him. " Takahiro, baby come here . I love you too ." Shokichi said half asleep as he let Takahiro lay on top of him . Shokichi rubbed Takahiro's back gently.He fell asleep as soon as Takahiro. They loved each other so much as they shared lazy kisses. " Merry Christmas." Takahiro said as the kisses down his neck got rougher. He whimpered as he blushed . He moaned as Shokichi moved inside him slowly. He moaned even louder as the thrusts got faster and harder . He came once Shokichi did . He slapped Shokichi's inner thigh as he moved down to lick the excess cum off Shokichi's dick. " Baby boy I got you ." Takahiro said as Shokichi whined for more . He flipped Shokichi over and slammed inside him . He heard whines mixed with whimpers and moans. Shokichi came on the sheets as he felt a hot liquid inside him. Takahiro gave him gentle kisses as he let him snuggle close. Shokichi liked his gift. Takahiro loved him so much and Shokichi knew that . He wanted nothing to get in between them .
He carried Shokichi downstairs as he kissed him and sat him down and he started cooking.
He watched Shokichi and sat on his lap.  Feeling a tight grip as he ate, he noticed Shokichi finshed his plate. They did share a plate . He giggled as he felt kisses on his cheek. They slow danced  in kitchen and shared kisses . Shokichi smiled at Takahiro who was snuggled up to to his chest. He wanted to keep him like this forever which will happen. He heard an I love you whispered and he noticed Takahiro looking up at him . They watched a movie as they cuddled in the bed since the couch wasn't a plausible option.  They both fell back asleep.

Shokichi woke up . He was clearly scared as he noticed Takahiro sit up and wrap his arms around Shokichi's waist.  Sweet nothings were whispered in his ear.  He smiled as he calmed down. He felt a kiss to his lips. " Baby lets sleep more." Takahiro said as he watched Shokichi lay back down. They both went back to sleep. Shokichi was snuggled close to Takahiro.  Takahiro tried not to wake Shokichi up when he got up. Shokichi woke up later and felt a body sit on his lap.  He laughed because Takahiro waited to get on his lap.  Takahiro just wanted to stay in his arms arms longer.  Shokichi helped Takahiro heal and  Takahiro helped Shokichi heal.  He asked if Takahiro wanted to stay with him  and be his boyfriend.  Takahiro said yes as he felt lips on his lips.
They went to work and practiced for awhile . Takahiro noticed Shokichi being upset and pulled him close taking him out of the room. He felt a few kisses  hit his lips . " Baby lets go back ." Takahiro said as they walked back. They went back to practicing. 
Shokichi smiled as he practiced and Takahiro just wanted to hug him. He stopped and Takahiro ran into his arms. He held him close. " So cute" He said as Takahiro hid his face.
Nesmith was jealous of Shokichi's relationship because he was still in love with Shokichi. He knew he was getting sick as he felt himself puke. Keiji knew love sickness happened to him . He just didn't know how to fix him . Even Hiro noticed he was getting sicker and sicker. Shokichi's heart hurt a little bit as he watched Nesmith get worse until he noticed that he stopped coming in. " Shokichi I know you're hurting because Nesmith is hurting . How do you feel about us taking a break because you seem to feel something still? " Takahiro asked . " I want the break for a bit . " Shokichi said as Takahiro gave him a last kiss.
Shokichi went to Nesmith's house and found him laying in bed . " Sho come here " He heard him continuously whisper. He finally broke down like he wanted to and Nesmith pulled him into the bed. " Sho baby don't cry." He heard Nesmith say. Nesmith kissed his tears away. He noticed Shokichi's heart stopped for a second and he rubbed his back softly. " Baby I got you ." Nesmith said. " You have always got me since the beginning." Shokichi said as he felt lips kissed his .
Nesmith knows he has the actual ring that Shokichi meant to give Takahiro but Shokichi wanted him to keep it. He knew Shokichi would come back. " Don't go. I won't ." Shokichi said as Nesmith squeezed his hand . They fell asleep after awhile . They slept until the next day.

Shokichi woke up first with arms wrapped around him . He smiled and Nesmith squeezed him tighter. He felt lips against his.
Nesmith smiled as Shokichi got on his lap. " Baby boy I'm here don't worry. " He whispered as he felt Shokichi's grip tighten. He kissed Shokichi's head. He noticed how hurt Shokichi was and choose not leave him alone . He listened to Shokichi explain he how he felt different without him and he kissed his cheek.
" I felt as sick as you did. I just wanted to be left alone but I felt like I had to take care of Takahiro."  He heard Shokichi say as Nesmith sighs. " You helped him though. I know you had sex with him and you were uncomfortable with it." Nesmith said as he wiped Shokichi's tears away. " You're with me now . You're safe. Akira is gone . Takahiro is gone." Nesmith said. "'Takahiro actually noticed something wrong with our relationship and I noticed it too. You flip other people's situations to make them fit your narrative." Shokichi said as he got up to leave .
He went back to Takahiro's place and laid on the couch in Takahiro's arms. Takahiro held Shokichi tightly.  Shokichi felt soft lips against his temple and tried to smile. " Oh baby don't be sad " Takahiro said and he knew Nesmith did something to make him upset and come back.  " He accused of you trying to hurt me while we were dating." Shokichi said. " Akira is back ." Takahiro said. " He was just very upset with how he acted before." Takahiro continued. " You didn't let him in ,did you ?" Shokichi asked and Takahiro shook his head.

Someone was knocking at the door, it was Akira . Shokichi gave in and let him in.  He looked at Akira and looked down.  Akira watched Shokichi go in his arms. "What happened ?"  Akira asked as he held Shokichi close. " Nesmith just doesn't want to leave him alone.  He .was manipulating the situation saying I didn't love him and he was talking about  you negatively ." Takahiro said .  " I understand what I did was wrong and I wanted to apologize." Akira  said . Shokichi just broke down in Akira's arms. " It's okay don't worry I won't hurt you." Akira whispered in Shokichi"s ear. Shokichi relaxed in Akira's arms. "I'm sorry for hurting both of you." Akira said. He felt a pair of lips of kiss his arm. " I think we're all being set up." Takahiro said as he watched Shokichi snuggle Akira. " But by who? " Akira asked.  " I don't know but Shokichi missed you."Takahiro said as he wondered if Shokichi has actually slept.
Akira sat down with Shokichi in his lap falling asleep slowly. He gave Shokichi a kiss on the forehead. " Sleep Sho. I got you . " He whispered.  " Thank you Takahiro for taking care of him." He said .  Takahiro smiled .  " I think Nesmith would set something like this up with help." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's cheek . Shokichi woke up on Akira's lap and blushed. "He wants kisses from you." Takahiro said and watched Akira give Shokichi kisses. “ I love you.” Shokichi whispered. “ Happy New Year” Akira said. Takahiro gave Akira’s cheek a kiss. He started to fall asleep as him and Shokichi were carried upstairs. Akira slept on the couch. He let Shokichi lay in his arms after he noticed that Shokichi came back down stairs. They both fell asleep on the couch.

" Ryohei wake up." Shokichi said as he shook him . They both hurry upstairs to see Takahiro crying.  Shokichi looks at Akira and watches Takahiro hug him as he looks down. He felt bad and started to cry. " I should stop going back and fourth to people. " Shokichi said as he left to go to the studio and sleep there. He unlocked the studio door once he got there and laid on the couch . He cried until he fell asleep.

Meanwhile at the house , Akira and Takahiro argue about who is going to get him. He sleeps until the next morning or until Elly notices and tries to wake him up. He rambled to Elly about how he felt. He noticed the practice room had the guys in it and he didn't want to be seen like this. Tetsuya saw him out of the corner of his eye and pulled him inside. He noticed Takahiro's worried expression and was pulled into a hug. " I was worried about you." He heard Takahiro say. He just broke down into tears after everyone except Takahiro left . He felt lips kissing his tears away. "Elly told me what you said." Takahiro said . He smiled shyly as he hid his face in Takahiro's neck . " I love you Takahiro but I don't know how to express that and I'm scared that I'll lose you." Shokichi said as he noticed Takahiro's grip tighten. " Don't worry baby ." Takahiro whispered in his ear . Once they got home they cuddled together. Akira was gone. The jealousy was over .
Shokichi held onto to Takahiro tightly curling up around him. "Happy New Year baby." Takahiro said and he hugged him tightly. " Never do that again. You scared me " Takahiro continued as he felt a kiss. He gave Shokichi multiple kisses. 
Shokichi sat up and Takahiro  sat on his lap. He smiled at the person with a head on his chest. Takahiro really loved Shokichi. Shokichi loved him too and they helped each other heal. He let Takahiro sleep on his lap as he slowly laid down.  " Oh baby you're okay." He  whispered knowing Takahiro was worried. He fell asleep with Takahiro in his arms . Takahiro woke up a couple hours later kissing the lips of the sleeping man below him. He watched Shokichi open his eyes. " Baby " He said as he played with Shokichi's hair and he held him close.  He kisses the blushing cheeks and then his lips felt a kiss.
They went back to work the next day even though Shokichi clearly did not want to go. Shokichi was in the studio recording when Takahiro came in and sat on the couch .He watched Shokichi walk towards him and hugged him tightly.  " Baby I'm here." He said as he held him close. He kisses him softly as he looks down at him. He sat Shokichi down on his lap and felt arms wrap around him. Shokichi felt lips on his neck and he whined and clung to Takahiro tighter.

" Takahiro I'm not in the mood . Stop it." Shokichi said as he broke free from his grasp . " This relationship isn't really going to work is it?" Takahiro asked as Shokichi walked into an empty practice room and started to cry. Takahiro left the building for a bit and Nesmith looked in the room and he was worried. He knew Shokichi felt heartache. Shokichi told Takahiro how he felt and he felt bad for hurting him. Shokichi stayed in the room for a little bit longer and Nesmith finally walked in . Shokichi felt arms wrap around him and turned around . " Nesmith.." Shokichi whispered as he blushed and looked down. He felt fingers wipe his tears away.
Nesmith just held him close. He noticed how quick Shokichi calmed but if he did let him go he'd start crying again. Takahiro watched through the glass and walked away. Nesmith noticed Takahiro but didn't get mad . He gave Shokichi a few kisses and sat down with him in his lap rocking him . " Stay " He heard Shokichi whisper. " I'm not leaving please don't leave me." He whispered as Shokichi curled up in his chest. Shokichi felt a kiss on the top of his head and smiled.  Nesmith carried  him to his car. He whined when he sat down . Nesmith thought that was cute and started to drive .
Shokichi was asleep and once Nesmith was parked he climbed over so Shokichi can hold him. Nesmith was carried in and felt lips kiss his.  Nesmith was sat down and Shokichi hugged him with a sense of fear. He looked at his phone for a second and saw a message from Takahiro .  He read and let Shokichi see the message.  He followed Shokichi upstairs  and let him  lay down on top of his chest.   He rubbed Shokichi's  back as he cries. He never has seen Shokichi so broken before. " Nes" He heard  Shokichi whisper.
He wondered how Shokichi was so genuine on his feelings and Takahiro wanted him back after he decided to leave him there crying like that.  He knew Shokichi didn't want Takahiro and that the relationship was based on guilt.  " I'm here for you no matter how much I mess everything we had up . I still love you." He said as Shokichi gave him a kiss . He knew a kiss sealed everything but that Shokichi needed heal. Shokichi has been used by two people but Nesmith was his first love .   He felt his kisses get deepened and moans as his ass gets squeezed. He pulls away and smiles and rests his head on Nesmith's chest. He falls asleep slowly.  He clings to Nesmith tightly so he doesn't leave. Nesmith plays with Shokichi's hair and he himself falls asleep.

Nesmith woke up to hearing a cry and he hugged Shokichi tightly. Shokichi woke up and a few tears went down his face. Nesmith kissed the tears away. "I missed you" He heard Shokichi whisper.  He smiled .
Shokichi's heart stopped beating fast when calmed down. He felt Nesmith rub his chest. He played with Nesmith's hand. Nesmith got up and lifted Shokichi up and spun him around. He felt Shokichi's grip tighten. " I'm sorry if I scared you. " He said as he heard a giggle. He kissed him quickly.  Shokichi walked with Nesmith to the door and it was Takahiro. " Please say what your really up to, Nesmith.  I don't like seeing Shokichi hopefully in love like this ." He said .  " Sho I love you but it really is time to let you go because I've been using you . Takahiro and Akira noticed . Takahiro and Akira were being my test subjects and I didn't want to hurt them either." Nesmith said. " You got Takahiro to hurt me! You made Akira lose his job! Hiro didn't know about this!  " Shokichi yelled as he cried and shook .  He fell to the floor as Akira walked in. He noticed Shokichi on the floor , crying. " You've hurt us enough." Akira said as he tried to get Shokichi off the floor . He held Shokichi close. 
" Elly I want Elly " Shokichi said . Takahiro took him to Elly's place. Elly hugs Shokichi tightly and notices him break down when Takahiro goes away. The rest of the members were over and saw Shokichi come in the room looking like a crying mess. Shokichi tried to calm down to say what happened but Elly read the texts as Shokichi was snuggled up against him. " Takahiro was helping him cope and saw how hurt he was and Takahiro didn't mean to hurt him." Elly continued as Omi balled his fist and Naoto was noticeably angry. Naoto kissed Shokichi's head.  " Takahiro should know better , he should of stopped  when he noticed him crying and bleeding.  Atsushi told me what happened.  " Naoto said .  " I know but Exile might have to be over after this gets out." Elly said. Ryuji gets on Shokichi's lap and clings to him . Kenjiro just acts confused.  " Ryuji I'll be fine baby . " Shokichi whispered into Ryuji's ear and held him tightly.   Elly kissed Shokichi's cheek.   "  He's falling asleep.  Ryuji calmed him .  " Naoto said as Naoki wiped a tear off of Shokichi's cheek.  Ryuji gets off of Shokichi's lap and leaves with the rest and
Shokichi starts to shake and Elly takes him upstairs and sets him on the bed . He begs Elly to stay and cuddle him.
Elly climbs in the bed and wrapped his arms around him. He's never seen Shokichi hurt this bad .  He knew Akira was sorry from the texts Shokichi got but Akira was the one set up just as bad. He knew Akira was genuine and felt so bad that he didn't really want to come back to Exile and was loosing money. He knew Shokichi felt something between him and Akira.  He brought him to Akira's house once he woke up. " Ryohei " He heard Shokichi whisper and Akira. He noticed how Akira wrapped his arms around Shokichi.
Shokichi  looks at Akira as Elly leaves. " I promise I won't hurt you , I loved you. I was genuine about it." Akira  said as he brought  Shokichi  inside.  He watched Shokichi break down and held him close, rocking him. " Ryohei. " He heard Shokichi whisper in a broken voice as he  kissed his head. " Baby I got you .  I tried my best to protect you. I feel so bad . I had to leave because I couldn't stop it . Hiro tried to stop it . "  He said  as Shokichi wiped his tears away . " You were drugged." Shokichi said as he kissed Akira's lips softly.   " You're fine now " Shokichi said as he laid on top of Akira's chest.   Shokichi knew that he got through to him when he was drugged and that he was scared .  Akira was holding Shokichi tightly.  "Ryohei I'm okay don't cry and I'm here now . Bubba don't cry." He heard Shokichi whisper in his ear. Shokichi was curled up on Akira's chest .  They both fell asleep. 
They woke up the next morning .  Shokichi didn't want to let Akira go .  "  Not letting go Bubba." Shokichi whispered .
Akira's heart melted when he heard that whispered and  gave him a few kisses. He saw a blush. He knew Shokichi wanted  to not go into work but made him go anyway.  Shokichi was  walking behind him and Hiro wanted to talk to them about what happened and Shokichi held Akira's hand tightly the whole time. " You're strong Shokichi. It's okay if you want to quit. ' " Atsushi said as Akira looked at him . " Akira you're also strong . You're helping him heal and Takahiro really did mess him up. " Atsushi continued.  " The juniors noticed the pain , Taiki and Alan mostly and tried to think of things to help you guys." Matsu  said.  "They got everyone in the company  except for Takahiro and Nesmith to write in this book." Makidai said  as he handed the book to Akira.

Akira and Shokichi went to the meeting room and looked at the book. Akira let Shokichi be on his lap and wrapped an arm around him. He felt a quick kiss and looked through the book as  Shokichi teared up and pointed to a message .  Akira noticed who it was and smiled .  He noticed Shokichi getting sleepy and let him fall asleep.  He smiled looking down at the person who was asleep in his arms , wrapping his jacket around him , carrying him to  the car. He sets him in the car and then gets in to drive.  He starts to drive. Once he parks , he carries Shokichi inside .  " Ryohei .." Shokichi whispered. " Yes baby ?" Akira asked " How long are you going to stay with me?" Shokichi asked. " Forever." Akira said as Shokichi gave him a hug. Shokichi fell asleep again. "Sleep baby ." Akira whispered into his ear. He sat down with Shokichi on his lap , wrapping a blanket around him. Shokichi woke up a couple hours later giving Akira a few kisses. The kisses got rougher as Akira slipped his tongue in Shokichi's mouth. Akira knew Shokichi wanted more. " Are you sure?" Akira asked as Shokichi nodded and stripped his clothes off . Akira slipped the boxers down and inserted his dick in Shokichi's ass. Shokichi moved his hips slowly as he gave Akira kisses. The movement became faster and Akira pinned Shokichi to the couch. Moans were heard and they both came. Akira was giving Shokichi soft kisses down his cheek and cleaned him up. He wrapped himself around Shokichi protectively . Shokichi knew that Akira was the one who needed protecting more then him . He knew when Akira had that out of character melt down to him during the test and he really wanted to stay with him. Akira started shake and Shokichi knew that the tear hurt him mentally and physically . Shokichi's here for Akira and always will be. Akira felt lips on his chest and smiled down at the man curled up in his chest. " I'm here for you baby . I wanted to stay with you since the test but I was scared and I was already crying when I left you and I wanted to stay. Takahiro wasn't drugged when he did what he did . He just didn't stop even though he wanted to but he felt something from it. He felt bad after getting beaten up. " He heard Shokichi say and played with his hair. He knew Shokichi felt something from him that made him want to stay. He kissed Shokichi's cheek softly. He wiped Shokichi's tear away and took up him upstairs.

Shokichi was curled up to Akira's side.  Akira still has a job because Hiro told him he can come back anytime.  He  kissed the top of Shokichi's head .  He knew they were healing each other.  The scars they have are both mental and physical. Akira really wanted to protect Shokichi. He noticed how Shokichi clung to him . " Don't be scared baby I got you." He whispered as Shokichi gave him a kiss.  Akira was worried about Shokichi since the day in the rain . He took the blame for everything even tho he didn't even set it up. He starts to cry . Shokichi nuzzles his nose against Akira's cheek in an attempt to calm him down. He feels a tight grip from shaking hands . " Ryohei don't cry you're okay. I'm okay." He said as Akira's grip tightened.  He knew Akira was set up and his reputation was ruined.  He kissed Akira's lips softly as he shivered .  He felt a blanket wrapped around him.  " Baby I love you a lot. " He heard a Akira  whisper. He started to cry as he clung to Akira tightly. They both hurt and Shokichi knew that .
Akira played with his hair and just let him cry. He missed Shokichi in his arms but didn't like to see him cry. He started to pepper him with kisses. He heard a giggle and Shokichi hid his face in his chest. Akira thought this was cute and carried Shokichi downstairs. He noticed Shokichi bury his face into his side when he was put down. He cooked once he was let go. Shokichi pouted as he ate . " Come here baby ." Akira said as he watched Shokichi get on his lap once he finished . He kissed the top of Shokichi's head. " Cutie ." He said and Shokichi blushed . Shokichi kissed him quickly. Akira deepened the kiss when he caught it and held him tighter.
They both got ready .  Akira wrapped his arms around Shokichi's waist. Shokichi wanted to bury his face in Akira's chest . They went to work once they were ready. Akira knew Shokichi was a little scared . Once they walked in . He noticed Shokichi get happier. Shokichi pulled Akira's hand and received a kiss to relax him . They both went to practice and Naoto noticed how happy Shokichi was . They both would never let Exile break due to petty behavior. Akira looks less depressed. Elly was right to Shokichi  him to Akira since he and Akira had a connection. During the break , Shokichi was curled up to Akira's side receiving kisses.  He felt a jacket wrapped around him. Naoto noticed how in love in Shokichi was with Akira .  Nesmith and Takahiro looked upset but Naoto knows they'll find their happiness. In Naoto's mind they'll end up a couple. 
Akira and Shokichi got up and started practicing again. Nesmith and Takahiro were cuddling each other. Shokichi jumped up into Akira's arms.  He felt his body be thrown to the floor  . Takahiro was held back by Nesmith.  Shokichi knew something was wrong and curled up in a ball.  Akira tried to come back to his senses as he heard Shokichi yell to stop . He usually doesn't have flashbacks when Shokichi does that but something triggered it. Takahiro looks at Shokichi lying on the floor as Akira leaves. Naoto follows Akira and  he watches Akira break down . Naoto  saw Shokichi come out and sit on Akira's lap . He went back in the practice room. " Ryohei , baby  were you ready to come back ?  " Shokichi asked as he got off of Akira's lap.  Akira got on Shokichi's lap and clung to him .  " No baby I wasn't ready " He said as Shokichi  kissed the  top of his head .

" Did Takahiro ever psychically hurt you?" Shokichi  asked and Akira let out a yes.   He  knew Akira would never fight back  if Takahiro ever tried to fight him .  He saw Takahiro walk up to them.  " Yes I did psychically hurt him. " Takahiro said feeling guilty because he knew hurt Akira badly.  Shokichi started to shake as he felt anger and Atsushi was watching from a distance.  Shokichi held Akira close. Takahiro broke down  in front of them and apologized for everything he's done even though the damage is done . Atsushi never knew Takahiro had that much emotion in him .
Atsushi can tell that Takahiro has been crying for a long time.  Shokichi's look softened as Akira  looked at Takahiro  having a break down. Both of them knew he was hurt too .  Shokichi watched Akira get off his lap and let Takahiro get on .  " Takahiro baby shh." Shokichi whispered  and he knew that Takahiro heard him cry that  day and couldn't stop because he was scared. Atsushi walked up to them and asked Takahiro a couple questions. Shokichi knew Atsushi meant no harm but the questions were hurting Takahiro more . Naoto was watching everything and he knew by body language that Takahiro was truly upset and Nesmith fucked them all up .  Atsushi walked away and knew Takahiro was in great hands. Akira noticed how Takahiro moved to his lap and  held him tightly. Both Shokichi and Akira kissed the top of his head .  " Takahiro you're okay shh ." Akira said as he rubbed his back and Shokichi snuggled  up to him . Takahiro went back inside once he was calm enough and Shokichi went back to Akira's lap . " Sho baby , you're only mine."Akira whispered into Shokichi's ear. Shokichi felt a kiss to his lips. He smiled and hugged Akira tightly. Akira carried him back in the practice room. He noticed Shokichi's face was buried in his chest . Takahiro looked at them and mouthed " Thank you" as he looked noticeably upset again. Shokichi got out of Akira's arms and looked at Takahiro's face it was slightly bruised under the make up . He wiped the tear that was going down Takahiro's face away. Takahiro  is regretting what he has done and is wondering why Shokichi's so forgiving. He's trying to forget.  He  feels his knees give out and  Shokichi catches him .  Akira calls the ambulance. Shokichi held Takahiro close to him. The nurse asked  if he was getting sleep. Shokichi noticed the lies as Atsushi answered bo he hasn't as he came in .  The nurse laid him in the back. Akira said Shokichi can go with him. Shokichi got in the ambulance. He held Takahiro's hand tightly. The ambulance was on the way to the hospital. Takahiro woke up once  he was in the hospital and Shokichi looked at him.  " Takahiro I'm so worried about you." Shokichi said as he kissed his forehead. Shokichi looked at the pout.  " Shokichi .. " Takahiro  said. Shokichi  sat on the edge of bed and Akira walked in. " We're glad that your okay . " Akira said.  Shokichi looked at  Takahiro super worried. Takahiro really wanted to cuddle with him and Akira nodded  letting him  pull Shokichi close to him. "Baby I'm okay  shh."  Takahiro whispered into Shokichi's ear.  He felt a kiss to his forehead. " Takahiro you're ready to be discharged " A nurse shouted.  Takahiro let Shokichi lift him up. " I don't want to leave you alone Takahiro but Akira.." Shokichi said. " I think your heart decided that it didn't want me but you felt bad  and it's cute but don't let that  fog your thoughts. " Akira said. Shokichi nodded with a smile.

Shokichi looked at the man clutching his shirt.  " Takahiro were you broken hearted?" He asked and Takahiro answered yes as he kissed him.  Shokichi's heart was beating fast.  Takahiro was asleep in the car and Akira dropped them both off. Once they got inside, Shokichi sat Takahiro down on the bed .  He laid down curling up around him. He felt a hand wipe his tear away. Takahiro knew something Shokichi didn't. He know that Shokichi loved him through the pain. Both of them wanted to quit Exile because they've went through so much but they've put so much into it that they can't . Takahiro's arms wrapped around Shokichi's waist and he kissed him. He heard a whispered "I love you."  Takahiro's heart melted.  He let Shokichi cry as he held him close. Sometimes people just need to cry is what Takahiro thought as he soothingly rubbed Shokichi's back.
Seeing Shokichi hurt like this hurt Takahiro.  Shokichi wiped Takahiro's tears away. He kissed him gently as Takahiro  deepened the kiss. " You'll never loose me ." He said in between kisses. " I never said I would ." Takahiro said .  Shokichi whimpered as Takahiro's lips went down his body.  His boxers were wet with a white liquid.  Takahiro smirked . He slipped off Shokichi's boxers watching Shokichi get on top of him and adjusted himself . Takahiro moaned as Shokichi's hips started to move and thrusted hard into Shokichi's ass. " I missed you so much baby" Takahiro whispered as he harshly kissed him . Takahiro released inside of Shokichi's ass. He heard a moan as he pressed Shokichi into the mattress and roughly thrusted into him . Shokichi was shaking really bad as he came on the sheets . He felt Takahiro release inside him a couple times and whined softly. " Takahiro I wanna cuddle " he whined as he caught his breath. He felt Takahiro pull him close and buried his face in his chest.
Takahiro held Shokichi's hand tightly as he gave him gentle kisses. They were still healing and they didn't want to be apart.Shokichi noticed that Takahiro still had the ring he gave him on . He smiled. " I'll never take off this ring" He heard Takahiro say.

Shokichi squeezed Takahiro's hand. Takahiro kissed him softly. He heard snores from the man cuddled up to him. He slowly fell asleep himself. They woke up a few hours later. Shokichi sat up as and Takahiro crawled into his lap. “ Baby .” He heard Takahiro say as he felt arms wrap around him. He kissed Takahiro’s head . “ I’m here Takahiro don’t worry I’m not leaving.” He said as Takahiro’s grip got tighter. He carried Takahiro down stairs. They were both naked. Shokichi blushed when his cheek was kissed. They got dressed after eating. Shokichi and Takahiro were working separately today and Shokichi’s nerves weren’t at ease when they separated. He heard a scream and runs to it. He realizes it was Takahiro’s voice . Takahiro was getting beaten up and tried to defend himself and Shokichi took a punch to the ribs after he hovered over him. Atsushi ran immediately in to stop it.

Shokichi fell to the ground once he got up . " Shokichi wake up" Takahiro said as he cried.  He woke up slowly noticing he was in a hospital bed. " What happened?"  Shokichi asked and Takahiro explained what happened . He wiped the tears Takahiro had away.  " You might be performing sitting down if want to perform. " Takahiro said as he laid next to him. He let Takahiro snuggle up to his side , he knew that Takahiro cared and was worried . He felt a kiss placed on his ribs. He played with Takahiro's hair. He was breathing slowly. The nurse noticed that Takahiro was sleeping next to him and told Shokichi that he was okay to go home.
Shokichi picked up Takahiro up and felt a face bury in his chest. He drove them home and sat Takahiro on his lap once they got home. Takahiro slowly woke up. His face was red and he asked Shokichi if he was okay. " I'm fine baby ." Shokichi said as he kissed the blushing cheeks. Shokichi left a love bite on Takahiro's neck. He felt Takahiro's hold get tighter and lips go against his injury . He smiled as he rubbed Takahiro's back . Takahiro got off Shokichi's lap. He looked at the pouting face then snuggled to his side.  He kissed the pout  then pouted himself. Shokichi put him back on his lap. Takahiro felt at ease and buried his face in Shokichi's chest. He's sorry for ever hurting Shokichi. " I'm going in tomorrow " he heard Shokichi say as his back was soothingly rubbed. " No you're not ." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's chest.  He felt the hold get tighter, and looked up at the pouting face. Shokichi went upstairs and started crying. Takahiro didn't follow him and was thinking about how much he cared for Shokichi .
He went up stairs and saw Shokichi in the most vulnerable state that he's been in . He felt a slap to his face and started to cry. Shokichi's hands were slapped away. Takahiro finally curled around him to calm him down. Shokichi looks at him and kisses the cheek that he slapped. " Baby are you okay?" Takahiro said as Shokichi shook head. " I'm scared ." Shokichi said as he held onto Takahiro's arm. " Don't be . I'm here." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's head. Shokichi started to calm down as he turned around and felt lips go against his. Takahiro got Shokichi the pain killers. He heard a whine and thought it was cute. He snuggled up to Shokichi's side after Shokichi took the medicine. He felt a few quick kisses and blushed. Shokichi only made him feel this way .
He felt a hand rub his back and started to fall asleep . Shokichi fell asleep.  
Takahiro heard something at the door and went to investigate. He noticed Akira was all bloody and standing in the doorway . " I don't think Nesmith is doing all of this. He called me for something and what happened to me was after .."  Akira  said as Shokichi came down stairs.  " Ryohei what happened? " Shokichi asked as he felt pain from his ribs because it slightly hard to breathe.  " I was attacked " Akira said  as he helped Shokichi to the couch.

" I feel like Nesmith didn't set all this up .. it was someone who is jealous but I can't point it out ." Akira said . "Kenchi did it but Tetsuya told him not to. I overheard it." Shokichi said .
" I know you were scared " Akira said and he listened to the tape.
Transcribe of Message
Tetsuya: This is a bad idea why are you hurting people?
Kenchi: It's an experiment.
Keiji: Stop it Kenchi you're ruining the company .
~End of tape~
Akira balled his fist as Shokichi got noticeably upset. " I was scared to report it." Shokichi said as he started crying. " I know you were and I'm not mad ." Akira said . " Atsushi knew too but he was upset about what I did because he knew I wouldn't want to do it ." Takahiro said.
Nesmith was at the door and was let in. He ran to Shokichi . " Thank you Takahiro for taking care of Shokichi for me and also you too Akira." Nesmith said . Shokichi wanted to hug him tightly but his ribs hurt so he was gently put on Nesmith's lap. Shokichi calmed down quick and snuggled up to Nesmith's chest. " I knew about Kenchi doing this but I shouldn't have hurt Shokichi because of it." Nesmith said as he kissed the top of Shokichi and Takahiro's heads. " I'm sorry ." Nesmith said . Shokichi whispered an it's okay . He squeezed Nesmith as he felt lips against his and a blanket wrapped around him. Nesmith was shaking as he cried . "Bubba don't cry I'll be okay ." Shokichi whispered into Nesmith's ear. Shokichi felt a finger glide gently across his ribs . He felt his breathing calm down as Nesmith snuck a kiss . He held Nesmith's hand tightly. " You're definitely not going in tomorrow " Akira said as Nesmith repeated it. Shokichi pouted and Akira kissed the pout. Shokichi crawled onto Akira's lap and felt arms wrap around him. " Baby listen to us we're here for you." Akira said as the body snuggled against his . Nesmith had Takahiro on his lap and Shokichi felt Takahiro's lips go against his . " We love you Shokichi ." Takahiro said. " Takahiro and I did write in the book . Taiki got us to but our ink is invisible ink ."Nesmith said as he felt lips go against his.
Shokichi was asleep in the present and Nesmith was trying to wake him up. He finally woke up but he body was frozen in the position he was in. He finally moved moved after calmed down as Nesmith pulled him on his lap.
" I'd never cheat on you Sho baby ." Nesmith said as he gave him a kiss and Shokich shyly looked at him. " I trust you but I don't know why I've been having these dreams. It muse be the food " Shokichi said as he got up and got ready.

Shokichi feels arms wrap around him tightly and he realizes it was just a dream then he cries . Nesmith turns Shokichi around . Shokichi kisses him softly as he takes a breath. " I love you so much ." He says as Nesmith lifts him up . " I love you most." Nesmith says as he scans Shokichi's body for any bruises that he didn't know about. They went to work and Akira greeted them . Akira noticed that Shokichi was afraid of him and Nesmith explained why. They went in the practice room and practiced. Takahiro asked if Shokichi was okay as he wrapped his arms around him. " Takahiro don't let him go." Nesmith said as he rushed to a slightly calmed Shokichi.
Nesmith had Shokichi in his arms giving him kisses and Shokichi snuggles up to him since they were sitting. " We're not going to harmed calm down." Nesmith said calmly . " Hurt us? I can fight." Naoto said and Akira laughed. Naoto looked upset and Naoki wrapped wrapped his arms around him. " His dreams have been weird. He'll come back to his senses soon. It's probably because I take long nights away from him ." Nesmith says as Shokichi nods and holds onto him tighter. " Baby I'm going nowhere don't worry." He whispered into Shokichi's ear. Nesmith felt kisses to his lips. " He really loves you." Naoto said. " Shokichi has loved me since the beginning of the second generation group " Nesmith said and Shokichi blushed. Everyone walked out of the room except for Shokichi and Nesmith. Shokichi is finally fully calm and whispered a thank you.
Nesmith kissed his cheek. Everyone else came back in and Shokichi smiled shyly.
Nesmith noticed how shy Shokichi was and they practiced again. Nesmith was behind him and he felt arms around him. " Baby it's over " He said as he kissed Shokichi's neck softly. Shokichi shivered as the lips touched his neck . They quickly went home. Nesmith put Shokichi on the bed and stripped them both as he heard Shokichi beg as he deepened their kisses . He slammed inside Shokichi and started moving slowly . They both came together.

Nesmith kisses Shokichi's head as he holds him close. Shokichi snuggled closer. " I love snuggling up to you ." Shokichi said as he felt a cloth wiping him off . " You have ever since the beginning baby. Backstage. " Nesmith said happily as he covered Shokichi with a blanket and   kissing his head.  He felt a face bury into his side . Shokichi felt him shiver  and unhid his face. He wrapped a blanket around him.
Nesmith pulled Shokichi on top of him and heard a yawn. He played with Shokichi's hair as he heard Shokichi's snores and fell asleep himself. He felt lips against his after a few hours and woke up to Shokichi curled up to him giving him kisses. He watches Shokichi get up and noticed how shaky his legs were and pulled him back into bed and into his arms. Shokichi was less stressed and the dreams didn't matter anymore .
He clung to him tightly, giving him a kiss on the cheek. Nesmith carried him to the kitchen as he heard the door . Both of them were somewhat dressed. Takahiro walked in and saw Nesmith put Shokichi down . Nesmith noticed how upset he was. " Takahiro what happened?" Shokichi asked as he let Takahiro sit on his lap. " Akira got hurt yesterday.." Takahiro said . Nesmith and Shokichi knew they were dating and how hurt he must be . Takahiro left after a bit. Shokichi got his food giving Nesmith a kiss. He felt Nesmith sit on his lap and wrapped a blanket around him. " Takahiro's just worried don't worry baby ." Shokichi whispered as he kisses the top of Nesmith's head. He felt a kiss on his neck  and blushed.  " Bubba . " He whispered as he shivered  and Nesmith held on to him tighter.  Shokichi started to pepper kisses onto Nesmith's face.   They got and got ready . They went to see Akira and saw Takahiro cuddled up to him.
Akira must of taken care of him crying. They left after awhile. Nesmith looked at the pouting face in front of him and gave Shokichi a kiss.  When they got home , Shokichi  looked down and Nesmith took him upstairs. He felt arms wrap around him tightly and  snuggled against him . "Shokichi you're so affectionate are you okay?" Nesmith asked as he laid down in his arms. " I.. love you . I'm ok."Shokichi said as he felt lips against his. Nesmith just clung to him knowing there was something wrong. "Shh baby I'm okay. " Shokichi whispered in his ear. They both slowly fell asleep.
Nesmith woke up to Shokichi's heart beat being fast. He kissed his chest softly as he noticed Shokichi's eyes open. " Baby you're okay it was just a dream ." Nesmith said as he rubbed Shokichi's back as he sat up. He felt a kiss that was gentle.

Nesmith and Shokichi went into work and saw Takahiro upset . They've never seen Takahiro curled up into a ball before. Did Akira tell him to go ?  Shokichi noticed Mandy try to talk to him and that didn't work.  Nesmith watched Shokichi go over to him . Shokichi saw a bruise that was partially covered with make up . " Hey Takahiro,  what happened? " Shokichi asked softy .  " Akira hit me so I left and choose to sleep here." He heard  Takahiro say. Nesmith saw the bruise once they walked over to him. He noticed how Shokichi held Takahiro tightly so he wrapped his arms around both of them. Akira walked in  looking like he cried for hours, Takahiro was stubborn and he knew that.  " I'm sorry.." Akira said as he watched Takahiro try not to cry . Shokichi knew Takahiro didn't want accept and talked to Akira. Akira finally left and Takahiro looked at both of them. Shokichi and Nesmith felt kisses to their cheeks. Shokichi pouted and Takahiro kissed the pout . Nesmith found a way into the kiss and the kisses got deeper as they sat Shokichi down and grinded each of his  thighs  .  Nesmith was on his left and Takahiro was on his right.  They both  heard a "later" whimpered. They both knew Shokichi wanted both of them inside him.
Shokichi pouted as he rested his head against the wall . Takahiro wanted to cuddle with them  but the bench doesn't fit them all . Shokichi  played with Takahiro's hair as Nesmith kissed him. They went home .  Shokichi looked at Takahiro who was peacefully sleeping in the back . He picked him up  and held him close , carrying him inside. 
Nesmith was a little jealous. He pushed Shokichi off his lap.  He noticed that Shokichi  had a few tears going down his face  and pulled him back on his lap . He felt his tears being kissed away.  " Sho baby I'm sorry. " He said as he felt the grip  on him get tighter.   " Your jealous I understand. I only like you touching me ." Shokichi said as Takahiro left.  Shokichi felt the kisses get deeper, his clothes were taken off and Nesmith slammed into him.  He moaned as the thrusts started to get slower. They both came  and Nesmith pulled out . Shokichi legs shook as he tried to get up. "Last time you got up you fell down the stairs, come here." Nesmith said as he pulled  him into his arms.  He gave him a kiss as he snuggled into Nesmith's chest.  " My cutie " Nesmith said as he kissed Shokichi lips softly as Shokichi's hand squeezed his. He kept the ring on his finger knowing Shokichi will be his.  " Shokichi  would you want to marry me?" Nesmith asked and he felt a nod. He rubbed Shokichi's chest as he caught a few kisses. Shokichi's breathing calmed down. " Yes baby." Shokichi said as he saw a ring go on his finger . Shokichi started crying even though it was happy crying  Nesmith  calmed him down .  Shokichi gave him a kiss and clung to him.

Nesmith noticed Shokichi fell asleep curled up against him . He took a picture and gave him a kiss on the top of his head. Shokichi stirred a bit and Nesmith rubbed his chest softly. He felt his hand get held and watched the eyes open slowly. He sits up and Shokichi gets on his on his lap. His arms instinctively go around him. " Nes don't let go ." He heard Shokichi whisper and knew he did the right thing by staying. Hiro also did the right thing by making their schedules a little bit shorter. Shokichi fell back asleep on Nesmith's lap hugging him tightly like a teddy bear.
Nesmith thought this was cute, wrapping him in a blanket. " I love you so much ." He heard Shokichi whisper. He kissed Shokichi's cheek softly as he heard snores. He set Shokichi down to go to the bathroom. When he came back , Shokichi was curled up in a ball. Nesmith curled around him . He fell asleep.
Shokichi woke up a few hours later and saw arms around him giving the arm a kiss since he didn't want to wake up the man wrapped around him. He felt lips kiss his, the grip got tighter around him and then he was let go . He pouted as he kissed back. " Come here . " Nesmith said and he knew Nesmith was tired of his issue . " Nesmith , I know you are tired of my issues." Shokichi said as he moved into in his arms. " It is tiring but I want to help you through anything. We're a couple which means we help each other." Nesmith said . Shokichi kissed him softly as he moved closer. He wrapped his arms around the other .   He  noticed the bite marks on his chest and blushed. " I'm only yours don't worry ." Shokichi said as he looked at Nesmith.
Nesmith looked at him as he kissed his chest.  " I actually wish we were wolves . What if the dream is telling us that we are and you're scared? You don't  need to be."  Nesmith said  .
" We might be." Shokichi said . " Takahiro had a weird scent on him. That wasn't clone. " Nesmith said. " I'm sure you are being silly." Shokichi said. " But Sho there's weird tension like we want to transform but we  are scared." Nesmith said. " I've felt this tension but it doesn't feel real. ." Shokichi said as he tries to transforms into a wolf.  " Baby it wasn't successful. " Nesmith said as he kissed him softly. Shokichi was wrapped in a blanket while he was on Nesmith's lap. He turned into a wolf while sleeping. Nesmith noticed as he petted the fur. He noticed how Shokichi was curled up.
They’ve been through a lot and Nesmith knew that. Shokichi woke up and stirred in his new form . “ Puppy shh I got you .” Nesmith said. Shokichi turned back into a human . “ Well .. I was a wolf. “ Shokichi said as he kissed Nesmith. “ You looked so beautiful.” Nesmith said as Shokichi blushed .

“ I would of screwed you even if that’s illegal . “ Nesmith said as he bit Shokichi’s neck harshly and sucked on it. “ We could be wolves for that” Shokichi said as he moaned . Nesmith
stopped so he and Shokichi could breathe.

Nesmith got up  and left the room for a bit and Shokichi turned into his wolf form and walked around . He barked frantically.  In his head  he thinks someone is going to hurt him.  Nesmith noticed how frantic Shokichi is and goes to calm him down.   He hears a gun and he was shot through the window.  Nesmith took Shokichi to the hospital. He waited for hours and Shokichi noticed the tears . He was in his human form. " I'll be fine .. we have to find out who did it. " Shokichi said . Shokichi let Nesmith cuddle up to him . " Takahiro maybe knew something.." Nesmith said. " He's the one who caused this .. I saw him."Shokichi said .  He was told he could go home and Nesmith drove him home. Nesmith  carried him inside. "Takahitro drop the gun." Nesmith said as he called the police.  Shokichi was shaking. He growled moving back as he transformed into a wolf . " Puppy go to the bed ." Nesmith whispered and Shokichi curled up on the bed. He heard a gun shot. "No .. " Shokichi thought  as he rushed back downstairs and saw Nesmith on the ground . The ambulance didn't make it in time. 
Keiji followed the sirens  and saw Shokichi breaking down. " He's dead .. why wasn't it me?" Shokichi said as keiji looked at him. " You shouldn't say that ..He tried to protect you." Keiji said as he pulled him close. " I miss him " Shokichi said as Keiji played with his hair.  Keiji kissed his head. He brought him to Elly's house. Naoto looked at how broken Shokichi was and hugged him tightly. Elly heard what everyone else heard.  "Nesmith is dead ." Shokichi said and he broke down. Elly was trying to comfort him.  "Takahiro is far away.. Nesmith did what he needed to protect you ."  Naoto said .
Akira was trying to call Shokichi's phone he was really worried. He finally called Elly to check on Shokichi . He told Elly he really didn't know that Takahiro would of done that. Shokichi noticed fear in Akira's voice.  Takahiro was hurting him .  Shokichi started crying.  Akira said he wished he was there with Shokichi. He came over right away. " Shokichi  I'm here for you."Akira said as he wrapped his arms around him . He felt the grip around him get tighter. He noticed that Shokichi  was still crying. He's glad that Takahiro's gone but Nesmith being gone is something new. Seeing Shokichi like this hurt him and he kissed the top of his head as he cried himself.  "Ryohei don't cry.. you didn't know ." Shokichi said  as he looked up at him . Akira took Shokichi home with him. He let him curl up to him and gave him a kiss once they were in bed.  " Shh baby I'm here and Nesmith is here ." Akira says as he points up. Shokichi smiles knowing that Nesmith trusts Akira with heart but he'll have to get used to this . Akira is  taking this slowly so he hurt either of them.  They kiss passionately for awhile and they fall asleep.

Shokichi wakes up .  " Bubba wake up." He whispered as he shook Akira .   He turns into a wolf and  let's Akira see. Akira pets him and lets him curl up to him . He turns back into a human. Akira knew they were both safe but he knew it was the end of Exile. He honestly wanted Exile to end but not this way. Shokichi saw Akira cry. Both of them knew Nesmith is watching. Shokichi got a call on his phone . It was the hospital saying that Nesmith is alive.  Akira heard and  was happy but he wanted to know for how much longer. He and Shokichi went to visit. Shokichi looked at Nesmith with tears in his eyes .   He felt a hand hold his . " Shokichi don't cry I'm okay.  I just wanted to protect you." Nesmith said as he tried to sit up.  " No no lay down . Takahiro's gone." Shokichi said as Akira hugged him from behind. "That's good. Akira if  I don't make it , please take care of Shokichi and love him well." Nesmith said.  " Nes you'll make it, I know it." Shokichi said.  He felt tears go down his face as Akira took him out of the room .  He held on to Akira tightly. Nurses rushed into Nesmith's room. The machine was beeping and Shokichi just broke down , Akira just held him.  " He was hurt way too bad  to recover , he wanted to talk to you one last time . "  Akira  said as he rocked Shokichi back and forth. Shokichi tried to calm down when he whispered I love you. He tried to calm his breath since he's still hurt.
Akira took him to the car and took him home . He carried the sleeping Shokichi in and cried  .
" Ryohei don't cry  we're strong." He heard Shokichi say as he sat down with him on his lap.  He felt Shokichi kiss his tears away.  " Sho chan I love you so much . I promise not to hurt you." Akira said and Shokichi's grip became  tighter. " I love you too Ryo-san." He heard him whisper.  Their friend and Shokichi's first love died right in front of them and Exile is ruined . Shokichi felt a couple of kisses hit his lips. He knows Akira's love is genuine.
Akira felt Shokichi grind  against him . " Are you sure your ready ?" Akira asked and Shokichi  whined  a yes.  He stripped Shokichi and himself. He slammed into Shokichi moving fast as he heard moans. Shokichi felt pain and pleasure and noticed Akira  stopped  and wiped his tears away. He noticed Akira going slow as he moaned Akira's name into his ear.  He felt cum release inside him  as he released on the couch.  He was carried  upstairs to the bed and kissed the man carrying him softly.   " I love you baby ." Akira whispered into his ear.  Shokichi had a blanket wrapped around him and snuggled close to Akira's side  wrapping his arms around him.  Akira thought this reaction was cute and assured Shokichi that he was going nowhere.

Akira noticed Shokichi was asleep as he pulled him on top of him . He played with his hair and fell asleep. Shokichi opened his eyes as he kissed Akira's chest. " Bubba." Shokichi whispered as they heard their phones ring. They were told to come in so they got dressed . Shokichi was behind Akira and rested his head his back . He was carried to the car. Once they went in . Shokichi started to cry and Akira instinctively held him close.  He knew this was Exile's end by the way everyone cried. Keiji tried to be strong and not cry but he broke down in Kenchi's arms. Tetsuya was in the corner crying as Alan tried to get him out.   Akira and Shokichi knew Takahiro broke Exile for good. They tried to gather everyone. Taiki was the most fragile . Akira let Shokichi have Taiki in his lap while the meeting happened.  "Shh Taiki I'm here ." Shokichi whispered in his ear.  Akira wiped Shokichi's tears away as he continued to talk. Even Hiro decided it was best to end Exile. Akira knew the younger members had groups of their own. Shokichi kissed Taiki's head and let him go over to Sakai . Akira pulled Shokichi in his lap giving him a kiss. " You did well." He whispered into Shokichi's ear. Shokichi snuggled up to him. He was carried to the car and and held onto Akira tightly. Akira noticed the pout as he sat him down. He took them home . Once they got home , Shokichi was carried inside and just wanted to stay in Akira's arms longer. Akira felt a kiss on one of his arms. He sat on the couch with Shokichi in his arms and turns on the TV. He ignored the TV when Shokichi started to kiss him. " I wonder if Tetsuya is okay" Shokichi said. " He stayed in the corner for the whole meeting, I wonder if he's alright too ." Akira said as he texted Tetsuya . He read the answer and Shokichi said he wanted to help. He told Shokichi that he could and to leave if something if suspicious happens. Shokichi leaves and sees Tetsuya crying on the floor once he gets there . He pulls Tetsuya into his arms. He notices Tetsuya snuggle  close to him and feels lips kiss his . He put Tetsuya on the couch and left.
Akira noticed that he was back quick . He felt a body sit on his lap and asked Shokichi what was wrong. " He kissed me." Shokichi said as he started to shake. Akira rubbed his back. " He didn't mean to do that . " He said as Shokichi clung to him . Shokichi buried his face  into Akira's chest. " Mine " He  whispered as a blanket was wrapped around them.   " Yours " Akira said as he kissed Shokichi's head.   Akira felt love bites go down his chest  . He noticed Shokichi giggling and smiled.  " I love you so much  baby" He said as he noticed Shokichi blush.   He knows Shokichi like to be called baby.

Shokichi clung  to Akira  as he was being lifted up and pushed against the he replied to the kisses. He blushed when he was called  beautiful  baby.  He was stripped of his clothes and fucked the wall. He moaned Akira's name as he came . It hurt a little bit .  " Daddy is so big." Shokichi whispered in Akira's ear and Akira was harsher as he came  leaving bite marks down Shokichi's back.   He stopped when he heard a whine and  Shokichi  was carefully held in Akira's arms.  
He carried him upstairs giving him soft kisses. Shokichi fell asleep as he  cuddled up to Akira . " You're my  baby " Akira whispered as Shokichi smiled and felt a cloth wiping him off.  Akira noticed that he was in Shokichi's arms and buried his face in Shokichi's chest. Once  Shokichi woke up he noticed Akira was asleep curled up in his chest . He went back to sleep . Akira woke up in Shokichi's arms and  shyly hugged him . Shokichi  found the interaction adorable and kissed him.
He felt lips kiss his and answered his phone . It was Tetsuya crying. Akira knows that Tetsuya likes Shokichi a lot . Akira explains to Tetsuya that Shokichi doesn't like him that way. Shokichi hung up the phone. " Do you truly love me or are you just doing Nesmith's promise ? " Shokichi asked. Akira laid in silence as Shokichi got up because the silence answered his question. He left and went over to  Tetsuya's house. " Akira loves you . Go back ."  Tetsuya said as Shokichi heard his phone ring and it was Akira crying. " Shh.. Ryo don't cry I'm here." Shokichi said as he came right back  to him .  Akira noticed how Shokichi's voice cracked and he ran out to get him to quickly bring him inside.  Shokichi  had Akira on his  lap , hugging him tightly.  He kissed him softly as he whispered " I'm here baby  " into Akira's ear.  He knew Akira loved him but was scared to continue this relationship. " Baby don't be scared . I'm not going to hurt you." Akira said as he wiped Shokichi's tears. " You have my heart. " Shokichi said as  bit Akira's bottom lip.  Shokichi felt a tongue slip in his mouth as he began kissing.  Akira  pulled away and hid his blushing face . He felt a kiss to his head . Shokichi heard him say that he loved him  and felt a hand rub his chest.   Akira had Shokichi in his arms , laying down in the bed. He noticed how Shokichi hid his face in his arm and it was cute.
" I love you so much " He heard Shokichi say  and he replied back  giving him a kiss on the cheek. They both were helping with an audition trying to find people. They both got up and rush to the studio where it's filmed and smiled. Shokichi felt a hug from behind  once filming was done and turned around , jumping up into Akira's arms . He felt soft kisses going against his lips. They both go home  .

Akira looked at Shokichi who was cuddled up to his side with his legs wrapped around him . He felt a kiss to his lips . His face became red  and Shokichi rolled away and heard a whine from Akira. " Ryo baby come here. " Shokichi said  and Akira came over. He felt a body cling to his and felt  a kiss to his chest.  He knew something was wrong because Akira  would usually respond like this if he was leaving.  There was bruises on his body when he first met up with him when Nesmith was in the hospital. He  felt a kiss to his arm . " Baby I'm not leaving anytime soon ." He said as he held him close . " My Sho baby." Akira whispered and Shokichi shivered . He noticed and wrapped a blanket around them . He kissed Shokichi softly and the grip around him got tighter. He thought it was cute and he heard a whine.
Shokichi noticed how Akira stretched out and felt arms wrap around him tightly.  He heard a knock at the door and it was Tetsuya and he was bruised up . Tetsuya was crying so hard when he admitted that Kenchi did it. Shokichi looked down from the staircase and he came down . He tried to calm down  Tetsuya .   He  noticed that Tetsuya was touching him and Akira  pulled him close . Tetsuya was kicked out and was picked up by Keiji . Akira took Shokichi back to bed and gave him kisses. He noticed Shokichi was asleep .  He admired Shokichi's cuteness as he held him close.  " Puppy." Akira whispered and Shokichi  whimpered as he cuddled close.  He watched as Shokichi calmed down .  " Sho baby wake up." Akira said calmly as he slapped Shokichi .  Shokichi woke up and moved away from Akira scared. He got up and left  . Akira knew he screwed up .
Shokichi went to visit Takahiro , he knew Takahiro didn't mean to do what he did but he shouldn't be so forgiving. He noticed  Takahiro was shaking real bad and crying. He wanted to save him but that wouldn't make him learn a lesson.  " Sho don't cry, I know he hit you like he hit me too but please don't do anything drastic like I did . " He heard Takahiro say .  He knew Takahiro learned his lesson so he bailed him out and sent him over to his place and went back to Akira's to get his stuff .  He felt tears go down his face as he screamed at Akira know he's the one who hurt Takahiro so much even Hiro knew this so why he'd believe  Akira.  Shokichi tried to explain to Hiro what's going on when he went in and Atsushi noticed Shokichi break down .  Atsushi never saw someone cry like this before.  He knew Takahiro was hurting too because Shokichi was. He knew once Akira came in  Hiro would have his head . Akira walked in and Hiro called him in as Shokichi cried.  He noticed Atsushi holding Shokichi tightly as Shokichi walks out. Takahiro was in the hallway and  whispered a thank you .

Akira looked at Shokichi who was cuddled up to his side with his legs wrapped around him . He felt a kiss to his lips . His face became red and Shokichi rolled away and heard a whine from Akira. " Ryo baby come here. " Shokichi said and Akira came over. He felt a body cling to his and felt a kiss to his chest. He knew something was wrong because Akira would usually respond like this if he was leaving. There was bruises on his body when he first met up with him when Nesmith was in the hospital. He felt a kiss to his arm . " Baby I'm not leaving anytime soon ." He said as he held him close . " My Sho baby." Akira whispered and Shokichi shivered .  He noticed and wrapped a blanket around them . He kissed Shokichi softly  and the grip around him got tighter. He thought it was cute  and he heard a whine.
Shokichi  noticed  how Akira stretched out and felt arms wrap around him tightly. He heard a knock at the door and it was Tetsuya and he was bruised up .  Tetsuya was crying so hard when he admitted that Kenchi did it.  Shokichi looked down from the staircase and he came down . He tried to calm down Tetsuya . He noticed that Tetsuya was touching him and Akira pulled him close . Tetsuya was kicked out and was picked up by Keiji . Akira took Shokichi back to bed and gave him kisses. He noticed Shokichi was asleep . He admired Shokichi's cuteness as he held him close. " Puppy." Akira whispered and Shokichi whimpered as he cuddled close. He watched as Shokichi calmed down . " Sho baby wake up." Akira said calmly as he slapped Shokichi . Shokichi woke up and moved away from Akira scared. He got up and left . Akira knew he screwed up .
Shokichi went to visit Takahiro , he knew Takahiro didn't mean to do what he did but he shouldn't be so forgiving. He noticed Takahiro was shaking real bad and crying. He wanted to save him but that wouldn't make him learn a lesson. " Sho don't cry, I know he hit you like he hit me too but please don't do anything drastic like I did . " He heard Takahiro say . He knew Takahiro learned his lesson so he bailed him out and sent him over to his place and went back to Akira's to get his stuff . He felt tears go down his face as he screamed at Akira knowing he's the one who hurt Takahiro so much even Hiro knew this so why he'd believe Akira. Shokichi tried to explain to Hiro what's going on when he went in and Atsushi noticed Shokichi break down . Atsushi never saw someone cry like this before. He knew Takahiro was hurting too because Shokichi was. He knew once Akira came in Hiro would have his head . Akira walked in and Hiro called him in as Shokichi cried. He noticed Atsushi holding Shokichi tightly as Shokichi walks out. Takahiro was in the hallway and whispered a thank you .

Takahiro crawled into Shokichi's arms after he put the food down . Shokichi's eyes opened slightly and he smiled. " Baby you have to eat. " Takahiro said as Shokichi sat up and was given the plate of food. He layed down as he watched Shokichi eat. He watched as Shokichi scooped him into arms as he gave him a kiss. " I love you so much." he said in between kisses. He found himself snuggled up to Shokichi's chest receiving more kisses. He doesn't get how Akira doesn't like this and got mad at Shokichi for doing this.  He kissed down his neck and heard a whimper .  He played with the hem of Shokichi's shirt and felt lips kissing his pout.   Shokichi's hand held his .
" I'm hoping you'll be okay baby." Takahiro said as he wiped another tear away.  "I'm scared that you'll hurt me too." Shokichi said as  he looked into Takahiro's eyes. Shokichi let Takahiro cry because he knows Takahiro just realized what he's done. He also realized that Takahiro was traumatized from everything that he did. Takahiro let Shokichi rock him back and forth. He  calmed down while Shokichi kissed him gently.  He heard Shokichi  speak  as he held his arm tightly  " I'm never going to leave  you, don't worry even Nesmith is protecting you ."  Shokichi said as he kissed his neck gently.  " I know we both loved him . I shouldn't have done what I what did." Takahiro said  as he watched Shokichi tear up. He knew  Nesmith was cheating on Shokichi this whole time with him and  he kissed Shokichi's tears away.  Shokichi didn't push him away and looked at him . He squeezed the hand holding his. " Do you want to go back to Akira? He knew I was cheating on him . I feel bad because he truly loved me before he found out and got mad." Takahiro said as Shokichi answered his phone.
It was Akira crying on the phone. Shokichi's heart broke . Akira sensed that Shokichi was crying. Akira really did love Shokichi and Shokichi rushed over to his house. Akira noticed that Shokichi was crying as he was getting hugged . " Sho baby don't cry, I knew about the cheating but was too upset to say anything." Akira said as he brought Shokichi in . " I knew Nesmith was acting distant for some reason." Shokichi said as Akira kissed his cheek. Shokichi was on Akira's lap on the bed , giving him kisses. " Your so cute baby , I actually like this . Takahiro was wrong." Akira said as he kissed Shokichi softly. He played with Shokichi's hair. " You don't know how much I love you." Akira said .   "Yes I do." Shokichi said as he kissed Akira's neck. Shokichi heard a whine and stopped . He can't believe Akira is 40 at this point. He pretended to be upset and felt kisses against his lips.

Shokichi lays his head down  on Akira's chest . " Mine. " He whispered  holding on to him tightly. Akira was trembling after Shokichi left him alone, he was scared  that he was next . Shokichi noticed  this and climbed in bed.  Akira felt a body curl up in his arms. He knew Shokichi was scared too but didn't show it.  

They both fall asleep after talking.  The next morning, Akira wakes up to Shokichi curled up in his chest.  He looks down at him , giving him a kiss. He felt a squeeze to his hand. " Ryo baby.  " Shokichi said as he kissed him back .  Akira was trembling  and Shokichi was trying to calm him down the best he could. Tetsuya's upset call was a sign to both of them . Shokichi  called Tetsuya. Tetsuya was trying to be calm as he explained everything.  Shokichi went over to Tetsuya's house and felt arms around him. He lifted Tetsuya up and let him cry, kissing his tears away.  Tetsuya held on tighter as Shokichi kissed him passionately. Shokichi was starting to undress Tetsuya as he whined . " They're both using you. You should realize that. Even Nesmith used you." Tetsuya said as Shokichi started to realize the signs .  Shokichi knew Tetsuya was right. Shokichi was on the couch as Tetsuya started to move his hips fast . Shokichi moaned as he felt his nipples get sucked slowly.  He released inside of Tetsuya two times and pulled out. Tetsuya curled up on Shokichi's chest. Shokichi and Tetsuya fall asleep. Tetsuya gets up to go to the bed and Shokichi wakes up a few minutes later . Tetsuya heard a cry and he knew Shokichi hated being alone. He pulled on Shokichi's arm once Shokichi was close enough to the bed and  pulled him in . Shokichi snuggled up to Tetsuya's side giving him a kiss. Tetsuya knew Shokichi would calm down soon and fall back asleep. " I'm sorry for leaving you alone baby." Tetsuya said as he felt grip on him tighter. Shokichi nodded as Tetsuya gave him more kisses as he fell asleep. Tetsuya  was trying to get the cheating to stop when it was happening and Shokichi knew that. 

                Flashback

Tetsuya was alone with Shokichi  in a practice room and he noticed Shokichi was upset. Shokichi never sat on his lap  but this time it was different. Tetsuya was playing with Shokichi’s hair. Tetsuya figured out Nesmith was cheating and Akira was making Shokichi uncomfortable.  He let Shokichi stay on his lap for awhile.  Shokichi knew Tetsuya was right about Nesmith sneaking around.  They shared kisses. Tetsuya wanted to save him somehow . He knew about Takahiro wanting to hurt Shokichi . He wanted to protect him. He told Elly about this and Elly was helping him. He really had deep feelings for Shokichi . He heard Shokichi whisper “ I love you” and he knew that Shokichi meant it.

           Back to present 

Shokichi had Tetsuya on his lap , holding him tightly.  Tetsuya was relaxed in his arms .  “ Baby I love you so much.” Shokichi said as he he whined when Tetsuya gave him love bites on his chest.  “ I love you too baby. Don’t whine I got you . “ Tetsuya said as Shokichi blushed. Tetsuya wanted to stay like this so he clung tighter.

Shokichi was mentally done with everything and seeing Nesmith die also hurt him. Tetsuya knew this and truly wanted to help him out. Shokichi started crying again as Tetsuya held him close. He started to admit how much he loved Tetsuya and felt a squeeze. He kissed him softly. Tetsuya wiped Shokichi's tears away while they kissed . Shokichi rested his head on Tetsuya's chest. He felt arms wrap around him tightly, looking at Tetsuya as the kisses deepened. Tetsuya heard a moan as Shokichi was slammed onto the bed , Tetsuya moved fast inside him as heard the moans of the man below him . Shokichi came and Tetsuya released inside him . Both of their stresses were relieved. Shokichi curled up as he was cleaned off . Tetsuya crawled into Shokichi’s arms . “ Baby I got you .” He heard Shokichi whisper. He buried his face in Shokichi’s chest, wrapping his arms around him . Shokichi thought this reaction was adorable and kissed the top of his head. He noticed Tetsuya went to sleep. He fell asleep slowly with a smile on his face . Tetsuya woke up to a fast heartbeat to his ear and kissed Shokichi’s chest. Shokichi calmed down .  
           Flashback

Shokichi was in the studio and Tetsuya was with him . Tetsuya was on his lap while he was editing some songs. He was carried to the couch and Shokichi sat down with him in his arms . He wiped the tears away as he gave him tiny kisses. Shokichi felt comfort while he was around Tetsuya. He knew Nesmith was suspicious but he truly loved Tetsuya. Him and Nesmith kept breaking up. Tetsuya rested his head against Shokichi’s chest , falling asleep. He was wrapped in Shokichi’s jacket.

Back to the present

Shokichi looked at the man in his arms. He saw a blushing face. He snuck a kiss . “ Tetsuya baby . Don’t hide .” Shokichi said with a whine. Tetsuya thought Shokichi’s reaction was cute and gave him a kiss. “ Baby don’t go .” Shokichi whispered and Tetsuya’s heart broke. “ I’m not going anywhere. Shokichi I love you too much to leave for good.” Tetsuya said as he held Shokichi close. He gets up and goes to the bathroom, Shokichi falls asleep. He comes back out and crawls back into Shokichi’s arms , falling back asleep.

Tetsuya just held on to Shokichi tightly. " I won't let anyone hurt you ." Shokichi said as he kissed his cheek. They heard a knock on the door, Tetsuya looked at the man with bruises and Shokichi's eyes widened when he saw Akira in this way. Tetsuya never saw Akira this frightened before. Shokichi cried as he touched Akira's face. " Ryo shh everything is okay I'm  here." Shokichi whispered into Akira's chest.  Akira heard as he held Shokichi tighter. Tetsuya knew Akira was a good guy. He wants to leave him alone but Shokichi gives him a please don't leave me kind of look . He then pulled Shokichi in his arms as Akira left. " Tetsuya, I'm scared ." Shokichi said as he shook at little bit. Tetsuya kisses him softly , trying to calm him down. He took them back to bed. Shokichi watched as Tetsuya crawled into his arms. He felt calmer as arms were wrapped around him. " Baby I'm okay ." Shokichi said  as Tetsuya buried his face into his chest. His heart was beating fast. He felt kisses to his chest , looking at the man kissing his chest.  He pouted as love bites were left down his chest.  Shokichi looked at Tetsuya as he kissed his lips.
            Flashback
Tetsuya and Shokichi were together at his house. He noticed how Shokichi snuggled up to him and gave him a kiss. They had a performance coming up. They had to hide the fact they were together. Once the day of the performance came , Shokichi noticed  Tetsuya was becoming distant like he was supposed to be but felt sad . Tetsuya noticed something off about Shokichi while he was on stage .  He sat on his lap after the performance was over.  He felt Shokichi's grip around him tighten.  He giggles  as he feels kisses. " I missed you " Shokichi said as he smiled against his lips."
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Shokichi felt kisses down his chest. Tetsuya's affection is super gentle which Shokichi likes. He holds Shokichi's hand smiling at him. Shokichi kisses him softly  . Tetsuya  yawned  as he began to fall asleep. Shokichi started to fall asleep. He felt Tetsuya  curl up against him . He fell asleep . Tetsuya woke up in Shokichi's arms . " Baby boy I'm here ." He whispered into Shokichi's ear, he felt a squeeze from the arms around him . Shokichi snuck a kiss and Tetsuya hid his face. He kissed the red cheeks once he found a way to get to them . Tetsuya wanted to stay like this because he likes being in Shokichi's arms. He missed this affection and is glad that he's helping Shokichi. He clung to Shokichi and whined that he didn't leave his arms. Shokichi smiled letting Tetsuya stay in his arms longer. He gave him a kiss on top of his head. Tetsuya had his face buried in Shokichi's chest. He whined as Shokichi sat up . Shokichi put Tetsuya in his lap , holding him close. He thought Tetsuya was being cute and he's happy to see this side of him .

Shokichi looked down at Tetsuya , blushing. He finally felt happy . Tetsuya will bring him to work with him today. Once they get in the building. Hiro greeted Shokichi  and Shokichi shook. Atsushi felt Shokichi give him a hug. " Hiro he still has flash backs to the closet incident. I was there but somewhere else in the building."  Tetsuya said. " Stop blaming yourself . It doesn't help either of us. " Shokichi said as Atsushi tried to calm him down. Tetsuya just walked away for a minute and Shokichi had a break down.  Tetsuya didn't want to leave but he did .  He rushed back and saw him laying on the bench as Taiki held him. He seemed relaxed. Taiki looked over at Tetsuya.
Shokichi looks at Tetsuya and then looks away. " Shokichi I'm sorry. I'm not used to seeing you panic like that . " Tetsuya said as he choked back tears. Shokichi heard his voice as Taiki  left the area. He saw Tetsuya cry and and automatically sat up . He watched Tetsuya get on his lap . " It's my fault for being you here and not knowing what to do." Tetsuya whispered as tears went down his face. Tetsuya felt kisses  all over his face and Shokichi knew Tetsuya was going to break down .  He started to smile slightly.  Shokichi pulled him close. " I'm not really supposed to work until I'm up to it, I know you were trying to get to me to do something." He whispered. " Baby I'm here for you. I'm sorry if I made you trigger something. " Tetsuya said as he rested his head on Shokichi's  chest. He felt lips kiss his head.
Shokichi just held on to Tetsuya tightly giving him kisses . Tetsuya finally calmed down, he was still holding onto Shokichi tightly. Shokichi was calm as he held onto Tetsuya and heard him whisper " Baby boy shh I'm here don't panic " . Just Tetsuya being in his lap calms him down. He notices Tetsuya yawn and wraps his jacket around him. They both go home. Tetsuya gets carried into the house, he snuggled up to Shokichi's side once Shokichi laid down and fell asleep.
Shokichi woke up  and noticed Tetsuya in his arms. He gave him a soft kiss. Tetsuya woke up slowly giving Shokichi a tight hug.  " Baby I'm yours." He whispered as he kissed him back. Shokichi's cheeks became red as his tongue wrapped around Tetsuya's  and  fought for dominance. Tetsuya pulled away and rested his head on Shokichi's chest. He smiled as he got he got up and went to the kitchen . Shokichi followed him . He watched Tetsuya make food. He hugged him from behind and Tetsuya pouted. He felt Tetsuya kiss his arm while the plates were being made. He thought the interaction was cute . Tetsuya brought the plates to the table . They both sat and eat. Shokichi walked over to the couch and sat on it. He felt Tetsuya snuggle up to his side, held his hand tightly. He gives him a kiss .

Shokichi heard a knock at the door and panicked . Tetsuya answered the door and Atsushi walked in . He noticed Shokichi was panicked . Shokichi felt a tight hug and let Atsushi hold on to him. Atsushi was explaining what happened to him and Shokichi started to shake. Atsushi played with Shokichi's hair giving his cheek a kiss. " Sho your fine." Atsushi whispered into his ear. Tetsuya noticed how calm Shokichi got. He let Atsushi sit on Shokichi's lap .  Tetsuya knew Atsushi and Shokichi used to date.  " Tetsuya are you using Shokichi's situation just to get affection ? Be honest because he told me  how you acted while he panicked  wasn't good . You made it about yourself." Atsushi  said as he rested his head on Shokichi's chest. 
" Yeah. I was because I was scared and Keiji made me leave  him .  " Tetsuya said and Shokichi noticed the tears going down his face. "Tetsuya I know about Keiji and that he still loves you . Why are you forcing yourself to move on and hurt Shokichi?" Atsushi said as  Shokichi kissed his head.  Shokichi looked at Tetsuya and kissed his cheek. " Go back to Keiji , I've got someone in my lap that I care about. " Shokichi said as Atstushi quickly kissed him.
Tetsuya left and once he got to Keiji's  house  he noticed Keiji was curled up on the couch. " Kei-san  " He whispered as he stroked Keiji's  chest . Keiji pulled him into his arms, wrapping Tetsuya under the blanket.  He noticed Tetsuya blushing and kissed his cheek. " I made a mistake, I missed you." He said but his voice was hoarse . Tetsuya knew he cried .

Meanwhile Shokichi and Atsushi were snuggled close together. Shokichi moaned softly as he felt Atsushi go inside him . The movements become faster. He moaned louder as he came and Atsushi released soon after. " Are you sure you want this relationship? I know your scared . I'm here for you . Always will be." Atsushi said.  " I know you are . I want to take this slow ." Shokichi said as he traced Atsushi 's tattoos.  Atsushi kisses Shokichi softly in agreement. He curled up against Shokichi's chest. Shokichi felt a hand hold his and let the lips that kissed , kiss his down his chest. Atsushi's lips were soft and gentle and his mustache was tickling Shokichi's skin. Shokichi giggled and Atsushi smiled. "Stay." Shokichi whispered and Atsushi's heart broke.  Atsushi knew him and Elly were the only two that Shokichi could trust.
Atsushi brought him to the studio and Shokichi smiled as he listened to  Atsushi's voice. Shokichi noticed they were alone and laid on the couch . Atsushi laid in Shokichi's arms. They both fell asleep. Atsushi woke up to Shokichi shivering. " Baby boy " He whispered as he covered him with a blanket and crawled under it so he could be in Shokichi's arms again.  Atsushi lips touch Shokichi's arm before he goes back to sleep. He feels a kiss and smiles. Shokichi carries Atsushi to the car, kissing his head a couple times . He drives them home.

Atsushi woke up in the bed and  noticed Shokichi snuggled up to him . " Baby boy , I love you so much." Atsushi whispered into Shokichi's ear.  Shokichi blushed and hid his face into Atsushi's side.  He felt his chest getting rubbed. His breathing calmed down. Atsushi knew Shokichi was going to panic so he  kept kissing him. He smiled against Shokichi's lips. Shokichi felt Atsushi's face against his chest. " Baby we're safe. I'm okay " Shokichi said as he felt a squeeze.
They both looked at the picture Takahiro sent Shokichi . Takahiro looked so upset. "Shokichi let your heart decide who you want , you've been hurt too much." Atsushi said as he took Shokichi where Takahiro was. Shokichi ran to Takahiro and held him tightly. He noticed the bruises and his arms and carefully put some lotion on them . Takahiro leaned against Shokichi giving his cheek a kiss. " I don't want you hurt, even though you hurt me . It's not right. Let me help you. I noticed you weren't feeling good." Shokichi said. Takahiro cried as Shokichi wiped his tears away. He was frightened. Shokichi was trying to calm him down. He knew Takahiro was genuinely scared and he knew who did this. Takahiro finally calmed down as he felt kisses against his lips. " I'm glad you didn't get hurt further." Shokichi said as wrapped a blanket around Takahiro . Takahiro knew he was being set up. He explained to Shokichi what's going on while crying. " Who hurt you ? Who set you up?" Shokichi asked as he tried to calm him down. He knew Nesmith's secret. Takahiro didn't want to answer as he buried his face in Shokichi's  chest. " Baby I got you . No need to be scared now."  Shokichi whispered in his ear.    Takahiro  held Shokichi's hand tightly giving  a squeeze .  He was given a gentle kiss and  was laid down. Shokichi heard a whine and crawled into Takahiro's arms. " Baby I'll never leave." Shokichi said as he heard a ding  from his phone . He felt multiple kisses and noticed how much he was missed. He knew that Takahiro was scared. He was mad at whoever did this to him. He let Takahiro explain what happened and who did it. Takahiro noticed how Shokichi shook so he played with his hair as he explained about who told him to hurt  Shokichi. He noticed tears go down Shokichi's face  and wiped them away.  " I'll never hurt you again,  I was told to hurt you , I wanted to stop." Takahiro said  as he burst into tears.  Shokichi noticed that Takahiro had his face buried in his chest.  " Baby  shh I got you , I know that that you couldn't stop  because you were told not to stop. " Shokichi said as he kissed the top of  Takahiro's head.  He noticed Takahiro was asleep  kissing one of his arms.  Takahiro wouldn't let go .  Shokichi looked at the tear stained pillow giving Takahiro's head another kiss.  He  liked Takahiro being in his arms but not sad .

Takahiro  woke up in Shokichi's arms  gently kissing his  chest . He noticed how Shokichi was calm . Shokichi looked down at Takahiro , his heart was racing .  " Baby calm down  . Your heart is beating fast. " Takahiro  said as he watched him move around. Shokichi started to cry as he looked away. Takahiro just  left the room. He didn't know what to do. He knew Shokichi didn't hate him. He just didn't know how to comfort him. He knows Shokichi's outbursts are trauma based . He remembered Shokichi's face as he asked him to stop and that there was a camera in the room .
He wish that camera wasn't gone because he knew he stopped but was crying too but the camera was in the place of the person who set him up . He came back in and was pulled into the bed . He was reassuring Shokichi that he never meant to leave. He had something on his mind. Shokichi heard him say that there was a camera in that closet and that Takahiro actually stopped and cried but was told to continue what he was doing . He kissed the tears away . He knew Taiki said something about finding a camera in that room and showing Hiro the footage . He knew Hiro knew that they were both traumatized from the experience. He kissed the man in his arms. He knew Takahiro was hurt. Takahiro  held onto the  arm  wrapped around him .  He looked up at Shokichi . He sat up and kissed the top of Shokichi's head. 
Shokichi looked down at Takahiro. He sat up and Takahiro want onto his lap. He was kissed passionately. He knew Takahiro was in love with him. " Nesmith was jealous of us but I was the first one he cheated on you with ." Takahiro said as Shokichi was held tightly.  "I understand.  I did love Nesmith  and watching you do what you did made me upset . I know you were hurt." Shokichi said as he broke down . Takahiro just held onto him tightly. He noticed how he was held tighter while giving Shokichi kisses.  Shokichi calmed down slowly . " Sho shh I'm here." Takahiro said as Shokichi buried his face in his neck. Takahiro felt a smile against his skin .  He kissed the forearm of the man holding him. 
Shokichi  and Takahiro went in the next day and explained to Hiro what happened. Hiro noticed how tight Shokichi was holding Takahiro's hand. He knew Atsushi was right about something which was  once Shokichi dates someone he wants to stick with them .  Hiro notices how Takahiro's voice trembles once he mentioned the camera in the closet and he exposed who did it .   Hiro knew this was getting out of hand and that Takahiro was trying to save himself and whoever was hurt . Takahiro meant no harm and Shokichi also knew no harm was meant with all he did . Once they got out of the office. They shared a kiss and went to a room to talk  about how they felt.

Shokichi noticed Takahiro was falling asleep while talking and let him get on his lap . He carried him to the car. " Baby ." Takahiro whispered as Shokichi drove. He fell asleep. " Oh baby ." Shokichi whispered as he carried Takahiro into the house. He felt a kiss to his cheek. " Longer please." Takahiro whispered. Shokichi stood there and held him tightly. Takahiro was put down as he noticed Shokichi rush to the bathroom and throw up . He rubbed his back and  carried Shokichi to bed.  Shokichi wants to see Elly so the next day he goes to see Elly . " Takahiro makes you uncomfortable,right?" Elly said and Shokichi nodded. He feels arms go around him . Elly kksses his cheek . He noticed how Shokichi relaxed with his touch . He tip toes toes to kiss him. He noticed a text from Takahiro seemed to bother Shokichi . He really wanted to answer saying Shokichi wanted him gone. He had Shokichi curled up in his bed . They didn't have sexual relations but Takahiro thought otherwise and started to scream at him .Shokichi heard this and went to see what was going on . He ran to Elly instead of Takahiro. Elly explained to Takahiro how Shokichi felt around him . Takahiro noticed tears go down Shokichi's face as Elly held him. Whoever made him hurt Shokichi had Shokichi scared of him . Takahiro cried and he noticed Elly let Shokichi go . Shokichi noticed how Takahiro buried his face in his chest. He noticed how hard Takahiro was crying. "Baby your safe." He heard Takahiro whisper with a cracked up voice. Elly heard what was whispered and sat on the bed as the two left. Shokichi kept kissing Takahiro's cheek for every tear that fell. "You're safe, Takahiro . " He whispered into Takahiro's ear.
Takahiro took him home .
Once they got home , they laid down. Takahiro rubbed Shokichi's stomach. Shokichi smiled giving Takahiro a kiss as they watched tv. " Are you really scared?" Takahiro asked and Shokichi nodded. "I won't hurt you ." Takahiro said.  Shokichi nodded  . Takahiro got upset and accidentally hit him . Shokichi ran outside.  He went to the studio .
  Elly noticed dried blood on   Shokichi's face once he tried to wake him up the next day. Takahiro looked like he cried all night . He never meant to get that upset. Elly notice how Shokichi automatically accepted the apology and pulled him aside . Shokichi listened to what Elly was saying and hugged him tightly. Elly knew Shokichi needed help but didn't know how to help him. He only listened to him and that helped a little bit. Shokichi knows how much Elly cares about him and would taken him in a heart beat. Elly hears Shokichi tell Takahiro to leave him alone. He kissed Shokichi's cheek softly and sat him back down .  Shokichi felt arms go around his waist , giving Elly's head a kiss. " You're safe. I got ya." Elly said as he kissed Shokichi's lips softly.  Shokichi relaxed and just let Elly sit on his lap.  Takahiro was gone but was heard in the next room crying. " I think you should go talk to him before anything happens between us." Elly said and he let Shokichi go .

Shokichi found Takahiro on the floor in the next room crying. He sat down on the floor . " Come here baby." He whispered and Takahiro came over to him . He felt a finger trace the injury. Takahiro was crying. He was truly sorry and Shokichi knew this. " Go back home I'll be with you later, you're safe. I'm here. I'm not mad and you were upset and didn't mean to do that." He said as Takahiro got up but then passed out. He just held him close. He put Takahiro on one of the couches in the entertainment room and kissed his head . After his work was done , Takahiro was still right where he was so he drove them home. 

Takahiro woke up slowly.  He was in Shokichi's arms  hugging him tightly. " Hmm baby ." He  said as Shokichi kissed him softly. He went back to sleep in Shokichi's arms.  Shokichi sat him down to go to door. It was Akira and  he was there to check on Takahiro.  " Shokichi I know you didn't mean to leave him  but you did the right thing . " Akira said as he took Shokichi someplace they could talk.  He looked at Shokichi's lip and  pulled him into his arms. "I know you were trying to warn Elly about something not just the hit you took .  He told me what was going on ."  Akira said as Shokichi   wrapped his arms around him  giving him a hug.  " Can I stay here with you?" Shokichi asked.  Akira nodded as he kissed Shokichi's head . Akira noticed Shokichi shiver and wrapped a blanket around him.  He noticed how Shokichi calmed and explained what was going on.  He knew Shokichi actually wanted to be alone or with someone who cared.  He took him over to Elly's place . Elly pulled Shokichi inside.  He held Shokichi close. He noticed bruises which were once covered by makeup. Shokichi explained what was happening and Elly told him to take his stuff and stay with him . He complied and hugged him tightly. His stuff was at Elly's the next day. Takahiro never came into work that day and Elly let Shokichi check if he was alright. Shokichi called Elly once he got there and described what he saw .

Takahiro was hanging but he was still breathing and Shokichi got him down . He was crying hard . Shokichi knew the guilt that Takahiro had. Elly rushed to them both once he got there. Elly knew Takahiro wanted to forget about the past but this is the way not to do it.  Elly knew Takahiro really loved Shokichi.  " Takahiro you scared me . I thought I'd loose you for good .  We're trying to mend each other not hurt each other." Shokichi said as Takahiro kissed his cheek.  " I'm sorry for hurting you . I really am." Takahiro said as he buried his face in Shokichi's chest. Elly quietly left after him and Shokichi talked . Takahiro was asleep.  Shokichi laid down in Takahiro's arms and fell asleep.

Shokichi was given a kiss  and woke up slowly.  He gave Takahiro a kiss as he sat up. Takahiro was put on Shokichi's lap and held on to him tightly.  " Do you want to end our relationship? You've been trying to be distant ." He said . " I'm not sure . I'm just super upset right now. I'm still trying to heal from everything I've been told lately. " Shokichi said as he felt a finger wipe a tear away.  Takahiro wanted to cry to but he's one who did everything  to hurt Shokichi . He noticed arms wrap around him tightly and started to cry because he felt so bad . He hurt a person he never meant to. Shokichi just let him cry for a bit  while rubbing his back.  " Baby .. don't cry." Shokichi said as tears went down his face.

Takahiro started to kiss Shokichi's tears away.  They started to kiss passionately  , Shokichi's face became a shade of red that he wanted to hide . Takahiro pulled away and rested his head on Shokichi's chest.  He was holding one of Shokichi's hands .  " I love you so much." Takahiro said as they got up and got ready.  " Are you sure you want to go in today?" Shokichi  asked  as Takahiro shook his head.
They both got in the car and Shokichi drove them.  Once they split up , Takahiro started to shake badly. Shokichi was rehearsing and felt a shiver down his spine.  He took a break and found Takahiro shaking while writing.  Mandy was next to him asking him what was wrong. Takahiro had a  panic attack and Mandy was trying to calm him .  " Baby I'm here. You're safe." He said softly as Mandy left the room slowly.  He rolled close to Takahiro in a chair and pulled him into his arms . " There's no need to panic. You're safe." He kept whispering in his ear. He felt Takahiro snuggle up to him and didn't want to let go.  He felt a kiss to his cheek . "I want to stay right here in your lap. " Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's neck softly. " Baby I have to go back to rehearsal." Shokichi said as he pouted . "  Baby I'll come to watch  don't pout." Takahiro said as he was carried into the rehearsal and sat down. After the rehearsal was over  , Shokichi noticed Takahiro was asleep.
He lifted Takahiro up and gave him a kiss . Takahiro noticed how he was laid in the back of the car. He felt a bump and whined. Shokichi was focused on the road. Once they got home , Shokichi was peppered with kisses when they got inside.  Takahiro started to make food. He watched Shokichi put his head down on the table and ate his food. He noticed Shokichi was crying and went over to him. Shokichi left and went somewhere else. He was scared to tell Takahiro how he felt . Takahiro was upset and was trying to find Shokichi. He just started to cry thinking he screwed up again.

Shokichi was at Elly's trying to think about what to say . He looked through his phone and listened to the crying messages.  Elly just hugged him tightly. He knew how Shokichi felt and told him to go to Takahiro.  Once Shokichi got home , he found Takahiro crying and hugging the plush .  " Oh baby I'm sorry" Shokichi  said as Takahiro told him to go . He started to yell at Takahiro and Takahiro just hid his face still crying.  He  fell to the floor and Takahiro heard a crash .  Takahiro got up and tried to wake him up.  " Sho baby I'm sorry and I love you  . Please wake up." He whispered into Shokichi's ear as he began to fall asleep himself.  Shokichi woke up an hour later to notice that Takahiro was asleep . He put Takahiro in the bed . He was pulled into the bed by a semi awake Takahiro.   He was held tightly and noticed Takahiro missed him so much and was frightened at the behavior that he was giving .
Shokichi's lips went against Takahiro's chest and he smiled . " Shokichi I'd never hurt you. Why'd you leave like that ? " Takahiro asked . " I'm still scared about what happened. It's not your fault. Everyone knew Nesmith was cheating on me." Shokichi said as he felt a kiss to his lips that made him know that Takahiro would never harm him again. Takahiro felt a passionate kiss and Shokichi pulled away shyly. Takahiro knew Shokichi still loved him and heard a whispered I love you. They're both are trying to heal and forget. Shokichi knew Takahiro meant no harm but what happened in the past  hurt him so much that he couldn't forget some of it.  Takahiro kissed his head . " Baby I'm not here to hurt you .  You're fine and safe."  Takahiro  said as he  hugged Shokichi tightly.  Shokichi smiled at him giving a kiss . " Never scare me like that again." Takahiro said as he tears were getting wiped away. Shokichi kept giving Takahiro kisses . " Are you sure you want to stay in this relationship? It's hurting the both of us." Takahiro said . " I didn't want to go before but I feel like it's causing me to remember what happened and I want that to stop. " Shokichi said . " We should take a break." Takahiro said as he noticed tears going down Shokichi's cheeks.  He watched Shokichi walk out and go back home.
The next couple days Shokichi didn't come into work . Shokichi's phone was getting spammed with messages asking him if he was alright . All he wanted to do was cry . His heart and mind hurt.   He cried and cried. He was curled up on the bed. Shokichi noticed a message from Takahiro and answered it. Takahiro knows he's not alright and comes over.  " Baby .. Shokichi " He says as he finds him in the bed crying. He finds a way to get into arms. " What's wrong ?" He asks . " I miss you " Shokichi said and let the man in his arms cling to him.

" Sh.. Shokichi I'm here. " Takahiro said as he cuddled closer. He felt lips go against his . He smiled as Shokichi calmed down . "Your safe baby . " Shokichi whispered in Takahiro's ear. " I know baby ." Takahiro said as he gave Shokichi another kiss. He felt lips go down his neck . " I want you baby . "'Shokichi said as he left bite marks down Takahiro's body as he stripped him . " I'm ready baby ." Takahiro said as Shokichi entered him . Shokichi's movements started out slow and gradually got faster and harsher. He heard Takahiro's moans . Takahiro came on the sheets as he moaned and once Shokichi came inside him he moaned loudly as he received deep kisses. He was put on top of Shokichi and held tightly. " I missed you a lot baby . " Takahiro said as his hair was played with . " I noticed. I'm glad that I still have you . We have to go." Shokichi said as Takahiro just held on tighter.
They both got up and got dressed after a shower. They left and as they got there ,Takahiro hugged Shokichi and his his face in Shokichi's side. Once they got inside, Shokichi kissed the top of Takahiro's head . Takahiro looked up at him and held on tighter. " You're safe " Shokichi whispered in Takahiro's ear. Takahiro let go and smiled . " I'm fine . " Takahiro said. Shokichi pouted as he and Takahiro went their separate ways. Takahiro noticed  and kissed him quickly.  Shokichi was in rehearsal as he noticed Takahiro watching him. He smiled as he sat down and took a break . Takahiro walked up to him and wiped sweat away and sat on his lap . Shokichi held him tightly. They felt relaxed. Takahiro kissed Shokichi's cheek. Shokichi sat him on the chair. Takahiro was falling asleep and Shokichi stopped when he noticed Takahiro falling asleep. He was surprised that he didn't just go home and carried him to the car. Takahiro tried to snuggle against him. Shokichi noticed and kissed his head. He froze as he set him down in the car. " Shokichi don't worry ." He heard Takahiro whisper. He got in the car. Takahiro saw tears go down Shokichi's face . " I'll drive baby ." Takahiro said as they switched seats. Takahiro drove them home . Shokichi was still upset when they got home . " What's wrong ?" Takahiro said. " Do you love me ? I'm questioning this relationship. I'm remembering what Akira told me . " He said . " Yes why wouldn't I? " Takahiro asked. Shokichi just hugged Takahiro tightly. " Baby boy . " Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's head . Shokichi smiled at him and he kissed him softly. Takahiro still noticed how  much Shokichi was upset and told him to go to Akira. Shokichi went to Akira's house and he broke down. Akira noticed this and knew something was wrong.  He felt arms go around him. " Shokichi tell me what's wrong." He said as he held Shokichi tightly.  "Elly warned me about Takahiro and I didn't listen. I feel like he doesn't love me." Shokichi said as Akira softly kissed his head.

Akira was just holding Shokichi tightly. He a felt a small kiss hit his lips. He smiled and chuckled abit noticing Shokichi's cuteness. " You should of believed Elly . Takahiro is a manipulator. Ever since Tetsuya acted out he hasn't been okay . " Akira said because he knew Tetsuya actually cared. Tetsuya was laying in his guest room because he was upset . Shokichi walked into the guest room and gave Tetsuya a hug. He noticed the tears going down Tetsuya's face. " Baby sh you're safe , you're okay." Shokichi whispered into his ear, breaking down into tears. Tetsuya knows this emotion he's seen it before. Shokichi was frightened and scared . Tetsuya tried to calm him down. " You're safe baby nobody will hurt you." Tetsuya said. Shokichi calmed down as he felt a kiss on his cheek. " Sho you're okay I'm here for you ." Tetsuya repeated as he let Shokichi kiss him .  " I missed you so much." Shokichi said . " Akira told me what happened. I'm glad he saved you. I feel bad for not going over myself." Tetsuya said as he felt a kiss to his lips.
Flashback
Tetsuya was with Keiji.  " Why did you fall for the lie?" Keiji asked him as he noticed tears  go down Tetsuya 's face . " I don't know . Takahiro scares me and he's probably hurting Shokichi. Keiji told him to go to Akira's house. Tetsuya explained to Akira what was going on.
Back to Present
" Hey it's not your fault baby , I'm okay nothing bad happened. Takahiro shouldn't be reflecting what happened on any of us . He's really in emotional pain that I can't fix. He's scared to get help." Shokichi said as Akira walked in. " Why's Takahiro afraid to get help ? " Akira asked . " He's scared to talk about what happened with someone else that's not me." Shokichi said. " He's going to hurt himself again if he doesn't get help." Tetsuya said. " Ryo ? Please talk to Takahiro for me. I can't convince him. I know he's hurt you and you still care." Shokichi said as Akira left his house .
Once Akira got to Takahiro's house , he went inside. Takahiro was crying and Akira calmly talked to him. He was convinced to go to therapy. Takahiro called Shokichi and told him what was happening. Akira went back home after awhile . Once he got home , he looked at  Tetsuya and Shokichi who were snuggled close together asleep. He kissed Shokichi's head. He saw Tetsuya smile. He went to bed himself.  Tetsuya was holding onto Shokichi tightly. Shokichi woke up worried.
Akira was in the room across the hall and noticed Shokichi's worried face. He knew Shokichi was worried about Takahiro. He pulled him close. " Takahiro's going to be fine "Akira said even though he knew Shokichi wanted to be near Takahiro but couldn't because he knew that Shokichi would get hurt. Tetsuya woke up and looked at Shokichi. " I think we should let him go back if  he wants to . " Tetsuya said as he  kissed Shokichi's cheek.

"Takahiro is outside in the rain without a jacket . He was half way up the block . I sensed him." Shokichi said as he ran outside. " Takahiro "  He screamed.  Tetsuya knew Shokichi was right . Takahiro ran into his arms.  He sneezed .  " Baby you got a chill ." Shokichi said as Akira and Tetsuya watched . At least Akira and Tetsuya knew Takahiro talked to the a councilor about his problems.  They smiled  as Shokichi and Takahiro kissed . Takahiro  asked Shokichi if he wanted to go back and Shokichi shook his head. Tetsuya was shocked and watched Takahiro  leave. Akira went outside to get Shokichi , he heard a sneeze and wrapt his arms around him. Akira brought him inside and just let him cry in his arms.  He knew Shokichi was hurt  and held him tightly. Tetsuya watched as he noticed Shokichi look up at Akira. " I'm never letting go" He heard Akira say. Shokichi noticed Tetsuya pouting and walked over to him. " Baby I'm okay don't cry it's not your fault." Shokichi said as he let Tetsuya hold onto him tightly.  He  felt a quick kiss.  Tetsuya missed holding onto Shokichi like this .  He noticed that Shokichi rested his head on his chest. Akira knew Shokichi really loved Tetsuya. Tetsuya gave Shokichi a kiss and took him to bed . He snuggled up to Shokichi's chest once they got to bed and he fell asleep. " Good night baby ." Shokichi said as he fell asleep slowly.
The next morning Tetsuya kissed Shokichi's temple then lips. " I'm worried about Takahiro." Shokichi said. " Visit him " Tetsuya said angrily. Shokichi left the house to go visit Takahiro.
Once Shokichi got to Takahiro's place , he saw Takahiro crying on the bed. " Baby don't cry . " He whispered.  He noticed a gash on Takahiro's head and tried to get him to go the hospital.  Takahiro was lifted up and took to the car.  Once they got to the hospital, Takahiro started crying because it hurt so bad. Once he got stitches and was somewhat awake , Shokichi walked in the room.  Takahiro tried to get up and Shokichi held his hand telling him to stay down. Akira walked in the room and asked who hurt Takahiro because he was close to dying. " A random man tried to have sex with me when the broke in and I fought him off and almost died." Takahiro cried as Shokichi squeezed his hand. Akira's heart stopped and tried to get him to describe the man . Akira brought Shokichi outside and explained that Takahiro's description fit Tetsuya.  " Keiji must know something because he told him to come to me but Tetsuya told a fabricated story to me." He said as Shokichi called Keiji and told him where Takahiro was.  " He was the one telling Takahiro to hurt me " Shokichi told Keiji and Akira . " Takahiro and I's arguments never get physical." Shokichi says.  Both Akira and Keiji know who they're actually from. Takahiro gets up and wraps his arms around Shokichi. He feels a kiss hit his  lips.

Shokichi got Takahiro to lay back down and Takahiro pulled him into his arms . He snuggled against Takahiro. The nurse let this happen because he was upset and Shokichi seemed to calm him down. " Baby I'm going to be okay." Takahiro whispered into Shokichi's ear and saw Shokichi's face light up. Shokichi fell asleep in Takahiro's arms while kissing him. Takahiro held him tightly while falling asleep himself. They woke up a couple hours later. Shokichi couldn't help himself to kiss Takahiro's chest. Takahiro got up and and went to the bathroom. He really wants to go home and asked the nurse. The nurse got him discharged since they're were no other problems. He walked out with Shokichi clung to him . Shokichi drove them home. Takahiro was asleep in the passenger seat and got carried inside. He opened his eyes. " Can I stay in your arms longer ?" He asked with a pout and Shokichi gave in . Shokichi knew Takahiro missed him a lot and thought about what Tetsuya was trying to do with him. He felt a finger wipe the tear going down his face away.
Akira pulled Shokichi into the hallway ask him questions. Akira is questioning Takahiro's motives . He can sense Shokichi's mental distress so could Tetsuya. He was trying to save Shokichi from getting hurt again. He took Shokichi away from the hospital so they could talk alone. He knew Shokichi didn't want to be with Takahiro. He let him cry in his arms . " I miss Tetsuya. I wish we weren't so quick to blame him. Takahiro's mental mind games are hurting me." Shokichi said as Akira explained that the didn't kick out Tetsuya. He brought him back to his place. Tetsuya noticed Shokichi's scarred and instantly hugs him tightly.  He was checking Shokichi for bruises. " Tetsuya , he wasn't hurt . He's just upset. " Akira said as he kissed Shokichi's cheek. Akira saw what Tetsuya was trying to do and Shokichi didn't want the interaction. He watched Shokichi shut down and tried to pull him away.  Akira's grip tightened around Shokichi's waist.  He told Tetsuya to get out and let a face bury into his chest. Shokichi was crying hard  and Akira's eyes softened once he looked down at Shokichi. They've helped each other through everything. Akira knows better not to let Shokichi go until he's done crying.  He feels a finger wipe one of his tears away. " I just want people to leave us alone. I didn't know Nesmith was cheating on  you and that Takahiro is crazy. I did not know anything about the plan but I was forced to go with it." He said as Shokichi looked at him . " Ryo you shouldn't of . It hurt both of us. " He heard Shokichi say as a kiss went on his cheek. Shokichi giggled as his lips were kissed.  " I know I shouldn't have ,it was to protect you . They were going to hurt you." Shokichi heard Akira say.

" Shh baby " Shokichi said as he took Akira to bed so they could rest. He kissed the bicep that was wrapped around  his waist. He started falling asleep slowly as Akira held him tightly. They both fell asleep.
Once Akira woke up the next morning  , he kissed down Shokichi's chest. " Gentle baby." He heard Shokichi whisper. He smiled as he sat up and watched Shokichi snuggle closer to him. " Baby boy  your safe don't worry I got you ." He said as he kissed his head . Shokichi sat up slowly and Akira noticed a bruise on the left side of his face. " Did Tetsuya ever hit you ?" He heard Akira ask and nodded.  " Did Takahiro ever hit you ?" Akira asked and Shokichi shook his head. Akira knew Takahiro meant no harm but had to keep them away from each other because Tetsuya would try to harm them both.
Akira remembered Hiro telling him that Shokichi was loyal Takahiro even he was hurt by him to show Takahiro that he was strong and to try to tell Takahiro to move from the past. " Do you still love Takahiro?" Akira asked. " Yes I do . I just want to know if he's alright." Shokichi said as he cried into Akira's chest. "He's going to be fine." He said as he took Shokichi back to Takahiro. " Shokichi" Takahiro said as he cried. Shokichi got into the bed. " Baby don't cry." Shokichi whispered . Akira left with a smile knowing he did the right thing. Shokichi felt arms wrap around him tightly. He smiled as a kiss hit his lips . Takahiro yawned softly. He noticed Shokichi was falling asleep. " I'm guessing you had no sleep. Baby sleep I'll be here." Takahiro whispered in his ear. They both fell asleep. Takahiro woke up a few hours later snuggled up to Shokichi's chest , curled up in a ball.  " Baby" Takahiro whispered into Shokichi's ear . Shokichi's eyes opened as kisses  were being given.  He noticed Takahiro was shyly hiding his face. He whined .  " Babyyyyy." Takahiro heard in a whine and kissed the man holding him again and again . His head hurt slightly and Shokichi gave him medicine. He felt his tears being wiped away. " Don't cry . Im here ." Shokichi said as he felt a tight squeeze.
Shokichi noticed Takahiro was getting headaches strong enough to the point where he had to lay down. He put them in the tub and started to wash Takahiro. He noticed how Takahiro snuggled close as he was being clean and there was more noticeable bruises on his body that are healing.  Takahiro yelped when his thigh was being washed . Shokichi lifted Takahiro out of the tub . He called Akira once he got Takahiro out of the tub and dressed .  " Takahiro was attacked more then just the head ." He said to Akira in a worried tone . Akira came by and looked at Takahiro and was visibly angry. Takahiro was hugged tightly as Akira explained that he wasn't mad at him. He felt Shokichi kiss his head then went to talk to Akira.

Shokichi noticed Takahiro walking towards him from the corner of his eye . He lets the arms wrap around him. " Tetsuya did it I remember but I really don't want to. " Takahiro said as Akira heard the sadness in his voice and shame. " Don't be ashamed. It's not your fault." Shokichi said as Akira ruffled Takahiro's hair. He led Takahiro back to the bed. Akira left knowing Takahiro wasn't okay. Shokichi stopped Akira by running into his arms. " I really need help I can't do this on my own . " Akira heard Shokichi say. Akira held him tightly and wiped his tears. Takahiro watched this and was thinking this isn't what he wanted Shokichi to be .
Shokichi and Akira stopped and heard crying. It was Takahiro and he explained how he felt. Akira knew the pain and he knew Shokichi also did because he knew Shokichi was just trying to help . Shokichi was held by both Akira and Takahiro as he cried. They both knew he was stressed and wasn't sleeping at all. Akira put Shokichi into the bed and talked to Takahiro for a bit about how they both felt about Shokichi. He knew both of them didn't want to leave Shokichi alone. He noticed how Takahiro was ignoring Shokichi's tears and he got in the bed . Shokichi snuggled close.
They decided to take him over to Elly's house. They left Elly a text why and Shokichi was crying hard. Naoto answered the door and questioned the motives of Akira and Takahiro. Shokichi noticed Naoto giving him a hug and still was crying. He let go and Elly hugged him tightly. "Sho I'm upset with them too . I feel like they gave up too fast . " Elly said as he let Shokichi look at the text . Elly felt a face buried in his chest. He knew Shokichi meant no harm and held him tightly. It's clear by Shokichi's emotions that he was hurt too much by everything . He urged him to stay. Naoto and the rest of Sandaime was urging Shokichi to sit because he looked like he was going to faint. Ryuji got on his lap. " Ryuji I'm going to be okay ." Shokichi whispered into his ear. Elly was snuggled up to his side. They noticed how calm he got. Ryuji and Elly did not really want to leave his side. Shokichi felt Ryuji and Elly kiss his arm softly. " You're strong we got you , we're here for you." They both whispered in his ear . They noticed a sticky substance between Shokichi's legs once they got him to bed and lick each leg . They hear a whimper and leave love bites down his chest gently. Shokichi falls asleep while he's being fucked slowly by both of them . Once they cum inside him they curl up close to him and feel an arm wrap around both of them . They all were asleep. " Babies wake up it's morning." Shokichi whispered softly. They all shared a kiss and stayed in bed a little longer. Shokichi fell back asleep and woke up a couple hours later to an empty bed.

He found a note in the fridge on top of a container saying " We had to go but here's a meal ." and he ate the meal cold because he didn't feel like hearing it up. Elly and Ryuji came home bloody. Shokichi cleaned then up and let their heads rest against  his chest. " What did you guys do?" He asked . " Beat up Takahiro. " They said and they noticed Shokichi get upset. They noticed Shokichi back away. Shokichi drove to Takahiro 's and saw a crying mess saying don't hurt me. " I didn't tell them to do this . I don't want you harmed . I shouldn't of been crying." Shokichi said as his tears were wiped away. He watched Takahiro's eyes close. " It should of been me ." Shokichi said out loud .
The next day Shokichi was curled up in the in the entertainment room of the head quarters. Naoto noticed Naoki saying " He's scared of every touch , he won't let people near him . " . "Takahiro died in front of him , he lost another person he deeply cared about but with Takahiro he was taking it slow " Naoto said as Shokichi tried to hug him. " Naoto ." Shokichi said as he hugged him tighter . " Shh I'm here." Naoto said. "He's scared of Ryuji and Elly now. " Naoki said . Shokichi nodded. " Mandy talked to him a few hours ago then left to go do things." Naoto said. " You killed Takahiro." Shokichi yelled as he heard Ryuji's voice and he started crying. Naoto takes him home before anything else can happen. He noticed Shokichi was asleep once he was laid down. He went back to work. " We should check if he's alright after work." Naoki said and Atsushi walked in . " Can you check on Shokichi since your schedule is done?"Naoto asked . Atsushi knew what happened, Shokichi texted him . He rushes over. " Sho come here it's Atsushi ." Shokichi heard Atsushi say softly. Atsushi rushed up the stairs and saw Shokichi crying. It hurt him to see Shokichi like this. " Takahiro is in the hospital , Naoto and Naoki don't know the condition. " Atsushi said as Shokichi begged Atsushi to take him to see Takahiro. He took Shokichi to the hospital and stayed outside of the room and heard a cry from Shokichi and rushed in . Shokichi was crying hard in his chest. Takahiro's eyes opened. " Shokichi don't cry. I'm okay ." Takahiro said softly as he sat up slowly.  " Thank you Atsushi-san." Takahiro said as he noticed Shokichi's leg had dried blood on it. " They fucked me until I passed out. " Shokichi cried as he explained that  he wanted to say  no but was scared to. Atsushi balled his fist.  Takahiro wiped  Shokichi's tears away.  Takahiro watched Shokichi  sit next to him. He kissed the arm wrapped around him then Shokichi's lips . " Baby your fine , I'm fine , your safe now." Takahiro said. He snuggled closer and felt a tight squeeze. " Baby " Takahiro said as he wiped away more tears. " Your strong baby I got you" Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's cheek.

" I just want people to leave us alone . " Shokichi said as Takahiro crawled on his lap . Shokichi wrapped both arms around Takahiro tightly . " Hiro knows what happened, I told him ." Atsushi said as Shokichi nodded. The nurse said Takahiro was ready to be discharged. " Hiro was ready to get rid of everyone that bothers you excluding Takahiro." Atsushi said as he left the room . Takahiro didn't feel like walking out so he nuzzled his face against Shokichi's chest . He was carried out and felt a few kisses. "Baby I'm sorry I didn't protect you, I really wanted to go back to you. " Shokichi said as he frowned. " It was my fault, I should of kept you near me. I still love you. I shouldn't of let Akira take you back to them . " Takahiro said as his tears were wiped away.  Shokichi set Takahiro on the bed as soon as they got home. He turned into a wolf and  got on the bed . He saw Takahiro nuzzle his face against the fur.  His front right paw was squeezed. He fell asleep and turned back to a human , Takahiro pulled him into his arms . He curled up close to him. " Baby I got you . " Takahiro whispered softly. Shokichi opened his eyes slowly , pampering Takahiro with kisses as he woke up. " Takahiro I love you so much." Shokichi said. He felt gentle kisses down his chest , whimpering. " I don't  want to hurt you baby . " Takahiro said  as he felt his neck being kissed . Shokichi felt Takahiro going inside him slowly and gently. He moaned softly into Takahiro's ear.  The pace started to get faster but thrusts until he begged for harsher thrusts . Takahiro came inside Shokichi and kissed him gently. " They were putting stuff into my head about you. " Shokichi said as he noticed Takahiro snuggled up to him.Takahiro wiped the tears away , he carefully cleaned Shokichi up. He heard a whine and a face buried in his chest. " Baby did that hurt?"Takahiro asked and Shokichi nodded . He put lotion on the spot and Shokichi pouted because it felt cold. Shokichi felt a short kiss that kissed the pout away. His legs were wrapped around Takahiro's waist. He was being carried to the kitchen. The were both hungry. " Sho Chan lets eat. "Takahiro said as started to make food. Shokichi gave Takahiro a back hug and felt Takahiro turn around . He felt a few kisses and then noticed Takahiro went back to cooking . He went to the couch and fell asleep. He felt a nudge to his shoulder ten minutes later. He sat up and began to eat, Takahiro curled up to him . He looked down at him and gave his head a kiss . He finished eating. He saw a blushing face try to sneak a kiss. He kissed Takahiro softly as he layed down and pulled Takahiro with him.

Takahiro nuzzled Shokichi's cheek with his nose. Shokichi's his baby , he knows this . He blushed as he was kissed. He buried his face into Shokichi's chest. " Takahiro is adorable. " He heard Shokichi whisper into his ear. He revealed his blushing face. He kissed one of the arms holding him. " I love you , I missed you so much." Shokichi said as he was pampered with kisses . Shokichi knew Takahiro missed him so much . He noticed Takahiro just wanted to stay in his arms. He felt lips against his and smiled. They were both happy.

Takahiro looked at hand in his had , noticing Shokichi was shaking. He quickly tried to calm him down. Shokichi was worried about everything that happened even Takahiro noticed that . He felt Takahiro's arms wrap around him, finally calming down. " My baby only needed a hug , you're safe , I got you." He heard Takahiro say as he blushed. " Your mine forever. " Shokichi said. " I am baby." He heard Takahiro say as he felt lips kissed his. He noticed how Takahiro was wrapping around him even though the noticeable height difference , he thought it was cute how protective Takahiro was being.
" Anki.." Takahiro was shocked when Shokichi called him this. Shokichi noticed the shock. " Baby don't worry I have you but understand the power of that word and the power of trust that you hold me to ." Takahiro says as he kissed Shokichi's head. Takahiro felt his neck get kissed and whimpered softly. " Does my baby want more?" Shokichi asked as he felt a nod against his chest since the man behind him crawled back into his arms a few minutes before. He watched Takahiro strip and then pull down his boxers . He slowly inserted himself and started to move , giving him kisses . Once the the thrusts became harsher , Takahiro moaned loudly. Shokichi came inside him and Takahiro came on the couch. He heard a whine and automatically sat Takahiro in his lap , hugging him tightly. He felt a soft kiss , noticing Takahiro was still trying to catch his breath . " Calm baby , your okay , breathe slowly and steady. " He said as he rubbed Takahiro's back. Takahiro felt himself getting cradled in Shokichi's arms.  He noticed Shokichi  was crying , he started kissing him softly .  " Baby shh  I'm here , I missed you a lot ."  Shokichi heard Takahiro say as he calmed down.
Takahiro noticed a wolf on top of him , he pets the fur. " Who's a pretty wolf, Shokichi is ." He said as Shokichi's tail wagged. He noticed Shokichi turned back into a human and gave him a kiss.  " Baby are you okay? " He asked as he rubbed Shokichi's stomach. Shokichi nodded as he kissed Takahiro's cheek. Shokichi felt around Takahiro's body to see if there's anything that hurts him . Takahiro fell asleep as he felt hands on his body. When he woke up he noticed Shokichi curled up to him . He didn't want to wake him so got out of the bed quietly. He smiled as he walked to the bathroom.

Shokichi noticed Takahiro is holding onto him tightly as he sat up. " Keiji is retiring. I understand why. He's getting too old physically to dance anymore." Takahiro said. Takahiro knows Shokichi will stay with him no matter if he leaves the company or not. He kissed the man he was holding softly. " Do you get babies since your a wolf?" He asked . " Yeah but it's rare for male wolves to have the babies." Shokichi said as he kissed Takahiro's head. Shokichi felt Takahiro's grip tighten. Takahiro feels a little kick from Shokichi's stomach. "How far along are you?" Takahiro asked. " A couple months , Naoto noticed and was trying to help." Shokichi said as Takahiro kissed his stomach . " I'm glad I didn't loose them. Like I lost the first two. " Shokichi continued.
Takahiro wanted to protect him from harm. He called Atsushi also and explained that Shokichi was pregnant. He hung up and kissed Shokichi. He heard a whimper. " I did actually loose them but I was scared to admit it and I was under way too much stress." Shokichi said as he cried. " That's why I was trying to get you back because that blood wasn't from the sex . It was you having a miscarriage,right ?. " Takahiro held Shokichi protectively as he looked at he looked at him . Shokichi croaked out a yes. He was kissed over and over again to try to get to him to feel better. " Baby shh I'm here . " Takahiro whispered as he felt Shokichi curl up into a ball. They both just sat there quietly. Shokichi fell asleep in Takahiro's arms. A few hours later , Shokichi woke up to Takahiro not by his side.  He was panicking . He started crying.   Takahiro rushed to his side and hugged him tightly.  " You're never going to lose me " Takahiro said as he  held Shokichi tightly.  They both went into work. They had to separate for the day but were both were scared . 
Takahiro sat in the studio while Shokichi had to do a rehearsal. He went to check on Takahiro when he took a break. He saw blood staining the couch as Takahiro woke up. Takahiro saw Shokichi upset. Takahiro didn't remember anything,  Shokichi  went to Hiro for camera footage.  He was watching as Hiro noticed Ryuji hurting him in an unimaginable way .  He knew Takahiro  was alone.  He told Mandy to watch the studio .  Atsushi was there instead .  He heard Takahiro call his name. He rushed to his side.  He hugged him tightly not wanting to let him go .  Takahiro gave Shokichi a few kisses.  " He'll be okay . He's just  recovering. . Take him home , Hiro said for your guys to stay home ." Atsushi said.

Shokichi took Takahiro home as Takahiro started to remember what happened . Once they got home   Takahiro started to shake as he walked inside. Shokichi held him close as he brought him upstairs.
" I'm okay ." Takahiro whispered while trying to catch his breath. Shokichi noticed belt marks around Takahiro's neck and blood between his butt cheeks. " I'm sorry." Shokichi said as he tried to wash Takahiro . " H-He hurt me . I've done nothing to hurt you anymore then that time . He put things in your head. Elly was telling him stop  while I was screaming for you . Elly stayed for a bit  to try to text you to tell you what happened. He felt bad for helping ryuji  hurt me last time . It wasn't his fault . He cares about both of us." Takahiro said as he cried . 
Shokichi called Elly as soon as he got done washing Takahiro. He heard crying as Elly began to talk . " Baby shh your okay. Don't let him near you. I don't want you hurt . " Shokichi said.  " Sho I'm coming over." Elly said in a scared tone.  Elly was shaking when Shokichi opened the door.  He ran into Shokichi's arms. Shokichi heard Takahiro crying and ran up stairs and so did Elly. Elly got Takahiro a painkiller. Elly felt a pair lips on his cheek then watched the person that gave his cheek a kiss wrap around Takahiro. He wrapped his arms around Shokichi tightly. He kissed the top of Shokichi's head. Shokichi and Takahiro fell asleep. Elly felt the guilt and cried softly trying not to wake them up. Shokichi felt tears hit his back. . He held onto Elly's hand tightly. " Hold Elly ." Takahiro said and Shokichi complied . He felt a soft kiss hit his neck and felt bad got up from the bed . His legs felt shaky and he fell to the floor. Takahiro noticed this and went back to sleep. Elly noticed the panic attack and tried to help him. " Bubba, you're okay." Elly whispered as he curled up against Shokichi's chest. He rubbed Shokichi's chest. " Takahiro's going to be fine , your okay."Elly said. Takahiro got up slowly and noticed Shokichi crying on the floor, he pulled him up . Shokichi felt arms around him. " I'm sorry for ignoring you . You were panicking . " Takahiro said as Shokichi kissed his head. " I'm just worried about us. I don't want our relationship ruined ." Shokichi said as he felt a kiss to his chest. He took a deep breath giving Takahiro kisses . Takahiro noticed blushing cheeks as he kissed Shokichi back. Takahiro got Shokichi back to bed snuggled up to him. He kissed the top of his head. They both went to sleep.
Elly slept on the couch. He noticed Shokichi up again and walking around aimlessly when his eyes opened. He had a nightmare. Shokichi wasn't there . He started to cry once he actually woke up . Shokichi heard crying and got up . He noticed Elly crying and hugged him tightly.  Takahiro grabbed Shokichi out of his hands .

Takahiro looked at Elly and let Shokichi go. " T-Takahiro are you really letting me go ? I wanna be in your arms." Shokichi said as he broke down. Takahiro slapped him without impulse . Elly jumped in between them . " Shokichi doesn't deserve the way you are treating him. He's been hurt just as much as you have. " Elly said as he watched Shokichi burry his face into his chest. " Takahiro do you really love me?" Shokichi asked and Takahiro shook his head. Shokichi's tears are going down his face. He collapsed onto the floor . Elly called an ambulance and went with Shokichi . Hoping he wakes up. He texts Naoto to tell him what happened . Naoto was visibly shaken up by the call when he got to the hospital. He rushed to see Shokichi and Shokichi was awake. Naoto kissed his forehead. " You worried me" Naoto said.  Shokichi was crying as Elly held his hand. Naoto looked at how hurt he was. " I warned you about him." Elly said as he felt a squeeze to his hand . Then Taiki came in the room. Shokichi noticed how shaken up Taiki was.   " Taiki come here." Shokichi said softly. He noticed how Taiki laid in his arms. " Shokichi stop hurting yourself by being around people who don't care about you." Taiki said as he kissed Shokichi's cheek.   Shokichi held him tightly. " Taiki's right, you need be around people who care about you."  Naoto said. " Baby your okay . I'm here I got you. " Taiki whispered into Shokichi's ear.   "I don't want anyone else hurt,  it's my fault everyone is  worried over me." Shokichi said as he nuzzled his face into Taiki's chest. " it's not your fault , everything fell when Nesmith passed away." Naoto said . " Everyone in the company wants you to recover well even Takahiro, even though he himself  isn't all that well mentally either. He does love you . He just wants to recover from everything before continuing anything with you. He's scared to leave you alone. "Elly said . " Yeah some of my panic attacks do make me feel immobile and fall down ." Shokichi said .  " He's really worried about you ." Naoto said .  Shokichi answered the phone as he heard Takahiro try not to cry.  " Hey baby don't cry. I'll be okay and back to you soon . I promise." Shokichi said as Takahiro brusts into tears and kept saying sorry.  Naoto's heart broke because he's never heard Takahiro care so much  that he cried before. " I miss cuddling up to you but you have to heal." Shokichi said as he tried not to cry.  " Oh baby I never was hurt by you. My inner conscious is telling me that I should leave because I'm not worth your time." Takahiro said and Shokichi started to cry. " I want to visit you, can I ? " Takahiro asked and Shokichi said yes.  Taiki got out of his arms . The three of them left.  Takahiro quickly rushed in and laid in Shokichi's arms .

" Baby I'm here , shh" Shokichi whispered into Takahiro's ear. They both fell asleep after awhile. Shokichi wakes up with a curled up Takahiro in his arms . He rubs Takahiro's chest. " Bubba" He heard in a whisper. " Baby it's time for me to be discharged. " Shokichi said as he lifted him up. He watched as Takahiro clung to him and heard a whispered I love you. " Baby I love you too more then anything. I'm still scared . You almost died." Shokichi said as Takahiro kissed his cheek. " You got to me just in time , I'm sorry I wasn't able to fend for myself." Takahiro said as Shokichi kissed him gently. He played with Shokichi's fingers .
They both went home , Shokichi looked down at Takahiro who was sleeping and carried him inside. Takahiro snuggled into Shokichi's chest once Shokichi sat down . He felt a squeeze to his waist  .  He woke up  as he was getting kissed. He smiled as Shokichi moaned softly as he bit his chest softly. Takahiro was noticeably healed . " You weren't feeling good enough , your powers weren't able to be used. " Shokichi said as he kissed Takahiro's head. Shokichi yawns as Takahiro tried to get him to go to the bed. " Bed baby.. don't sleep here" Takahiro said as he was carried upstairs. Takahiro saw a pout and crawled behind Shokichi. He saw a smile as his eyes started to close and he fell asleep with his head against Shokichi's back . He had Shokichi snuggled up to his chest. He started to heal Shokichi's wounds while he was asleep. Shokichi nuzzled face into the pillow slowly waking up , squeezing the bicep around his waist. " Sleep babe" He heard a voice whisper . Shokichi slowly fell back asleep.
He woke up a few hours later to Takahiro curled up in his arms. He forgot that Takahiro could teleport. He kissed the man in his arms. " Hmm I'm comfy" Takahiro said as Shokichi smiled .Takahiro gave Shokichi's chest a couple kisses as he  felt a face hide in the crook of his neck.
He whispered how much of a good puppy Shokichi is as he began to feel Shokichi transform into a wolf. He knew that Shokichi transformed into a wolf when there was a need for protection. " Puppy we're fine . I got you , no protection needed ." He whispered as Shokichi waged his tail. He held a paw tightly as Shokichi changed back . " Baby I'm okay " He said  as he was kissed softly. They went back to sleep even though Shokichi sensed danger and gripped Takahiro tightly. Takahiro was snoring , clinging to him tightly. He nuzzled Shokichi's cheek with his nose. Shokichi looked down at him giving him quick kiss. Takahiro was still asleep. Shokichi was pouting because he couldn't go back to sleep. Takahiro woke up slowly as he looked up at Shokichi giving him a squeeze. Shokichi gave Takahiro a kiss , sitting up. He felt a body sit on his lap, curling up  into his chest.

Shokichi and Takahiro went to work. Shokichi had Takahiro in his lap while writing a song , Takahiro wasn't distracting him since Takahiro fell asleep snuggled against his chest. He kissed Takahiro's head. Takahiro was helping him write but he fell asleep. He felt his head being kissed and he squeezed Shokichi's waist, looking up at the man holding him semi awake . Shokichi looked at him smiling. Takahiro kissed him softly as his back was rubbed. " You worked so hard baby." He said as Shokichi held him close. He kissed his chest softly as held one of his hands. He teleported out of Shokichi's arms and Shokichi pouted. Shokichi looked at him pouting and Takahiro went back into his arms. He felt kisses down his chest. " Love you " Takahiro said as he heard the recording of Shokichi's voice . " My baby has a beautiful voice" Takahiro continued and saw Shokichi's face become red . He kissed the blushing cheeks.
Takahiro knew how much he loved Shokichi . Does Shokichi know how much he loved him? He felt so bad for hurting him that he wanted to fix him and be his . He loved him for a long time. Nesmith was hurting him , he remembered what happened while him and Nesmith was alone that made him cry. He was told to hurt Shokichi to make him look good. Shokichi heard him whisper " No I can't , No I won't ." and held him close. " I know Nesmith told you to hurt me and not to stop" He said as Takahiro wiped the tear going down his cheek away . " Shh baby don't cry, He's gone now ." Shokichi said as he rubbed Takahiro's chest. Elly heard through the door frame, he felt even more guilty for what he did and he just sat against the wall , silently crying. Shokichi noticed this once he put down a sleeping Takahiro and walked out in the hallway. He sat down and Elly went to his lap , hugging him tightly . "It's not your fault , you didn't know. I forgive you ." Shokichi kept whispering into Elly's ear. Takahiro walked into the hallway after waking up , noticing Elly crying. He let Shokichi keep comforting him as he kissed the top of Shokichi's head. He watched him give Elly to Omi. He felt arms lift him up. " Your safe baby , sleep I got you ." He heard Shokichi whisper in his ear, kissing his cheek. Shokichi sat back down once he got back in the studio. " Home "Takahiro whispered as he teleported them to the house. Shokichi blinked , looking a little worried. He noticed Takahiro hugging him tightly, calming him down . They both fell asleep once they changed.

Takahiro couldn't sleep because he felt so much guilt  and started to cry. He nuzzled his face into a pillow and cried .  He still hasn't emotionally healed yet  from what all has happened.  Crying while Shokichi's asleep was helping him. Shokichi woke up to Takahiro crying and brought him close. " Both of us will never be emotionally healed " Shokichi said as he kissed Takahiro's tears away.  " I love you baby . so much ." Takahiro whispered softly as he fell back asleep. He fell back asleep as he felt Takahiro curl up to him.

Shokichi wakes up in a panic sensing Takahiro is missing and Takahiro surely isn't curled up against him . He looks around the room , worried  and he begins to loose breath .  " Oh no baby " Takahiro screams as he runs over to Shokichi who is on the floor in tears , trying to catch his breath. Takahiro knows Shokichi panics when he's gone.   " Shh baby I  got you , we're safe , your safe. " Takahiro whispers in his ear. Shokichi wraps his arms around him.

Shokichi nuzzles his nose against Takahiro's cheek. Takahiro noticed how Shokichi  calmed down.  He didn't want to let go and felt kisses go down his neck .   " We're safe baby , I don't want you worried ."  Takahiro said as he rested his head on Shokichi's lap . Takahiro feels two arms around him , he notices he's on Shokichi's lap.  He smiles as Shokichi holds on tighter.  " Baby your fine, I'm fine. " He said as  Shokichi's breath returned to normal. They both got up. Shokichi's lips  were against Takahiro's  lips almost automatically. 

They both went into work. Shokichi was holding Takahiro from behind. Sway looked at them and smiled . Shokichi let Takahiro  go and went to the studio. Takahiro did his schedule and went to check on Shokichi who was sleeping.  He got into Shokichi's arms, he knew his arms were open for him. He felt a squeeze. Shokichi's eyes opened, giving Takahiro a kiss. " Meanie" Takahiro said as Shokichi pouted. Takahiro ignored the pout and he heard a whine. He kissed the pout and knew Shokichi wanted more then just that.  " Are you sure baby?" He whispered into his ear.  He felt a hand unzip his pants. He started to cry and Shokichi stopped what he was doing.

Flashback 

Takahiro's hands were tied to the wall as  Tetsuya was fucking him harshly. He was screaming , the walls of the practice room were not sound proof as he heard the girls walk in angry and once they saw what was happening they started to fight Tetsuya off Takahiro. Kaede got Shokichi to come and help. Shokichi hugged Takahiro tightly. Akira walked in screamed at Tetsuya. Takahiro was a crying mess and shaking . Akira untied his hands. There was blood everywhere. Takahiro refused to go to the hospital.

Shokichi held Takahiro close knowing he's having a panic attack . He remembered what Tetsuya did to him , Takahiro fell asleep as he began editing songs . He kissed Takahiro's head . He went to the bathroom and threw up .

Takahiro teleported to Shokichi and saw him asleep against the toilet  . He washed his face off and lifted him up. " Baby.." He heard as a whisper. He coaxed Shokichi to go back to sleep as he just held him close, teleporting them home . He put him into bed letting him rest. He went to eat.  Shokichi woke up  on the bed .  He looked around, feeling scared.

Flashback 

Takahiro found Shokichi naked in Tetsuya's dressing room , crying. He needed to help him , he lifted him up quickly taking him to his room. He locked the door with them both inside, Shokichi curled up against him. Takahiro was gently cleaning him off.  " Sho I got you , your safe now."  He whispered into Shokichi's ear.

Takahiro was at Shokichi's side  nuzzling his nose against Shokichi's cheek. He was on Shokichi's lap now , hugging him tightly.  " Baby I'm okay " He heard Shokichi say but didn't want to let him go.  He felt a kiss on his lips.  The kisses started to get passionate. Takahiro kissed down Shokichi's chest.  He whines at bit as Shokichi inserts himself inside him . He moans as the thrusts go deep inside him , the thrusts get gradually faster and harsher  . Shokichi let's bite marks down Takahiro's chest as he releases inside him .  Takahiro starts to cry and teleports away . Shokichi turns into a wolf and starts to howl . He  just curls around Takahiro's  pillow and turns back into a human . He cries while holding the pillow. " I'm sorry Takahiro. I didn't mean it . Please come back." He cried loudly. Takahiro's head started to hurt as he heard him cry. He started to cry himself, he enjoyed that sex but he was scared so he teleported away. 

Shokichi fell asleep after crying. Takahiro teleported back to the bed , noticing Shokichi's tear stained cheeks . " Oh baby I did enjoy it , I'm sorry I scared you like that " he whispered as he kissed Shokichi's cheek softly.   He noticed Shokichi's cum was released , he licked down Shokichi's legs . " Baby continue" Shokichi said in a raspy voice as he woke up.  "I want to be in your arms ." Takahiro whispered as Shokichi pulls him up and into his arms. He holds onto him tightly as he feels cum leaking down his leg. Shokichi wipes the cum off gently , giving him a kiss.   He put a blanket around him. He noticed Takahiro falling asleep on his lap. He began to fall asleep himself. Takahiro pulled Shokichi down so that his head was on the pillow . " I'm staying "He whispered as he stayed on top of Shokichi. He fell asleep , so did Shokichi.

 They woke up a few hours later. Shokichi looked at Takahiro with a worried look. His cheek was kissed.  Shokichi just looked at him with a frown.  He was still upset from earlier . He was thinking about Akira . Akira sensed something was wrong from where he was.  " Takahiro I feel like our relationship isn't  working . Your forcing me to stay . If you were killed by those idiots .. I would of been sad but happy at the same time ." Shokichi said as he saw tears stream down Takahiro's face.  " Shokichi.. don't say it like that . I truly love you." Takahiro said as he cried hard.  Shokichi got up and left . Takahiro sobbed as Shokichi left and hugged  himself.   He used magic to fling  Shokichi at a wall when he came back to the room . Shokichi cried softly  looking up at him .  "B-baby I'm sorry " Shokichi said as he tried to get up. He coughed up blood and fainted .

" Shokichi please wake up . " Takahiro begged as he started crying. Shokichi coughed up more blood . Takahiro called Elly and told him what he did which was a bad idea. Takahiro was crying frantically as Shokichi woke up . Shokichi was crying because it hurt too much , he tried to move away from Takahiro. Akira teleported himself in and and saw blood . " Bubba" Shokichi whispered as he was laid in the bed as he saw Takahiro being beat up. Shokichi tried to explain that it was his fault and yelled what he said to Takahiro. Akira looked at him with disgust , healing Takahiro. Takahiro knew Shokichi was mourning still and looked at him .
Shokichi cried in pain . " Baby I'm sorry ." He cried out as Takahiro healed him , he was shaking . Takahiro watched him  and knew better not to touch him. " Takahiro " He  heard as a cry.  He crawled to the other side of the bed .  " Don't leave " He heard as a cry. He knows Shokichi wants to cuddle but he felt worse .  " I didn't mean wh-what I said . I just was upset " Shokichi said as he  looked over at Takahiro. 
Takahiro crawled into Shokichi's arms, he wiped the tears away.   " Baby calm, I'm not going to hurt you again, that really upset me . " He said as he snuggled up to him, clutching to Shokichi's shirt.
Shokichi noticed tears going down Takahiro's face , giving him a squeeze.  He slowly gave him a kiss as wiped the tears away.  There was still  blood on his shirt. Akira was watching the interaction because he knew Shokichi was upset when he said what he said , he knew Takahiro was scared to loose Shokichi but Shokichi was almost killed by him.  Both of them screwed up in his mind . Shokichi was still having trouble breathing so he took them to the hospital.
He was gasping for air but after a bit , stopped breathing. He was rushed into an empty room. . Naoto rushed into to see him and so did Atsushi. Atsushi slapped Takahiro alongside the head. " Atsushi don't" Shokichi said with a rasp . " I caused this mess." Shokichi said with a few tears coming down his cheeks.  Takahiro wiped Shokichi's tears away.  " Shh Sho your going to be fine." He said softly as he kissed his head and all of them left the room . Shokichi fell asleep.
The next day he woke up, feeling somewhat better . Takahiro was looking at him as he sat up slowly. " Shokichi I'm sorry . I feel guilty. I knew you were upset." Takahiro said as his hand was squeezed. He gave Shokichi  sweet soft kisses . He walked out with Shokichi who was discharged, he hid his face in Shokichi's side giving him a squeeze. " Aww are you okay? Baby we're safe . I'm okay. " Shokichi said as Takahiro shook his head. Takahiro teleported them home. He still had his face hid in Shokichi's side , Shokichi just held him close.  He was relaxed but still worried about Shokichi.  They were in bed .

" Kenchi" Shokichi said as he slowly woke up with his arms around around Kenchi. Takahiro was standing there worried they were in the studio but Kenchi noticed Shokichi was going to faint . Takahiro was scared , he wondered why Shokichi fainted like he did . He kissed the top of Shokichi's head as Kenchi let Shokichi go. Shokichi decided he wanted to stay in Kenchi's arms . Kenchi brought Shokichi to a conference room to ask him what's wrong. Shokichi started to say what was going on and that he felt sorry for bringing him into his problems and that nobody listened to him even after that incident.  Kenchi just wanted to hug him so tight .  He knew that Shokichi screwed up but he wanted to help anyway. He felt bad for him as he knew Takahiro was just using his kindness.  " K-Kenchi can I have a hug ?" Shokichi asked while shaking .  Kenchi noticed how shaky Shokichi was and hugged him tightly, keeping him close.  He heard sobs , he knew Shokichi was still in pain . He gives him a kiss on cheek. " I got you, your safe." Kenchi continuously whispered.  Kenchi wanted to fix this but he knew Shokichi had to fix it too.  Shokichi finally calmed down, the arms around him stayed around him protectively .  "I want to end it with Takahiro , it's hard to end it. I'm scared . I know I shouldn't of said what I said." Shokichi said while trying to steady his breathing.  " Is  he hurting you but you don't want to get him harmed ? " Kenchi asked and Shokichi  nodded.  He noticed the make  up on his face .
Sway  and Kazuki walked in the room , seeing their senior covered in bruises . They both touched Shokichi's hand and said " Don't let Takahiro fool you , he will kill you like he did Nesmith." and Kenchi's jaw dropped .  " You gotta run " Kenchi said as he called the police and had Takahiro taken away. Shokichi  was in Kenchi's arms   still , he just wanted to stay in them because he was scared . Kenchi looks at Shokichi who's now in wolf form  on his lap asleep. He doesn't want to leave Shokichi alone . He wraps his jacket around him as he lifted him . "Ken-san. Your so strong ." Shokichi said as he wrapped his legs around Kenchi's waist .  He took him to the car as he felt a kiss to his cheek and heard a shaky whispered "
Thank you".  He put him down on the seat .  He noticed that Shokichi lost more puppies and that's why he was more clingy then normal . He was upset. He knew Shokichi tried telling Takahiro but Takahiro didn't listen.  " Baby, Shokichi we can cuddle when we get home ." He said as he heard snores and continued to drive . Once they got home , he put Shokichi in bed , wrapping himself around him tightly.  " Ken..chi , are you going to stay?" Shokichi asked as he woke up. " Yes  I am , go to sleep you need it." Kenchi said as he watched Shokichi close his eyes.

Kenchi woke up the person  on top of him by giving him a quick kiss, he was shy. Shokichi saw Kenchi's flustered face.  He quickly kissed him back becoming shy , tugging at his shirt. He hugged him tightly. Kenchi smiled as he felt his neck get kissed. " Your so handsome, the puppies were going to look like you . I feel something coming from your stomach " He says as Shokichi looks surprised.  "
Huh I thought they were dead because of the blood , but some of them lived .  I was going to leave Takahiro because he didn't like that I was expecting."  Shokichi said as Kenchi kissed his tears away. He rubbed Shokichi's stomach as the puppies kept kicking. "You guys or girls are going to be as pretty as daddy." Kenchi whispered to Shokichi's stomach .  Shokichi smiled as he kissed Kenchi's head as he tried to get up. Kenchi texted the two people he trusted most  they Shokichi was pregnant. It was a rare for a male wolf to get pregnant. Kenchi looks at Shokichi then looks away.
Shokichi kisses down Kenchi's chest as he grinds against him. Kenchi stops him , giving him a kiss. " Shokichi calm down." He said as Shokichi begin to relax. Shokichi's touch to Kenchi's face was gentle. How did Takahiro not like this treatment? That's the question that went through Kenchi's head. Shokichi's touch to him was gentle, He really liked it.
Kenchi understands that Shokichi panics a lot so whenever he does pulls him close to him whispering into his ear that he's okay and not to be scared . He notices that Shokichi kisses his arm if he feels protected. Kenchi never feels tired when he helps Shokichi . They went to work , and separated for the day. Shokichi waited for him in the lobby. " Kenchi ." Kenchi heard Shokichi excitedly say as he hugged him tightly. Kenchi was a vampire and a warlock but Shokichi didn't care ,he truly loved Kenchi for how kind he is. He kissed Shokichi's lips as he buried his face into Shokichi's chest. Shokichi took him home.
He felt kisses go down his chest after they got home , whimpering softly as Kenchi strips his clothes off. " No teasing." He whispered softly as he bit Kenchi's neck softly.  He whined in pain and Kenchi stopped. Kenchi cradled Shokichi's head against his chest. " Are you sure you want this ?" He asked and Shokichi nodded .  He put his dick inside Shokichi  and started to move slowly .  He heard moans as he kissed down his back , turning him around. As the thrusts got harasher , Shokichi's moans got louder as he released on the sheets.  Kenchi released inside him as he heard a whimper, Shokichi was trying to catch his breath as a loud moan came out and Kenchi pulled out.
Shokichi was  washed off gently as he cuddled close to Kenchi . He buried his blushing face into Kenchi's side as they both began to fall asleep. He held the hand that was rubbing his stomach tightly. He was asleep.

Shokichi woke up curled up to his Kenchi's side . It took him a couple days to decide to make Kenchi be his boyfriend. He remembered that day he was told to run but wanted to be in Kenchi's arms instead. He sat on the counter as Kenchi cooked , huffing a bit . Kenchi stopped and gave him a kiss. They went into work , Akira noticed how they couldn't be separated. Shokichi was watching Kenchi dance , he ran over to catch him as he fell. He felt Kenchi's face bury in his chest.  " Baby are you alright?" Shokichi asked as Kenchi nodded. He felt a quick kiss.
Kenchi and Tetsuya knew Nesmith's motives to get him to stay. Tetsuya also knows Takahiro's motives which he told Kenchi why he tried to get Shokichi to stay with him , it wasn't to hurt him . Shokichi knew Akira felt like shit too but was scared to tell anyone. He noticed cuts on Akira's arms and pulled him into another room and asked him what's wrong. He noticed Akira start crying, Kenchi and Tetsuya were also in the room as Akira explained what happened . Shokichi looked at Kenchi because he couldn't find words to say.
" I'm surprised the stylists knew about this and didn't tell anyone, even Hiro knew ." Tetsuya said as he wiped Akira's tears away. Kenchi wrapped his arms around Shokichi's waist. " Ken" Shokichi whispered as he smiled. He looked at Tetsuya and Akira cuddled up to each other . " Baby let's leave them alone" Shokichi said as he let Kenchi pull him out of the room. Shokichi stayed in Kenchi's arms for a bit longer as they shared a kiss. He wiggled out of his arms trying to find food. Kenchi sighs as he helps Shokichi find food. Shokichi eats the chocolate he was given . He snuggled against Kenchi . At least he was safe , closing his eyes. He fell asleep as Kenchi rubbed his stomach. He felt a blanket on him , he woke up in bed. He noticed that Kenchi took them home . "Baby " Kenchi said as he sat on his lap , hugging him tightly. "So cute" Shokichi said as he kissed Kenchi's lips. " Exile is ending, Akira said that he wanted it to end because too many members are going to leave." Shokichi said . He kissed Kenchi's tears away. He just sat there and let Kenchi cry into his shirt . He kissed down Kenchi's cheek.
Kenchi kissed Shokichi's neck softly as he grinded against him , Shokichi took off his pants slowly and inserted himself inside him . The thrusts were slow and gentle. Kenchi begged for harder and deeper thrusts as he moved his hips faster. Shokichi moaned as his thrusts got faster deeper , harsher and faster . Kenchi squirted then fully released as Shokichi released inside him. Shokichi cleaned off Kenchi as hickies were being left on his neck.  "I'm not leaving you ever" Shokichi said as Kenchi made him hard again.  " I like seeing you this way. You're so beautiful " Shokichi said as Kenchi was pushed onto the bed and he thrusted slow and hard into him . Kenchi released on the sheets and as Shokichi released in him. Kenchi pulled into Shokichi's arms and given soft kisses. They both fell asleep.

Shokichi noticed that Kenchi was curled up to his chest when he woke up. The older man was cute to him , he traced Kenchi's face with his finger .  He felt a kiss to his lips. " You were awake the whole time." Shokichi said . "I'm good at acting  or am I ?" Kenchi asked as he was kissed .  He smiled at Kenchi then hid his face. Kenchi thought this reaction was cute and hugged him tightly , pouting. " My baby " He said in a pouting voice . Shokichi unhid his face and kissed Kenchi. " Baby don't be upset , I'm here." Shokichi whispered into Kenchi's ear softly as he rocked him.
They both went into work . Kenchi didn't want to separate and Shokichi knew this but told him that he'll meet him later. He meets Shokichi in the studio and sat in his lap while he was editing songs. Nothing is better then this is what he thought. He was kissed softly as he snuggled close to Shokichi's chest, holding him tightly. Akira and Tetsuya noticed this sight and smiled . They've never saw Kenchi fall for someone this bad and are surprised that Shokichi doesn't complain about him being too clingy. 
" Baby boy " Kenchi whispered into Shokichi's ear as he looked at Shokichi cutely . Shokichi smiled softly as he heard a yawn. He let Kenchi sleep on his lap as he edited songs .  " I remember the time I was crying in Tetsuya's dressing room , Tetsuya was comforting me ..but the  thway Takahiro saw it.."  Shokichi said as he heard Kenchi said he remembers that .  " Oi , stop scaring me like that ." Shokichi said as he kissed Kenchi's pout. " He was doing nothing wrong but why were you naked?" Kenchi asked  and Shokichi blushed.
Tetsuya walked in the room . " I was .. I was trying out something " Shokichi said as Tetsuya walked into the room. He felt a hand hold his, Akira pulled him out . Shokichi felt Kenchi leave his arms , he looked at him , shaking. "He .. hurt me .. " Shokichi said as he cried . Akira punched Tetsuya in the hallway while they were listening in. Shokichi knew Akira was there but who did he hit. He saw Tetsuya laying down in the hallway unconscious. He cuddled up to Kenchi on the couch . He was crying , Kenchi was holding him tightly. " I'm not leaving " Kenchi said.  He felt Akira's hand on his shoulder, and heard him whisper " Your safe , don't worry." .  He kissed down Kenchi's cheek .  " Was he going to hurt Shokichi ?" He heard Kenchi ask Akira .  "Uh uh"  Akira answered.  " Kenchi can I ?" Akira asked as he noticed Shokichi cuddling close to Kenchi , growling .  " I think Shokichi wants to be alone with me , no." Kenchi said as Akira left. " Sho -Chan I got you shh" Kenchi whispered. Shokichi was on Kenchi's lap , hugging him tightly.  He noticed lips against his and  smirked. He moaned softly as the kisses got rougher, pulling away as he began to loose breath. Kenchi was tracing the tattoos on Shokichi's arm wondering why Shokichi kept them.

Kenchi and Shokichi knew each other for a long time but never were as close as they are now. Kenchi kisses down  Shokichi's neck  , smiling as Shokichi was relaxed in his lap.  He noticed Shokichi fell asleep. " Puppy " he whispered as he noticed Shokichi turned into his wolf form . Kenchi laughs quietly at how comfortable Shokichi was to not control his ability to change into a wolf when he is sleeping. He rested his head on the fur and teleported them home. " Kenchi" He heard Shokichi whisper as he held him close.  He knew Shokichi lost the puppies because he's never left alone . He rested head against his stomach, feeling no kicking. His hair was played with.  
Shokichi knew Kenchi sensed something was wrong, he kissed his head. He noticed Kenchi 's eyes had a sad look to them and hugged him tighter . He kissed his cheek softly and he knew people were manipulating him to stay away from Kenchi. Kenchi was hurt in multiple situations too and Shokichi noticed this. Shokichi will never stay away from Kenchi , he keeps getting weird texts telling him to stay away from Kenchi. He showed Kenchi the texts that tell him to stay away from him and he walked out of the room. Kenchi started crying and Shokichi's never heard Kenchi cry before. Shokichi looked at Kenchi, calling Sway to ask him about if he's getting weird texts and sway answered that he was . Shokichi began to cry and Kenchi came over to him ,hugging him tightly. " Baby" He whispered softly, Kenchi just held on tighter. " I'm going no where." Kenchi said as he traced the tattoo of the man he was holding.
" I'm glad baby , I'm just as upset as you are . I just want to be with you . " Shokichi said as his neck was kissed. His baby . His Kenchi was seducing him , he just couldn't resist to let out a moan. He was embarrassed and blushed . Kenchi noticed and pouting saying sorry in a cute way. He felt arms around his waist and a kiss to his lips. He clung to the body that lifted him up. Shokichi noticed Kenchi bury his face in his chest once he sat down . They both sat in silence, calming down . These texts were scaring them.
Shokichi felt Kenchi's lips travel down his chest, he noticed little bite marks. He moaned as he felt Kenchi suck his dick noticing him grind against the sheets. " Baby in me , please" Kenchi heard in a moan, he flipped Shokichi over sliding his dick inside him. He began to thrust slowly , Shokichi whined and moaned . The thrusts became harsher and faster, Shokichi moaned as he felt kisses down his back. Kenchi releases inside him as he noticed Shokichi release on the sheets . He pulled out , starting to clean Shokichi off . He let Shokichi curl up to his chest. The worry they had was temporarily gone , both of them fell asleep after sharing gentle kisses.

Kenchi woke up first,  looking at Shokichi curled up to him . He moved away slowly. Shokichi woke up and looked up at him . He kissed Kenchi's cheek as he was helped up. He was asked if he felt okay and just hid his face  in Kenchi's chest , that tells Kenchi that he was still scared  about those text messages. He calmed down after awhile. They both went into work.
Shokichi let Kenchi onto his lap as he worked on songs , he noticed Kenchi was asleep and kissed his cheek as he let him . He continued working. Atsushi was smiling as he looked through the window. Shokichi just continued working as Kenchi woke up and kissed him softly. " Sho Chan is so comfy, I could stay in his lap all day" Kenchi said in a cute voice which caused Shokichi's grip to be tighter. Kenchi watched him edit songs and suggested some edits which Shokichi gladly did . Shokichi took a break and put Kenchi on the couch them he got something to eat. He came back to Kenchi all beaten and got angry , Atsushi rushed in the room and explained how he tried to help Kenchi and broke down . He hasn't seen Atsushi cry this hard before. He tried to calm Atsushi down so that the explanation can be easily explained. He cleaned Kenchi up as he listened to the explanation Atsushi gave. He was upset at himself.
Kenchi snuggled close to Shokichi , wiping his tears away . He felt a kiss to his lips and heard a whispered sorry . He noticed how sad Shokichi was and tried to calm him down. " Baby I'll be okay." Kenchi said as he held Shokichi on his lap , giving him a few more kisses. He watched a face bury into his chest. “ I haven’t seen him calm down like that before “ Atsushi said . “ Takahiro always had him worried thinking he did something wrong.” Atsushi said . “ You were threatened to take him to see Takahiro that day , weren’t you? Because I know know Naoto would never have let you do that .” Kenchi said and Atsushi nodded.
“ it’s not your fault , Atsushi .” Hiro said as he walked in . Shokichi’s eyes widened as he looked over at how Atsushi was holding on to Hiro. “ You guys are , uh.. dating ?” Shokichi tried ask as Kenchi tried to get Hiro to avoid the questions. “ We’ve known each other for a long time so.. it was bound to happen.” Hiro said as he smiled at Atsushi. “ My wife is okay with it , I told her and we divorced. I still get to see the kids and so does Atsushi. She doesn’t mind.” Hiro continued. Both of them left the room as Kenchi and Shokichi were still shocked.
Kisses went down Shokichi’s cheeks and Kenchi saw a smile . Kenchi teleported them back home , he let Shokichi clean off his wounds and cuddled close to him . Kenchi did heal himself a tiny bit but just wanted Shokichi to play nurse which made Shokichi roll his eyes.

" Ken" Shokichi whispered as he looked at Kenchi . Kenchi noticed Shokichi was worried. " I'm just glad it wasn't you who got hurt . I've watched you get hurt but was scared to intervene. " Kenchi says as he tried not to cry . Shokichi just held on to him as he kissed his cheek. He just looked at the man who fell asleep on his lap , hugging him tightly. He thought Kenchi was cute while sleeping so he took a picture, he noticed Kenchi was smiling . He pouted as he began to fall asleep.
" Sleep  baby I got you " Kenchi said half asleep as he laid Shokichi down  then snuggled up to him .  They fell asleep . Kenchi was curled up to Shokichi when he woke up.  Shokichi thought Kenchi was cute unlike Takahiro who made him scared everytime.  He felt free with Kenchi even though he was still scared. Kenchi felt a tear fall down his cheek and held onto Shokichi tightly . " Sh baby I'm here don't cry " He heard Shokichi whisper as he woke up slowly , noticing he was in Shokichi's lap. Shokichi's heart beat made Kenchi calm down.
" Are you sure you want to visit Takahiro? Even after what he did to you?" Kenchi asked as he went to visit Takahiro with Shokichi. They both saw a beaten Takahiro, they noticed how shaky Takahiro was when he talked and there was blood near his ankle . Takahiro explained that the guard did it. He was scared to endure it again . Shokichi teared up , Takahiro didn't deserve this in his mind that's probably why he was clingy towards Shokichi the first time he was out. Kenchi noticed he was coughing up blood , he found a way to get him out to get him medical care.  The doctors noticed how scared Takahiro was.  Shokichi was in the corner trying not to cry because he hated how this happened and Takahiro motioned him to come over so he did . Takahiro was trying to say how sorry he was for the way he treating  him and everything that happened. He passed out. Kenchi noticed the connection they had and noticed how worried Shokichi got and held him close. He knew Takahiro would live. He wants to hear both sides of the relationship before he makes a conclusion.
Takahiro explains his end of the relationship and admits his faults and knows Shokichi admitted his already . He listens to Shokichi's side and noticed he was neglecting his emotions. He knew that he was trying to fix that before getting others involved  but Shokichi truly didn't know that others would of hurt him that's what Takahiro knows. " Bubba" Shokichi heard Takahiro whisper .
Shokichi noticed how shy Takahiro when he explained how much he loved him and still loves him . He knows he screwed up  ,starting to cry , Takahiro notices this  and pouted because he wanted to cuddle up to him and make him feel better so he teleported to Shokichi's lap.  Shokichi noticed this because Takahiro would do this all the time if he was upset.

" Bubba " Takahiro said as he was shy and tried not to . " I wanted our relationship to be over because too many people were getting involved with it and I felt like I was getting guilt tripped to leave you . That's why I told Kenchi about how I felt instead of you." Shokichi said as Kenchi smiled . " So you weren't going to kill him" Kenchi asked and Takahiro shook his head . " I would never do that , I accidentally hurt him because he made me upset and I couldn't control my emotions . I'm sorry . I haven't felt anger before." Takahiro said as his tears were kissed away. " Baby don't cry ." Shokichi whispered in his ear. " I don't want to go back please don't let them hurt me." Takahiro pleaded . Kenchi bailed him out . " Actually I begged to see Takahiro." Shokichi said , feeling guilty . Kenchi let them know that he'll always be there for them as he left . He knew Shokichi was happy and that he treated him well so he smiled. Meanwhile Takahiro and Shokichi were talking about how they felt because Takahiro knew Shokichi kissed Kenchi and Shokichi looked at Kenchi with tears in his eyes but he knew he didn't want to hurt Takahiro nor Kenchi . He had to make a choice for both of their safety so he choose Kenchi because he knew he everyone would be trying to harm his relationship if he ever has one again with Takahiro. He cries softly as he walks up to Kenchi but Kenchi noticed how heartbroken Shokichi and told them both he'll tell Atsushi and Hiro about what happened.
Eyes glared at Shokichi the next day in the office, he started to panic, going into a corner and crying . " You guys really hurt him " Atsushi and Hiro said in unison . " Takahiro didn't really have any motives to hurt him , even though there's bruises on Shokichi he endures them because they're mainly caused by flashbacks that only Shokichi can calm down. " Atsushi continued as Hiro tried to get Shokichi out of the corner . Shokichi finally comes out but he's still crying. Takahiro coaxed Shokichi to get into the conference room and talk to him and Kenchi . Shokichi had Takahiro on his lap as he talked . Takahiro noticed how Ryuji stared at Shokichi . He asked if that's why Shokichi acted the way he did . Kenchi saw the nod and saw the tears well up in his eyes . He asked Takahiro if Shokichi could be on his lap. Takahiro complied and saw how calm Shokichi got . Takahiro knows it's time to end it because they'll end up hurting each other. Takahiro explains to Shokichi that he should be Kenchi due to the past and that's what Shokichi remembers if he keeps going back to him . Shokichi knows Takahiro is right because the same things will happen again and clutches Kenchi's shirt tightly. " Takahiro's right . You seem happier with me , right? " Kenchi asked as Shokichi nodded . Shokichi snuggled into Kenchi's chest. Takahiro was about to cry even though he did the right thing  . He realized there's no them anymore and started crying. Shokichi heard the cries and went over to Takahiro and hugged him.

Once Shokichi let Takahiro go , he watched Takahiro collapse to the floor. He picked him up and held him close. " Heartbroken and hurt too many times." Kenchi said . " I don't know what to do. " Shokichi said. " Well we could help .. " Hiro said as him and Atsushi looked in from the door way. Takahiro held on to Shokichi tighter.
Kenchi felt bad for Takahiro but he knew Shokichi didn't know what he truly wanted . He felt like Shokichi agreed to not see Takahiro get hurt again. Kenchi watching the struggles that Shokichi and Takahiro went through to stay together actually hurt him . Kenchi remembers Takahiro being so happy but what happened Shokichi and that caused Takahiro to break. He knows that probably is why Shokichi felt safe in his arms because Shokichi was finally away from people using his kindness to tear his relationships apart.
Shokichi's heart beat wasn't steady , he started to panic and Takahiro woke up . He heard Takahiro whisper that he's okay and that he himself was safe . Kenchi noticed the interaction and thought to himself that it was good.
Takahiro was overly protective of Shokichi and everyone in the room knew that. " Are you sure you want to leave me?" Takahiro whispered in his ear. He saw Shokichi shake his head. " Kenchi, I changed my mind . I'm sorry . I'm glad I had you while I did. " Shokichi said . " You'll have me always . If anything goes wrong call me." Kenchi says . Shokichi nods as he feels Takahiro snuggle against him. Hiro and Atsushi walked out of the room then Shokichi and Takahiro. Shokichi felt a face bury in his side, he kissed the top of Takahiro's head. " Baby you're okay . I'm okay" Shokichi said as he felt lips against his.  He noticed how legs wrapped around his waist  as Takahiro jumped up . His neck was kissed softly  then he looked down at Takahiro  who was acting innocent. The others noticed how scared Takahiro was and the kiss to Shokichi's neck indicated that fear.
Mandy touched Takahiro's hand realizing there's trust still towards him but he knows the rest of them will have to gain the trust back . He was gentle. Mandy knew him and Kenchi knew the truth .  Shokichi remembers the argument he had with Takahiro which caused him to get hurt.  He was teleported to home, Takahiro got down  laying Shokichi down and snuggled close to him . Takahiro felt arms pull him closer to the man that was he snuggled up to. He looked up at Shokichi , rubbing his stomach. " I should of listened to you more." Takahiro said as he felt a kiss to his lips. Shokichi just smiled and kisses Takahiro back. He whimpered as he looked away. " Baby what happened?" Takahiro asked . Kenchi sensed fear and teleported to where Shokichi was.  " He's scared . Not of you" Kenchi said .   " Are you sure about us?" Takahiro asked and Shokichi shook his head .  " I understand that you think something will happen." Takahiro said as he heard Shokichi say the words no don't.

Shokichi screamed help as Kenchi tried to get him out of Takahiro's grasp . Takahiro was tied up and Shokichi was crying while Kenchi was holding him. " Baby shh , I'm here." Kenchi whispered into Shokichi's ear.  Akira teleported to see if Shokichi was alright .  " Kenchi , please  take Shokichi with you because I trust you." Akira said and Kenchi nodded.  Kenchi teleported himself and Shokichi to his house, he felt a kiss to his lips. " Bubba" Shokichi whispered into Kenchi's ear giving him a hug . He was checking and healing Shokichi as he felt Shokichi's grip get tighter, giving his cheek a kiss. The only thing he can't heal is the mental pain and fear that Shokichi feels . He knew the others were right Takahiro can never change. He kissed Shokichi's neck . Shokichi sensed fear and laid down , playing with Kenchi's hair. " Puppy " He heard Kenchi whisper as turned into a wolf because the fear sensed was above anything he's sensed before, he felt a face bury in fur and felt tears. Kenchi felt guilt not fear . Shokichi tried to cheer him up , he saved him from Takahiro .
Kenchi looked at wolf who was sleeping looking at the paw wrapped around him as he watched the transformation back into a human , he softly kissed Shokichi's lips.  Shokichi heard the whispered I love you and smiled . Kenchi snuggled up to Shokichi and fell asleep slowly holding Shokichi's arm .  He was crying in his sleep, Shokichi woke up and rocked him slowly. " Never again " He whispered as Shokichi woke him up . "Baby don't be scared ." He heard Shokichi say as he nuzzled his face into Shokichi's chest.  " Kenchi..I love you so much . Don't worry I'm here through everything." Shokichi said as tears went down his face.  Kenchi kissed tears away. "I love you a lot , seeing you get hurt , hurt me a lot too because I was scared to do anything." Kenchi said as Shokichi  kissed him softly as he felt the urge to cling to him . " I'm glad you saved me, can we stay like this?" Shokichi said .  Shokichi knows Kenchi likes being in his lap, snuggled close so he lets him.  It's cute to him and he felt kisses his neck. He whimpered ,Kenchi thought it was adorable to tease Shokichi by leaving bite marks down his chest. Kenchi noticed Shokichi wanted more so he slipped off his boxers , taking Shokichi and flipping him over, slamming inside of him , beginning to move slowly. Shokichi's moans filled the room. He released inside Shokichi , he moved to Shokichi's lap and adjusted himself. Shokichi started to move as Kenchi moved . The movements became faster and harsher , Kenchi moaned loudly . There was love bites all over their bodies . Shokichi released inside Kenchi as he heard a loud moan , Kenchi released again and he caught it in his mouth and swallowed . He heard a whine , he pulled out then he cleaned Kenchi up then himself . He let Kenchi snuggle up to his side.

" Bubba " Kenchi heard Shokichi whisper.   Kenchi had Shokichi in his arms.  He knew Shokichi couldn't sleep.  He kissed down Shokichi's chest knowing that calms him , Shokichi falls back asleep. He fell asleep snuggled up to Shokichi's side , giving him a kiss.  A few hours later Shokichi  woke up but didn't want to move because Kenchi was snuggled up to him.  The elder looked cute to Shokichi  and kissed his lips gently. He never thought Kenchi liked guys . He sat up and Kenchi moved to his lap , going back to sleep. " Baby stay." He heard Kenchi whisper.  " How long did you like me for?" Shokichi asked . " Since you were with Nesmith ." Kenchi answered . 
Flashback
Shokichi was in Kenchi's arms  scared .  Nesmith was hurting him , Kenchi knew that much. Kenchi  felt a kiss to his lips , his  grip around Shokichi tightened since the fear was sensed . Shokichi fell asleep in his arms.  Kenchi promised to keep him safe.

Kenchi  knew he kept his promise but fell in love .  Shokichi smiled as the elder kissed him again.  Kenchi loved being in Shokichi's arms and he let Shokichi know that.  Atsushi was right about something once Kenchi falls in love he's super protective. Kenchi was holding onto Shokichi protectively  while on his lap.  Shokichi smiled at the man on his lap.  He thought Kenchi was being cute but he noticed he was upset . " Baby don't be upset." Shokichi said as he rubbed Kenchi's back. He watched Kenchi calm. " It's my turn to return the favor and protect you ." Shokichi said as Kenchi kissed him softly. Kenchi wrapped his legs around Shokichi's waist . He was carried downstairs. Shokichi felt kisses as he fell down the stairs. Kenchi got worried as he started to check Shokichi for any bruises. He felt a hand rub his back trying to calm him down . " I'm okay baby I got you ." Shokichi said as he smiled . He was given kisses and held close. Shokichi pouted , looking down.  Kenchi noticed Shokichi had a carpet burn, he put medicine on it.  He felt arms wrap tightly around him as he began to cook. Shokichi was given a plate and gave Kenchi a gentle kiss . He felt a body sit on his lap after he was done. He knew Kenchi was still frightened. Kenchi was was curled up into Shokichi's chest, his back back was being rubbed . He was kissed softly. He loved Shokichi so much but he feels like Shokichi's still in love with Takahiro. He and Shokichi knew Takahiro did things that he couldn't help . They heard a scream . It was Takahiro and they went to look. Takahiro was getting hurt , Shokichi had the urge to help but looked at Kenchi. " Akira is doing all the harm , I know it . Takahiro didn't know how to say it was him ." Shokichi said as watched Takahiro walk up to the door, coughing blood .  " Takahiro, I know Akira is making you do all this but why?" Shokichi asked as Kenchi healed him.

" So you killed Nesmith because Akira helped him cheat by using you ." Shokichi said as he started to cry , Takahiro wiped his tears away. " You were trying to save him because Akira was using you to get to him but you fell in love with him ." Kenchi said as he saw a nod and Takahiro breaking down. Shokichi noticed and pulled him close. "Atsushi and Hiro knew but were too late to stop it " Takahiro said . Shokichi just held Takahiro . Kenchi knew Takahiro was telling the truth . Shokichi knew Takahiro was always over at Kenchi's place if he needed a place to stay.
" Akira manipulated Tetsuya too , also everyone into believing I'm the bad guy." Takahiro said as his heart stopped beating for a second. " Baby don't die." Shokichi said as Takahiro's heart beat went back to normal. " I'm fine . Just scared. Kenchi always believed me ." Takahiro said . Shokichi  just held Takahiro tightly.  He wrapped a blanket around Takahiro, feeling a hand hold his. " Takahiro does love you very much , he never meant to scare you or hurt you ." Kenchi said. He knew Kenchi was right , Takahiro would never hurt him or never meant to. He looked at the man curled up in his chest. He knew Takahiro never met harm and always wanted him safe. Everytime Takahiro hurt him , it was a flashback , he knew this and tried calm him down. Kenchi also knew that  but because he let himself get hurt because he knew Takahiro would get scared if he was forced out of these flashbacks.  He noticed Shokichi  give Takahiro a kiss.  Shokichi and Takahiro missed each other, Kenchi knew that. Takahiro fell asleep on Shokichi's lap, Kenchi smiled. " You should stay with Takahiro for the night , I'm fine here alone." Kenchi said as he teleported them to the guest room. He woke up snuggled against Takahiro's chest. Takahiro smiled at him as  he held his hand tightly.  "I love you so much. " Shokichi said as he kissed him. Takahiro explains how much he loves him , he noticed how Shokichi started to cry. " Baby don't cry, shh." Takahiro said as he explained how he wanted to fix himself but everyone except Shokichi and Kenchi wanted him to . He noticed how Shokichi kissed his tears away , he was the one that was supposed to protect Shokichi from the people he thought that he was able to trust. Shokichi let Takahiro bury his face into his chest, he noticed how Takahiro cuddled up to him. Kenchi was smiling as he was listening in to the conversation, He wished the others would of let them talk out how they felt. He knew that wasn't possible as they wanted to make Takahiro look bad even though Takahiro was weak. Shokichi noticed how Takahiro fell back asleep. He was sad still , squeezing Takahiro. He felt a kiss on his chest. " Baby don't worry I'm here . I got you ." He heard as a whisper. He smiled as he pouted for a kiss , he felt a kiss to his lips.

" Baby. " Shokichi said as he looked away. Takahiro  tries to get Shokichi to look at him and he starts crying. Shokichi starts to cry as Takahiro kisses his tears away.  " Takahiro I love you so much ." He says as he feels the arms around him tighten . He yawns ssoftly as he falls asleep. Takahiro gets up and tucks him in . "Kenchi, was he sleeping ever ? " Takahiro asked as he walked out into the hallway . " I could I never get him to sleep, he couldn't forget the time you guys had. He kept crying. I kept him safe ." Kenchi  said . Shokichi was tossing and turning. He was having a nightmare.
Takahiro crawled into Shokichi's arms , he was relived when he calmed him down . " Takahiro don't leave ." Shokichi started repeating. This broke Takahiro's heart and Shokichi's eyes opened. He was giving Shokichi a dozen kisses per minute. " Hmm baby I'm okay ." Shokichi said. Takahiro searches Shokichi's body for bruises. His baby . His Shokichi . Is okay. " Baby you are so cute , I'm okay . " Shokichi said as he pulled Takahiro on top of him. He smiled as he kissed him softly.
Shokichi held Takahiro tightly , feeling legs wrap around his waist, arms wrapping around his neck . He kept Takahiro in his arms as he got up kissing the top of his head. He loved Takahiro so much even when he was like this , he held Takahiro like a child as he talked to Kenchi .He started to remember how he saved Takahiro and after every show would hold him like this . Kenchi didn't know that happened but Keiji did and didn't tell him because he was so fed up and wanted to leave. Exile is ending on a bad note Kenchi continued .
Takahiro snuggled up to Shokichi's chest as he listened. He knew what he did was wrong but him and Shokichi were getting hurt , he explained that to Kenchi . Kenchi understood as Shokichi tried to calm Takahiro down. He patted Takahiro's head. " You'll be okay." He whispered.  Shokichi smiled as Takahiro kissed him. His arm was kissed and he heard it's my turn to to protect you whispered into his ear . He realized that Takahiro fell asleep in his arms. He continued talking to Kenchi as Takahiro shivered . He put Takahiro back into the bed and let him sleep. He sat on the corner of the bed smiling . Takahiro pulled him into the bed , he heard a giggle . He held a sleeping Shokichi tightly. He fell back asleep. He noticed that Shokichi's face was buried in his chest now.  His baby.  His Shokichi is in his arms, he missed that so much.  He kissed Shokichi's head softly. " I love you so much." He said as Shokichi's fingers connected with his . He missed this so much , he let tears quietly go down his face. He felt kisses go down his cheeks. He smiled as he looked at Shokichi's eyes.

Shokichi remembers before his  debut when Takahiro always made time to visit him but was kept away from him , he hugged Takahiro tightly. Takahiro remembers this too  because Shokichi always had him on his lap while singing to him . He snuggled up to his chest.  He remembers this kisses being sweet.  He was never a distraction to Shokichi.  Nesmith tried to always get in the way even though the relationship never hurt both groups . Shokichi always liked holding Takahiro. He looked down at Takahiro.
Takahiro let Shokichi hug Kenchi , he noticed it was very tight and that Kenchi lifted him up. He knew that Shokichi fell in love with Kenchi. He noticed that he might be ruining something even though Kenchi told them to be together. He wasn't jealous because knew just to hold Shokichi . Shokichi was wiping Kenchi's tears away. " Hey I know it's hard to move on , I don't want to see you like this and I personally didn't want this, I feel like Takahiro needs me." He heard Shokichi say . Shokichi noticed Takahiro near them , he started to tell Shokichi how he felt and just locked himself inside the room . Kenchi knows Shokichi is emotionally drained from Takahiro ,He just rocks Shokichi slowly. He knows that he should talk to Takahiro instead . Shokichi was put down on Kenchi's bed and fell asleep. Kenchi noticed Shokichi's eyes were red and knew he never actually went to sleep. Kenchi talked to Takahiro about how Shokichi felt and how happy he was with him . Takahiro knows that he was killing Shokichi's emotions by making him act loving towards him when Shokichi didn't really want to be. He knew Kenchi's loving nature was natural and he knew Shokichi loved that. Kenchi noticed Shokichi standing at the door pouting, he knew that Shokichi missed his arms around him but told him to wait . Takahiro noticed how Shokichi waited patiently for Kenchi . He knew Shokichi's actions towards him were rushed because of how Shokichi actually felt. Kenchi noticed how Shokichi's face buried into his chest , it felt normal to him. He knew Shokichi felt manipulated by Takahiro. He knew talking to Takahiro helped Shokichi. He  noticed how how Shokichi held onto him. Takahiro noticed how Kenchi cared about him and it just wasn't about how he felt anymore . He knew that Shokichi wanted to move on but was scared to. He manipulated Shokichi to stay way too many times, Akira was right about him hurting Shokichi physically.  He just started crying as he admitted hurting Shokichi physically and telling Shokichi to lie about it. 
Kenchi knew Akira and Tetsuya were right . He noticed Shokichi starting to shake and held him close. Akira teleports to where they are and Shokichi noticed how angry he got . Akira kisses the top of Shokichi's head.  Shokichi 's arms were around Akira's waist, he was looking up at him . He noticed how calm Akira got. Akira explained how Takahiro was trying to make him look bad and like he was crazy.  He a felt a kiss to his lips. " Your not crazy, I just wonder why he choose me to use." Shokichi said .

Shokichi was snuggled against Akira's chest. He was crying because of how much he was hurt . Akira trusted Kenchi but he knew Kenchi was talked into this by Takahiro not Shokichi . He just wanted to keep Shokichi safe . Him and Tetsuya want to keep Shokichi safe. He noticed how Shokichi was finally sleeping. He began to falling asleep. Shokichi woke up with arms wrapped around him tightly, kissing the bicep and the grip tightened. He giggled knowing how cute Akira's protectiveness is . Akira's eyes opened to see Shokichi giggling. He gave him a gentle kiss like old times . He noticed where they were and smiled. Shokichi noticed and kept kissing Akira . " I still love you ." Shokichi heard Akira admit in a whisper.
Shokichi noticed how shy Akira got so he just curled up to him . Akira smiled and just stayed there. Tetsuya looked at them and smiled. " You took care of him well , thank you " Shokichi said as he was kissed softly. " No problem. He missed you so much ." Tetsuya said as he laid on top of him . " You missed me too?" Shokichi said as he noticed Akira smile . Tetsuya got really shy as he nodded . He wiped Shokichi's tears away. " So you weren't hurting Takahiro back then?" Shokichi asked as noticed Tetsuya shake his head . "Baby did he hurt you ? " Tetsuya asked as Shokichi started to cry. Tetsuya kisses Shokichi softly as he heard a yes. He noticed how the kisses got passionate. Akira was asleep so Tetsuya was making out with Shokichi,he pulled away to catch his breath , resting his head on Shokichi's chest. He fell asleep. Shokichi kissed the top of  his head. He noticed a smile and the arms around him tighten. He whispered "I love you"  into  Tetsuya's ear.  He fell asleep. Akira and Tetsuya woke a few minutes later letting Shokichi sleep. They got up and Shokichi was curled up in a ball.
They noticed he missed Kenchi when he went into work with them . They noticed Kenchi looked a mess and Shokichi going over to him . Shokichi was rocking him back and forth. Tetsuya and Akira knew Kenchi tried his best. They just watched Shokichi kiss Kenchi.  They really want Shokichi to be with Kenchi . " Baby boy sleep I'm here ." Kenchi whispered as he noticed Shokichi snuggled up to his side.  Shokichi hugged Kenchi tightly beginning to fall asleep. He felt a kiss that was soft and smiled . " I missed you so much" He heard Kenchi whisper as he wrapped his legs around Kenchi's waist. Kenchi lifted him up  , noticing he was finally asleep. The grip was tight. He noticed Shokichi start to shake and calmed him down. " Shokichi I'm here . I won't hurt you. You've been hurt enough. Don't go again I missed you. ." He said as a tear fell , Shokichi kissed it away . Akira and Tetsuya noticed this interaction. They knew Kenchi cared a lot about Shokichi. They distanced themselves for awhile . Shokichi's lips were against Kenchi's lips.

Kenchi knew Shokichi for a long time that he knows Shokichi tries things until he's emotionally done. Takahiro never understood that like he does. Kenchi knows that Shokichi was trying to help Takahiro but was done after nothing could be fixed . He noticed how sad Shokichi was and how he was coming in with bruises . It's been months  since Shokichi tried to leave Takahiro and Kenchi was holding him close.  Kenchi felt a kiss to his lips , Shokichi was looking at him with a blushing face.  He was kissing Shokichi softly as the kisses got harsh.  He smiled in between kisses. Shokichi's arms wrapped around Kenchi as Kenchi's arms were around his neck . " So cute " Shokichi said as he let Kenchi bury  his face into his chest.  He smiled ,the chest was bare, he was hugging him tightly being lifted up.  Shokichi kissed Kenchi's cheek softly .  He felt bite to his nipple and pouted and Kenchi kissed his tears away.  He was put in the bed , he pouted because Shokichi wasn't there. Shokichi pulled him on top of him . " Your okay now don't worry." Shokichi said . He knew when they were apart , Kenchi was planning to save him. He played with Kenchi's hair.  He felt kisses down his chest.  He felt a bite on his neck. " Baby boy" Kenchi said as he hugged him tighter. Shokichi looks away and Kenchi knew something was wrong.
Shokichi's still morning Nesmith even though he hurt him and Kenchi knew to not say anything. They both go to the grave . " I forgive you , but I won't let them bring you back unless they leave us alone ." Kenchi heard Shokichi say with tears going down his face. " Want me to bring him back ? I'm not just a vampire . You know that." Kenchi said and Shokichi nodded. Kenchi had brought him back and Shokichi was still crying. " Nes.. do you remember me?" Shokichi asked as he saw the body in his arms nuzzle his face into his neck. " Yes I do , why wouldn't I ? Baby don't cry I'm here. I knew Kenchi would do this. " Nesmith said as he got dressed behind a tree. Shokichi felt arms around him giving him a squeeze whispering  "you'll be fine I got you." as they walked to Shokichi's place . " You still kept my things ." Nesmith said as he blinked . " Yes I did giving it away would mean throwing it away ." Shokichi said as kissed Nesmith's lips . He helped him take a shower , carrying him out of the shower.  He noticed  the body snuggling up to his chest. " I should of listened to you ." Nesmith said .  "I'm glad to have you back." Shokichi said as he felt a shake outside of his dream world. " I'm not ready to loose you yet." Kenchi said as he got Shokichi out of his dream .  Shokichi kissed Kenchi's head.  " Your never going to loose me Kenchi ." Shokichi said as he was kissed softly. Kenchi was still frightened. He snuggled against Shokichi's chest.

Kenchi was holding onto Shokichi tightly while on his lap. Shokichi was editing songs while Kenchi was on his lap. He kissed him softly. Hiro and Atsushi looked through the window and smiled . They walked away. Shokichi continued working as Kenchi fell asleep. He wrapped his coat around him. He noticed how cute he was. " Baby" He said as he held Kenchi tighter. Kenchi sneaks a kiss. " Baby boy. Your okay ." Kenchi whispered into his ear as he looked at him .  He smiles as he was put on the couch and Shokichi was snuggled against his chest. He plays with  Shokichi's hair as he is held protectively. He heard snores and held him tightly. Shokichi was smiling as he slept.  He woke up a few hours later in a bed, he was kissed multiple times.  He noticed Kenchi's arm around him. He didn't want to be let go so he snuggled closer. " Calm down baby I'm here." Shokichi said as he rubbed Kenchi's chest. Kenchi kissed his head as he heard  Shokichi crying softly. He wiped the tears away giving him kisses. Shokichi was kissing him back. He really missed Kenchi's affection and being snuggled up to him .  He knew Kenchi loved him a lot  Kenchi is his and he knows that. Kenchi smiles when Shokichi continues to kiss him .
Shokichi heard a moan as he kissed down Kenchi's back , he was inside him . The thrusts were getting faster and Shokichi released inside him . Kenchi heard a whine after Shokichi pulled out as he felt an ass move against his dick. " So big " Shokichi said as he felt the thrusts get harsher as he felt his face get pressed against the sheets . Shokichi felt the cum inside and he moaned softly as he whimpered when Kenchi pulled out . Shokichi came again and felt a tongue between his thighs. Kenchi finally sat up and put Shokichi on his lap . He heard snores. He fell asleep laying down slowly so Shokichi can stay on top of him.
A few tears came down Shokichi's face as he slept so Kenchi woke up . Kenchi started to rub Shokichi's back , he noticed a pair of eyes look at him. He kissed him softly. 
They went into work the next morning, Akira noticed Shokichi was upset and walked over to him. Kenchi noticed Akira was worried .  Takahiro noticed this too . Shokichi isn't really ok . He's crying , he just doesn't know what he wants anymore and he doesn't want to hurt anyone anymore. He leaves and goes somewhere.  Everyone realizes how hurt Shokichi is and tries to go find him . Shokichi was found at Nesmith's grave , asking why he was so afraid to move on. Takahiro knew how much Shokichi  loved Nesmith so he wrapped his arms around him and let him cry in his arms. He knew Nesmith was forgiven so many times that Shokichi was given . Everyone knew about the cheating  but Shokichi was too deep in love to not forgive .

Shokichi felt a kiss to his temple and relaxed . Takahiro was on his tip toes . " Taka kun." Shokichi whispered.  " He knew what to do ." Kenchi said .  " He always does." Atsushi said.   They all watched Shokichi and Takahiro.  " Baby I missed you ." Takahiro whispered as he rested his head on Shokichi's back.  " I missed you too , I know I get upset too much ."  Shokichi said as he turned around and let Takahiro bury his face in his chest. " Shokichi.. your okay don't cry." Takahiro says as he kisses Shokichi's chest. " Why did we hurt them?" Akira tried to say quietly as he tried not to cry. He noticed how happy they were. " Takahiro was never hurting him except for that one time , it was an accident and both of them were upset." Kenchi said . Takahiro was being carried over , Shokichi had him held tightly. He was snoring.
Shokichi wiped Akira's tears away. " Don't cry I understand." Shokichi said as he smiled. " Let's go home Takahiro" Shokichi said as he was teleported to house with Takahiro in his arms . He tucks Takahiro in as he smiles. He was pulled into bed and  snuggled close. He fell asleep  as he noticed Takahiro wiping his tears away. He held onto him tightly. " Shokichi I'm going nowhere. Sleep. You'll never be taken away from me" Takahiro whispered. Shokichi fell asleep feeling a kiss to his cheek. He woke up a few hours later to an empty bed. He got worried, Takahiro crawled back into his arms . "Baby I'm here , shh" Takahiro said as he gently kissed down Shokichi's chest. Shokichi smiled as he looked down at Takahiro. Takahiro found a noticeable bruise. It wasn't from him , Shokichi answered with a shaky voice. Shokichi was put on Takahiro's lap, he cuddled close as  he heard whispers saying how much he's loved. He noticed the ring on Takahiro's finger. " Baby boy, you kept the ring ?" Shokichi asked surprised and Takahiro nodded. Takahiro missed him so much . "You took the ring off of Nesmith because you know it was for you, didn't you?" Shokichi asked and Takahiro nodded.  He kissed Takahiro's lips softly. Takahiro hugged him tightly , Shokichi 's bruise was healed . Takahiro was healing any bruise he found Shokichi's body. " Who hurt you?" Takahiro asked as Shokichi tried to avoid the question. He watched Shokichi get worried  . Shokichi cried softly as he said who did it. Takahiro got upset and teleported away to find the person.
Shokichi went to where he went. He turned into a wolf and bit the person, he went to the person on the ground laying beside him and nudging his nose against the person's skin. Kenchi was healing the person that was ground which was Takahiro. " Takahiro wake up." Shokichi said as he cried. Takahiro wrapped his arm around Shokichi. He felt a quick kiss as his eyes opened  .  He touched Shokichi's bruises  and can't believe he almost died in front of him.  Shokichi was protecting him . Shokichi was sleeping as his hair played with.

Shokichi was upset at Takahiro for doing what he did  . His baby almost died . His heart was racing and Takahiro was rubbing his chest softly. He felt kisses that were soft and  pouted .  " Baby I'm still here. We're safe . " Takahiro whispered as he felt Shokichi's body move and  he felt the urge to cling to him.  " Baby don't be scared. I got you ."  Shokichi said as he held Takahiro in his arms as he stood up.
Takahiro's face was buried in Shokichi's neck  whispering how much he loved him . Shokichi calmed down giving the top of Takahiro's head many kisses. He wanted to scold Takahiro for his actions but Takahiro looked so cute in his lap right now . " You're my favorite and only favorite." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi softly .  " So cute baby . " Shokichi whispered.    Takahiro kept kissing him .  " My baby . Let's keep the  happiness we have right now ." Shokichi said as he smiled into the kiss.  Takahiro kissed down his chest as he snuggled closer. Shokichi noticed Takahiro was asleep. He fell asleep.
Takahiro woke up a couple hours later and noticed Shokichi asleep. He kissed Shokichi's lips softly and blushed as he saw Shokichi's eyes open. " I'm still upset baby." Shokichi said as Takahiro  gave Shokichi's neck soft kiss. There was love bites down Shokichi's neck. He noticed a smile and Shokichi's lips were against his.  " I'm yours baby ." He said as Shokichi  gave him kisses.   Shokichi kissed Takahiro's muscle , smiling. " Your so strong baby" Shokichi said as  Takahiro grinds against him .  Takahiro heard a whine as he slipped both his and Shokichi's boxers  . He moaned softly as he adjusted so Shokichi was inside him  . He started to move his hips slowly as Shokichi slipped his tongue into his mouth. He moaned softly as Shokichi released inside him. He came as Shokichi started to move fast inside him , he was pinned to the bed . Shokichi began to lick between Takahiro's legs then as he sucked Takahiro's dick slowly , Takahiro came in his mouth and he swallowed. He was trying to catch his breath . Takahiro pulled him close and kissed the top of his head .  He yawned as Shokichi wrapped an arm around him . He began to fall asleep. Shokichi watched him fall asleep. Shokichi squeezed the hand that was holding his as he slept and smiled. Takahiro wake up a couple hours later to Shokichi snuggled up to him . He felt so lucky.  He  inserted his dick inside of Shokichi  and started to move slowly. He heard moans that were  soft as Shokichi began to wake up and move his hips. Shokichi whimpered and moaned loudly.  He felt love bites go down his back . He released when Takahiro released . He felt Takahiro crawl on his lap when he sat up .   Takahiro was always Shokichi's favorite, before concerts they used to cuddle more then him and Nesmith would. He really cares about Shokichi. When he found Nesmith cheating, he was the first one to tell him off.

Flashback

Shokichi snuggled against Takahiro when he laid in Takahiro's arms on the studio couch. Nesmith back then wanted Shokichi to stop seeing Takahiro even though he was seeing someone else because this was the first time they broke up and excepted Shokichi to be sad . Shokichi wasn't sad , he was with Takahiro. He kissed Takahiro's lips softly. Shokichi and Nesmith being soulmates was never true because everytime they went back together fights happened. What the others saw was a happy couple meanwhile they were arguing most of the time . Shokichi came to work crying one day and Takahiro wrapped his arms around him . He explained to Takahiro what happened and revealed a bruise. Nobody but Takahiro believed him.  He felt lips kissing his tears away.  He held Takahiro closer to him . " Baby don't do anything please ." He said as Takahiro kissed him holding an ice pack to the swelling cheek. Kenchi came in the room and asked Shokichi what happened and he was surprised. He knew Takahiro wanted to do something to Nesmith but thought nothing of because he knew Nesmith was never going to hit him back. Shokichi was getting sick , Kenchi got a bucket . That's when Takahiro realized Shokichi was a wolf . He and Kenchi were warlocks. He knew heard a howl and saw Shokichi in his wolf form . He hugged Shokichi and cooed saying how adorable he was . Shokichi's nose rubbed against his cheek. Kenchi watched the interaction and smiled. Shokichi turned back into a human giving Takahiro a kiss . He noticed a yawn coming from Takahiro , wrapping his jacket around  Takahiro.  Kenchi  offered to take them home so he did . Takahiro woke up curled up to Shokichi in  his bed . He noticed Shokichi was shaking, he gave him a tight squeeze. " Baby shh your okay , your safe ." Takahiro whispered as Shokichi woke up slowly. Shokichi noticed Takahiro calming him down  so he buried his blushing face into Takahiro's chest. He laughed when Takahiro started to joke around.  " Taka your so cute " He said and Takahiro smiled .  He kissed Takahiro's lips softly, the kisses started to get rougher , he started to moan as Takahiro thrusted slowly inside him. Love bites were all over his body.  " T-Takahiro faster " He begged and Takahiro complied. He came all over the sheets as Takahiro released a load inside him.  " I've always loved you baby " Takahiro whispered in Shokichi's ear.

Takahiro was looking down at Shokichi who sleeping , giving a kiss to the top of his head.  " Takahiro, promise you will stay ." He heard Shokichi say in his sleep .  " bubba , I'll always be with you." He  said as his eyes tear up . Shokichi senses Takahiro crying  and sits up , pulling him into his lap. " Baby don't cry it was a dream , I'm just very shaken up ." He says as Takahiro clings to him tightly . He just held  Takahiro as he cried, didn't yell at him like Akira did .  After a few kisses Takahiro fell asleep and Shokichi looked down at him . He fell back asleep , lying down slowly so Takahiro is on top of him . Shokichi was shaking . Takahiro kissed his chest softly as he slowly woke up. " Baby your okay shh, I got you ." Takahiro said as he hugged him tightly and gave him a kiss. Shokichi felt a squeeze , he knew Takahiro was comforting him but felt an urge to protectively hold onto him. He knows Takahiro likes being held like this.

Flashback

Shokichi and Takahiro were in the closet in the LDH building, Takahiro knew that he was hurting Shokichi. There was blood everywhere . Shokichi was screaming stop , there was a voice coming from telling Takahiro to continue. He was trying to stop instead of continuing. Shokichi pushed Takahiro away, Takahiro was crying and shaking full of guilt . Shokichi noticed how guilty Takahiro was before he got beat up. He was trying to say how Takahiro was being set up and he was frightened himself . He knew Takahiro would never do this . He guarded Takahiro from taking hits , hugging him tightly . Shokichi fainted , Takahiro held him close, whispering in his ear " Baby wake up please." Shokichi's response was sqeezing his hand . Takahiro rarely used his powers but this time was life or death, he didn't want to see Shokichi die . He was healing him. Shokichi was snuggled up in his lap. The people who were trying to beat him up just looked in awe. They started to connect the dots to who was doing this but were scared of that person. Shokichi cradled Takahiro's head in his chest once he got fully healed , calming him down. He kissed the top of his head multiple times .

Shokichi was cradling Takahiro's head to his chest and kissed the top of his head multiple times, Takahiro was crying because he remembered that day so vividly . Takahiro avoids everyone but Shokichi , Kenchi and Mandy. He kisses Shokichi's chest. He went into work with Shokichi , he felt the urge to bury his face into Shokichi’s side. Shokichi noticed what Takahiro was doing and squeezed his waist. Kenchi and Mandy noticed Takahiro didn’t want to be there and Taiki went up to Takahiro and gave him a hug. Shokichi, Kenchi and Mandy were surprised that he hugged Taiki back. Takahiro had no hate towards Taiki but towards the rest of them had to gain his trust back .

Takahiro hugged Shokichi and kissed his cheek , he fell asleep on Shokichi's lap even though they were supposed to be writing songs . They've finished two songs . Shokichi  looked at Takahiro and sighed .  He felt a squeeze and kissed the top of his head.  " Always my favorite " Shokichi whispered and Takahiro smiled. He felt his pout get kissed. " Baby we're safe " Takahiro said as he played with the fingers wrapped around his waist .  Shokichi looked down at him , giving him a kiss. He felt a run to his chest as he edited songs and smiled .  Takahiro felt Shokichi's dick inside him as he moved  his hips slowly .  Shokichi  smirked as he continued to edit songs , he released inside Takahiro who fell asleep on his chest. He pulled out as he heard a whimper  when he laid Takahiro on the couch.  He laid in his arms after dressing them both . He woke up and noticed they were teleported home. Takahiro had his arms wrapped around Shokichi tightly . " Baby  I love you so much . You started to stir and the puppies started to kick so I thought you needed to be comfortable." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's stomach. Takahiro was curled up against Shokichi's fur , he didn't realize Shokichi lost the puppies already and was hallucinating. Shokichi told him what happened and that he lost the puppies once he turned to a human .
Takahiro clutched Shokichi's shirt and cried . Shokichi knew Takahiro was preparing for the puppies and he rubbed his back .
" Baby I'm sorry ." He said as Takahiro kissed him softly . He notices that Takahiro lets Kenchi kiss him  and gets jealous . He hides in a room and starts to cry .
Takahiro goes to find him and he's lying down in Mandy's arms  trying to calm down . " Takahiro are you cheating on him ? "  Mandy asked and Takahiro  hesitated for a bit .  He cried himself, Mandy stopped Shokichi from going over to him .  He was cheating even Shokichi knew that but was scared for him to go.  " Shokichi , Takahiro is cheating on you  he's not loyal  please he's not your soulmate like you think he is." Mandy says as Elly listens from the hallway .  Shokichi knows that he has to let Takahiro go and he decides to in front of Mandy .  Mandy noticed  Shokichi break down as he watches Takahiro leave the room . Elly came in the room  and looked at Mandy . " I'm sorry for all I've done , I should of protected you differently, Shokichi  ." Elly said as Shokichi looked at him with tear stained cheeks. Mandy plays with Shokichi's hair as he hears Shokichi accept the apology and Ryuji said the same thing .  Shokichi is shaky once he gets up and he passes out.  He wakes up a few minutes later , snuggled up to Mandy. Elly checks if he's alright . Ryuji gets worried and Elly wraps his arms around him .  " Ryuji I'm okay  you can relax sweetie." Shokichi says as he feels lips kiss his head. He blushed as Mandy  kissed the top of his head.  He shyly buried his face into Mandy's chest.

Mandy was watching Shokichi for the past couple of days  so he makes sure he's alright. He felt arms wrap around him from behind , he noticed it was Shokichi so he snuggled up to his chest. He pouted thinking he'd get a kiss and he got the kiss he kiss wanted but they were in a front of a mirror and he blushed . He quickly kissed Shokichi back and heard a thank you. " Always my favorite man" he  whispered and he felt a squeeze. He's always been watching Shokichi's relationships closely noticing how toxic they were. He notices Shokichi shed a tear so he turns around and hugs him tightly . " Bubba don't cry ." He whispers as he felt a kiss to the top of his head. " I'm crying because I'm free from that mess , thank you for saving me ." Shokichi says as he kissed Mandy gently .  He kissed down Shokichi's chest, he noticed how calm he got . Shokichi smiled as he kept Mandy in his arms . They heard a smash and saw Takahiro's face all bruised  when they figured out where the noise came from. . They noticed Takahiro passed  out and Kenchi smiling .  " Kenchi he did nothing wrong to you , why'd you do that?" Shokichi asked as Mandy lifted up Takahiro. " All he did was kiss me  and he did was cry about how he missed you so I got annoyed and I kept explaining why he was with  me and he was shaking ." Kenchi said as Shokichi got angry .  Mandy noticed how Takahiro was clutching to his shirt and held him tighter . "Shokichi  calm down " Mandy heard Takahiro whisper , Takahiro was clearly in so much pain to not notice he was  in Mandy's arms.  Shokichi walked over to them as Takahiro's voice got shakier and he took Takahiro out of Mandy's arms . Mandy noticed how  Shokichi was tending to Takahiro's wounds as Takahiro kissed Shokichi's  chest softly indicating that he was safe .  " Shokichi, you miss Takahiro don't you . Was the cheating forced ,Takahiro? " Shokichi and Takahiro both nodded  as Mandy asked those questions.  Mandy really understood that Takahiro and Shokichi were soulmates but he didn't understand Kenchi's motives  and realized he was getting manipulated into thinking that Takahiro did wrong. Shokichi was holding a shaking Takahiro as he watched Mandy break down and say that was sorry for believing  Kenchi and the others . Takahiro said how he hates when people use others  and made lies and that he has never intentionally hurt Shokichi if he ever did , he knows Mandy doesn't understand why the manipulation happened. He kissed Shokichi's lips softly. " Baby don't cry " He said as he cradled Shokichi's head and kissed his cheeks a couple times.  " I don't want to be taken away from you again " Shokichi said as Takahiro kissed his lips softly. Shokichi noticed how Takahiro  moved off of his lap and laid down .   Takahiro quickly moved him to the couch , crawling into his arms giving him another kiss.  He noticed how happy he got . Mandy was watching the interaction noticing they were happy and left.

Shokichi was asleep with Takahiro snuggled up to him, Takahiro woke up , tried to move . He thought Shokichi's reaction was cute and then kissed the top of his nose . Shokichi noticed how Takahiro was curled up in his jacket when he woke up. He thought this was cute and kissed the top of Takahiro's head. " Baby " Takahiro said as he jumped into Shokichi's arms since Shokichi was standing and he was caught in Shokichi's strong arms. He buried his face in Shokichi's neck as he teleported them home . " You missed me didn't you ?" Shokichi asked and Takahiro nodded. He noticed the bed had a stuffed animal on it . Takahiro blushed as he hid in Shokichi's side. He was in Shokichi's arms and asleep . Shokichi noticed even more bruises and a tear falls down his cheek . He fell asleep crying. Takahiro woke up looking at Shokichi's tear stained cheeks and whispered "Baby I'm safe now". He noticed how Shokichi squeezed him tightly . He sat up and pulled Shokichi into his lap . " Baby your okay shh you are safe . I am safe ." Takahiro said as he rocked Shokichi back and forth. He kissed him softly. He felt a grinding movement as he continued to kiss Shokichi knowing the man in his arms is awake . " Takahiro please ." He heard Shokichi whisper in his ear. He let Shokichi adjust himself, they were naked already . Shokichi's hip movements were slow and he heard Takahiro whine . He began to move his hips faster as Takahiro's thrusts became harsh and he was pinned to the bed . Takahiro heard his name moaned as he came inside of Shokichi. He pulled out and crawled In between Shokichi's legs licking the cum from Shokichi's thighs and then licks Shokichi's dick slowly. Shokichi hears a whine from Takahiro and pulled him up from between legs and let him snuggle close.
Flashback

Takahiro was doing Shokichi's hair before their first concert together and got on his lap after he was done . " Takahiro you can stay on my lap ." Shokichi said as they were called out . Takahiro was noticeably sad about having to separate . During one song , Shokichi came up and buried his face in Takahiro's hair and an arm wrapped around him.  When the concert ended  , Shokichi was taken to Takahiro's place and Takahiro was super cuddly and clingy . Shokichi let Takahiro kiss his lips gently while he was on his lap.  Shokichi was snuggled up to Takahiro sleeping. " My baby " He whispered. Shokichi was nudged awake and hugged the man who held him . " Baby I'll keep you safe . " Takahiro promised.

Shokichi remembered the memory of their first concert together and started to cry . Takahiro was trying so hard to keep his promise even though they'll hurt each other along the way . He just held Shokichi tight . He was kissed softly and smiled wide. Shokichi let Takahiro cling to him as he sat up.   He let Takahiro fix his hair  . He carried Takahiro downstairs so they could eat.  He felt gentle kisses on his neck , putting Takahiro down so he could cook.

Takahiro was still holding Shokichi tightly. He snuggled up to him and gave him a quick kiss. Shokichi really likes Takahiro's affection. He noticed a few tears go down Takahiro's face and kissed them away. " Baby don't cry I've been with you for a long time.  " He said as Takahiro nuzzled his nose against how cheek . " I have been in love with you for a long time and I don't like people ruining it " He heard Takahiro say and kissed him softly.

Flashback
Shokichi was in EXPG classes that Takahiro was holding and after classes he went with Takahiro. He knew he was going to be in a new group. He loved how Takahiro was clingy and gave him quick kisses . Takahiro was curled up to him on the bed and was sleeping. Shokichi  fell asleep . Once Takahiro woke up he noticed they changed positions . Takahiro nuzzled his nose against Shokichi's cheek and crawled into his arms like he usually does . He noticed eyes open and a voice say how how cute he is . He blushed and received a kiss .

Shokichi noticed that Takahiro crawled into in his arms and he blushed feeling a kiss to his lips. He kisses him back as he yawns . Takahiro coaxed him to go back to sleep.  He fell back asleep snuggled up to his chest . Shokichi whined in his sleep ,squeezing Takahiro tightly. Takahiro heard the whine and woke up. He rubbed Shokichi's cheek and gave him a gentle kiss then went to back sleep as he listened to Shokichi's heart beat. " I'm never leaving you " He whispered as he fell back asleep.
They both woke up a few hours later . Shokichi looked at the man on top of him and smiled . He wondered how he was so lucky. "You were always my favorite. I remember when we snuggled up in the studio trying to make songs." Shokichi said as he was squeezed tightly. They go to Nesmith's grave together and ask why it was dug up . "Someone brought him back to life somehow ." Takahiro said as he saw Shokichi shake . Nesmith walked to Shokichi and Takahiro held on to Shokichi tightly. " Leave him alone Nesmith. " Takahiro said as he shook as Shokichi kissed the top of head . Shokichi felt weak and passed out , Takahiro quickly took him home. Nesmith was near both him and Shokichi felt it. Nesmith looked at both of them and said he was sorry but that wasn't believable . He touched Shokichi's hand as Takahiro watched carefully from Shokichi's arms and started to cry. Shokichi kissed Takahiro's tears away. Nesmith went back to the grave and the spell was removed because whoever did it realized Shokichi and Takahiro were happy together. Shokichi was having a panic attack and was carefully held by Takahiro . He snuggled close to Takahiro and took deep breaths . " Baby it's okay we're safe." Takahiro said as he kissed the top of Shokichi's head.  He smiled softly as he got out of Takahiro's arms .

Takahiro was still holding Shokichi tightly. He snuggled up to him and gave him a quick kiss. Shokichi really likes Takahiro's affection. He noticed a few tears go down Takahiro's face and kissed them away. " Baby don't cry I've been with you for a long time.  " He said as Takahiro nuzzled his nose against how cheek . " I have been in love with you for a long time and I don't like people ruining it " He heard Takahiro say and kissed him softly.

Flashback
Shokichi was in EXPG classes that Takahiro was holding and after classes he went with Takahiro. He knew he was going to be in a new group. He loved how Takahiro was clingy and gave him quick kisses . Takahiro was curled up to him on the bed and was sleeping. Shokichi  fell asleep . Once Takahiro woke up he noticed they changed positions . Takahiro nuzzled his nose against Shokichi's cheek and crawled into his arms like he usually does . He noticed eyes open and a voice say how how cute he is . He blushed and received a kiss .

Shokichi noticed that Takahiro crawled into in his arms and he blushed feeling a kiss to his lips. He kisses him back as he yawns . Takahiro coaxed him to go back to sleep.  He fell back asleep snuggled up to his chest . Shokichi whined in his sleep ,squeezing Takahiro tightly. Takahiro heard the whine and woke up. He rubbed Shokichi's cheek and gave him a gentle kiss then went to back sleep as he listened to Shokichi's heart beat. " I'm never leaving you " He whispered as he fell back asleep.
They both woke up a few hours later . Shokichi looked at the man on top of him and smiled . He wondered how he was so lucky. "You were always my favorite. I remember when we snuggled up in the studio trying to make songs." Shokichi said as he was squeezed tightly. They go to Nesmith's grave together and ask why it was dug up . "Someone brought him back to life somehow ." Takahiro said as he saw Shokichi shake . Nesmith walked to Shokichi and Takahiro held on to Shokichi tightly. " Leave him alone Nesmith. " Takahiro said as he shook as Shokichi kissed the top of head . Shokichi felt weak and passed out , Takahiro quickly took him home. Nesmith was near both him and Shokichi felt it. Nesmith looked at both of them and said he was sorry but that wasn't believable . He touched Shokichi's hand as Takahiro watched carefully from Shokichi's arms and started to cry. Shokichi kissed Takahiro's tears away. Nesmith went back to the grave and the spell was removed because whoever did it realized Shokichi and Takahiro were happy together. Shokichi was having a panic attack and was carefully held by Takahiro . He snuggled close to Takahiro and took deep breaths . " Baby it's okay we're safe." Takahiro said as he kissed the top of Shokichi's head.  He smiled softly as he got out of Takahiro's arms .

Takahiro looks up at Shokichi who just started to cry. He whispered tighter and Shokichi pulled him closer. He gave him kisses, soft kisses. Shokichi noticed Takahiro's legs were wrapped his waist.  He kissed him back .  He played with Takahiro's hair as he relaxed . They both got up. Takahiro will always be Shokichi's favorite. He knows that. His back was soothingly rubbed. Shokichi kissed Takahiro multiple times. " I missed you so much " He heard Takahiro whisper and  just wanted to cuddle up to him. He felt a tight squeeze, the kisses got deeper. Takahiro was pinned to the wall, moaning softly as Shokichi kissed down his neck. Shokichi slid his dick inside of Takahiro's ass since they were both naked , starting to move slowly. He heard louder moans as he began to move faster, Takahiro was leaving scratch marks down Shokichi's back as he whimpered . Shokichi came inside him as he came against Shokichi's chest. Takahiro was receiving soft kisses as Shokichi ran a bath for them. He had Shokichi on his lap , curled up to his chest. He was washing Shokichi gently as he noticed Shokichi fell asleep. Shokichi's face was buried in Takahiro's neck as he was lifted from the tub . He wasn't as heavy Takahiro thought he was . He wrapped Shokichi in a towel , he remembered when Shokich did this the first time after the first concert they had together.

Flashback

Takahiro had Shokichi stay with him after the first concert they had together. Shokichi had Takahiro pinned against the wall , thrusting inside of him released and squirted all over Shokichi's chest. Once the bath was done , Shokichi was on Takahiro's lap . He felt gentle moments across his chest as he fell asleep with his face against Takahiro's neck . Takahiro lifted him out of tub since he was clung to him . He wrapped a towel around him as he kissed his head softly. Once he got them to bed , he laid down with him on his chest. " Bubba." He whispered. " Baby " He heard Shokichi say as he felt a tight squeeze.
~End of Flashback ~

He was mesmerized by how Shokichi was snuggled against him , he kissed the top of his head. He snapped a picture with his phone. He noticed how they were were laying down . He put it on instagram with the caption "Always in love with you." . He felt kisses go down his chest. " Baby I love you" He heard a voice say . " You were so cute snuggled up in my arms." He says as Shokichi blushed. He felt a kisses go all over his face . He couldn't help but giggle . They went downstairs to get some food. Takahiro was on Shokichi's lap with a blanket wrapped around him eating food and feeding Shokichi after giving him a kiss. Shokichi looked through Takahiro's phone noticing how many pictures of him that he posted . He noticed how many messages that he sent him on instagram. His baby missed him , he let Takahiro curl up in his chest. " I came back baby ,I never will leave you again" He said as he felt lips kissing his tears away. Takahiro texted everyone on his following list that was in the company asking for Shokichi and Shokichi saw that .

Takahiro was curled up against Shokichi's chest , kissing his tears away. " Baby you are so cute, don't cry. " Shokichi read  that message , it was sent to him . He lost it , as Takahiro tried to calm  him down. Shokichi saw a picture that was from 2007 with the caption "forever " and his  lips connected with Takahiro's  whispering " forever"  .   Takahiro kissed him back then they got ready . He hid in Shokichi's side when they got to where they were supposed to be. Listening to Shokichi sing was beautiful then he was pulled  into Shokichi's lap but he sang . They noticed they were live but didn't care so they kissed.  Takahiro noticed  that he was snuggled in Shokichi's  jacket as he sang . He was carried off stage , he was panicking as Shokichi just  held him tight. He finally calmed  down  and let Shokichi carry him back on stage . He began to sing as he  heard the audience cheer. He was asleep the rest of the show  so he was put backstage.  He  noticed Shokichi in his arms so he lifted him up letting him burry his face into his chest . He felt a kiss to his chest then heard soft snores. " Sleep baby  I have you . " He whispered as he teleported them home .
Shokichi woke up snuggled up to Takahiro .  He  looked around. He noticed Takahiro smiling  and snuck a kiss.  Takahiro kissed him back.  Shokichi and Takahiro seem healed even tho they're still  around the people who hurt them . Shokichi remembered someone trying to poison Takahiro's cake.  He felt hands rubbing his back gently. He looked back at the message and smiled . He noticed pictures of them kissing were posted . He wondered why Takahiro had so many old pictures of them . He felt a body curl up to his side . He noticed Takahiro fell back asleep and pulled him to his lap . Takahiro was in one of  Shokichi's T-shirts . He was calmly rocked back and forth to stay asleep and he was kissed on the cheek. Shokichi was on  instagram with  Takahiro on his lap snuggled against him. Fans saw  Takahiro wake  up and hide his face.   Shokichi stopped the live. He was yelled at and sniffed . Takahiro realized  Shokichi started to not to talk to him the rest of the day  because he yelled at him . A few tears  came down his face  after the second day of not being talked to and being alone  . Shokichi noticed Takahiro breaking down in the studio and rushed in . " Takahiro! " He said as he felt a body in his arms . He was holding Takahiro up and rocking him trying to get him to stop crying.    " Don't ignore me. I miss you."  He heard Takahiro say and he started crying.  " I'm sorry. A bad memory started when you yelled the other day." Shokichi said  as  his tears were kissed away .  " Baby " Takahiro said as he  got out Shokichi's arms and laid on the couch .  Shokichi came over to the couch and laid down in Takahiro's arms.

Takahiro was holding Shokichi on the studio couch . He  felt lips against his  and his tears left his eyes . Shokichi noticed  and let Takahiro curl up to his back .  "Crawl over me baby" Shokichi says and Takahiro complied and   he was finally in his arms .   He held Takahiro giving him a kiss.  " I'm here baby  ,  we're safe." He says as Takahiro continues to kiss him.  Takahiro clung to him. " I missed you so much baby" Shokichi heard him say with a sniffle . He walked around with Takahiro in his arms . Takahiro was curled up in his chest . " Is my baby better?" He heard Shokichi ask and he nodded . He noticed Taiki looking through the glass with blood on his face , he made Shokichi go get him . He noticed how Taiki clung to Shokichi. He asked who did this and Taiki started crying as he noticed Shokichi give him kisses. " he did it " Taiki said . They knew who he was and Taiki was snuggled up in Shokichi's chest. Takahiro kissed Taiki 's lips softly as he noticed the younger falling asleep. Shokichi was noticeably upset and brought Takahiro to his lap, giving him kisses. " Baby shh you're mine." Takahiro whispered softly as he calmed down Shokichi. He noticed Takahiro clinging to him like he was child and thought it was cute. "Taka , you were always the cutest even when we first met." Shokichi said.

Flashback

When Shokichi first met Takahiro he was greeted with a hug , so his impulse was to kiss Takahiro's forehead. He noticed the trembling mess that Takahiro was. "Baby shh. We just met. Don't be nervous." Shokichi whispered as he let Takahiro cuddle up to him on his lap. Atsushi never could get Takahiro to relax like Shokichi just did. Shokichi noticed that Takahiro snuck a kiss.

”Baby" Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi softly. "I remember I was nervous because you looked scary even though I loved you."Shokichi heard Takahiro continue. " Atsushi was surprised at how relaxed I got you to be " Shokichi said as Takahiro gave him a kiss. He noticed Takahiro was asleep and wrapped his jacket around him. Shokichi pouted as he held Takahiro tightly . Takahiro squeezed Shokichi tightly. " Baby don't pout " He heard as a whisper. Takahiro was awake this whole time, he thought .  He felt lips against his . He almost broke down himself in his own schedule, he cried himself. He  noticed how Takahiro was sitting on his lap so he could reach his lip and watched him get up . He felt arms lift him up so he nuzzled his face into the person's neck.  " Takahiro " He whispered as he sniffled.  He felt kisses to his head. " Baby you are so cute , don't cry. You could of just said  that you wanted to be  in my arms . " Takahiro said as he  kissed Shokichi's  lips.  " I feel like I always have to be the strong one with you " Shokichi says as he cries softly .  Takahiro  admits he's scared to be strong because he ends up crying in the end thinking he's going to mess up somehow since almost everyone seems to be against him.

Shokichi  kissed Takahiro's tears away admitting he's not as strong either .  He thinks people are going to take him from Takahiro. He admits what he thinks to Takahiro. Takahiro knows Shokichi is probably right but will protect Shokichi . Both of them are sick of their relationship because they always get taken away from each other. They love each other and both of them know they do . People have been leaving them alone. Both of them walk out of the studio together visibly crying. Hiro notices this and takes them in his office asking them questions. Shokichi answers that they are sick of being broken up by multiple people. Akira overhears this and walks away trying not to cry , he was ruining a relationship that was happening before Shokichi was even in exile.   Shokichi and Takahiro walked out of the room, Takahiro was hiding in Shokichi's side with his face buried . Shokichi kissed the top of his head. " Baby shh I got you ." He cooed as Takahiro yawned and teleported them home. He woke up wrapped in Takahiro's arms  wanting to stay in them longer so he squeezed the arm around him. Takahiro thought this interaction was cute and smiled  making the grip tighter, giving him a few kisses .  He loved interactions like this . Shokichi noticed how Takahiro sat up and was pulled on to his lap . The kisses got passionate and Shokichi was riding Takahiro's dick moaning loudly as he got pounded. Cum squirted all over Takahiro's chest , the kisses became gentle as Takahiro came inside Shokichi .  Shokichi blushed as he hid his face in Takahiro's side as they cuddled. He fell asleep snuggled up to Takahiro. Takahiro left the bed then came back . He noticed how Shokichi snuggled closer. He felt his finger get kissed as he traced Shokichi's lips , he blushed and hid his face in Shokichi's side. Shokichi  woke up to Takahiro's face buried in his side , his hand was rubbing Takahiro's butt which kept the man asleep .

Flashback

Shokichi had Takahiro snuggled up to him before a concert , he pouted because he couldn't wake him up . Takahiro heard Shokichi whine as he woke up . He gave him a tight hug as Shokichi kissed his lips . He was carried to the stage entrance. While on stage Takahiro ran into Shokichi's arms as he sang giving his cheek a nuzzle with his nose then leaving . Shokichi pouted as he danced . After the concert , Takahiro jumped into Shokichi's arms being held tightly.

Shokichi had Takahiro in his arms as he stood up , he felt the nose nuzzle against his cheek . " You've always been my favorite, I love you so much." Takahiro said as he cried softly. Hurting Shokichi wasn't part of his promise . A few kisses went against his lips , his gripped tightened around Shokichi. He wanted to stay like this as they showered , Shokichi agreed but once the water got cold. Shokichi was cleaning Takahiro as the water got cold so they got out of the shower.

Shokichi came home drunk and stumbled into Takahiro's arms. Takahiro took a look at who took him home . He was surprised at how Akira got him to go home . He knew Shokichi was looking for him, he took Shokichi upstairs. He crawled in bed with him snuggling close to him, he felt arms around him. He heard a whisper " I would never cheat on you." and saw no marks anywhere on his body . He gives Shokichi medicine and lets him go back to sleep. He falls asleep being held by Shokichi . Shokichi wakes up a few hours later giving a kiss to the man curled up to him . He watched Takahiro's eyes open and whispered a sorry . " At least Akira was there to take you home and shh your okay . I got you." Takahiro said as he kissed Shokichi's lips.

Flashback

Takahiro and Shokichi were at a holiday party. They were drinking and someone grabbed Shokichi a way that he didn't want he was drunk not the drunk where you can't reply . Takahiro ran to where Shokichi was and threw the girl off of him . She had him in the bed naked not by his wants or desires. Shokichi was shaking as Takahiro lifted him up after getting his clothes on. He had a black eye, Takahiro let him relax in his arms before letting him explain what happened. Kenchi , Akira and Atsushi were listening too . Akira wiped the tears away . " Don't be ashamed it's not your fault." Takahiro said as he began to heal Shokichi's wounds.

Shokichi was kissing Takahiro over and over again . Once he was asked if what happened at the holiday party happened again, he nodded . Takahiro knew Akira saved him . He watched Shokichi snuggle up to him , he played with his hair instinctively. He noticed how fast Shokichi calmed down. He was kissed by soft lips, crawling on top of Shokichi's chest. " Your never going to loose me don't worry." He said as he traced Shokichi's tattoos. The grip around him got tighter as Shokichi sat up . Shokichi kissed the top of Takahiro's head , wrapping a blanket around him. His baby was snuggled up to his chest , giving him a tight hug. Shokichi just held him as lips went against his . He  watched Takahiro heal a few scratches he found found  that weren't made by him .  They went into work the next day and Shokichi gave Akira a tight hug, Takahiro hesitated but hugged Akira too and started crying. He brought them to a meeting room and asked Takahiro what was wrong. Takahiro explained that he was scared about loosing Shokichi again. Shokichi's arms were around him  so Takahiro tried to connect his fingers between the hand on his waist .  Akira noticed what Takahiro was doing  and thought it was cute so did Shokichi. They used to do that  when they were dating which hiding the fact he was dating Shokichi. He explained to Shokichi that he shouldn't hurt Takahiro like he did .

Akira had both of them in his lap by the end of the talk , Takahiro was asleep, Shokichi was snuggled against him . He felt a soft kiss from Takahiro and Shokichi got noticeably upset and got off his lap . Takahiro heard the crying and woke up , he teleported to Shokichi and gave him a back hug. " Baby you kissed Akira while you were asleep. " He heard
Shokichi say and felt a pair of arms lift him up and he explained the dream he had .
Shokichi should of known it was a thank you kiss , he felt lips against his as he left with him in his arms . He heard a whimper as the kisses got more passionate and they were in the studio. He stripped both of them then slammed inside of Takahiro moving fast and harsh. He was editing songs as Takahiro rode him and gave him marks all over chest. He came inside Takahiro, then pulled out, he noticed how Takahiro was snuggled up to him so he put their clothes back on . Takahiro wouldn't let Shokichi go as he fell asleep , he kissed him softly. Shokichi smiled as he let Takahiro fall asleep snuggled up to his chest . He wraps his jacket around Takahiro then goes back to editing songs. He realized after awhile that Takahiro teleported them home. He heard a whisper saying bed. He took them to bed , putting Takahiro on the bed . He was pulled into Takahiro's arms so he curled up against his chest. " There's my baby" He heard Takahiro whisper in his ear , he fell asleep knowing that Takahiro's safe and there . He wakes up to Takahiro kissing down his cheek, holding a hand that let him go, pulling the arm back around him. " Aww baby . So cute." he heard Takahiro say as they got up.  He was lifted up and he nuzzled his face into Takahiro's neck .
The next day at work , Akira noticed Shokichi wasn't feeling good or was upset so he took Shokichi somewhere so they were alone . Akira knew he wanted to end the relationship with Takahiro because he didn't want to be treated like he was being treated. He listened to how Shokichi actually felt . He knew Shokichi does  love him  but he didn't want to hurt him . They didn't know Takahiro was ease dropping and once Shokichi got home he noticed Takahiro packing his things.
Shokichi just started crying and Takahiro's heart broke , so Takahiro sat down and listened to Shokichi and how he felt .  He was asked if he really wanted to end it and he was on Takahiro's lap crying, Takahiro knew Shokichi didn't want their relationship to end and was scared . 
Takahiro felt like Shokichi was going to be taken away again and sniffled  and noticed Shokichi's grip around him was instinctively tighter, he kissed him gently.  He heard whispers saying don't go and  rubbed his back.  His baby was crying in his arms , Shokichi was crying in his arms . He felt selfish .

Shokichi was still on Takahiro's lap asking him if he wanted to end the relationship himself. He heard Takahiro say yes because he talked to someone else before him . He finally had the breakdown that he wanted to have . Takahiro noticed the punches getting harder and yelling for the punching to stop and Akira poofed in and saw what was happening and took Shokichi somewhere to talk. Shokichi bursts into tears while he was talking as Akira had him on his lap .
Takahiro was crying back at home he didn't realize Shokichi was that upset . Shokichi sensed Takahiro's pain and his heart was going fast to the point where he passed out, Akira noticed this and took him back to Takahiro. Shokichi was laid in the bed gently. Akira  talked to Takahiro for a bit . Takahiro climbed into the bed and snuggled against Shokichi's chest.  " Baby please I'm sorry for ever hurting you please wake up ,  everyone is sorry for hurting you . Akira let everyone know what happened. Hiro told him to take you back to me. They know I love you very much " He said as he cried against Shokichi's chest . He felt arms wrap around him tightly, he was still crying as he crumbled Shokichi's shirt with his hands .  " B-baby I hate seeing you cry, I love you a lot . I'm sorry I hit you. I don't know what came over me , my heart is racing make it stop I'm scared ." he  heard Shokichi say as he began kissing Shokichi's chest .  "  Sho you're going to be okay ." He said as he was kissed gently.  He rubbed Shokichi's chest, his powers usually soothe racing hearts. His powers cured Shokichi's racing heart.  " Bubba  " He said as Shokichi's grip around him got tighter. The kisses got more passionate. " I almost lost you " he  said in between kisses.  Shokichi heard a yawn as they both began to fall asleep, he promised Takahiro that he'd never loose him.
Takahiro woke up a few hours later snuggled up to Shokichi's chest. Shokichi was looking at him and him sleep the whole time. He was holding Shokichi's hand the the whole time he slept, wouldn't let it go even when he woke up he didn't want to let it go. He was blushing then he was given a kiss. 
They both went into work and Shokichi was shaking real bad because he doesn't like surprises very much . Everyone noticed Shokichi shaking as Takahiro was trying to calm him down. Shokichi was finally calm . Shokichi had Takahiro in his arms . He was getting kissed and they went somewhere private. They talked for  a bit and Shokichi was on Takahiro's lap  snuggled close .  Takahiro knew that everyone didn't mean any harm.   He whispered sweet nothings into Shokichi's ear while carrying him out .  Akira walked up to them and touched Shokichi's cheek softly ,cooing that he's safe .  " How did you know he was scared? " Takahiro asked .  " Him and I used to date and he used to be scared most of the time. " He heard Akira say.

Shokichi told Takahiro what he told Akira and he was ashamed . He was crying and watched Takahiro walk away. He watched Takahiro come back until he fell asleep, Takahiro got into his arms . He felt his forehead get kissed and opened his eyes a bit to see Takahiro snuggled up to him. " Sleep baby . I'm not leaving. I'm just upset you didn't tell me how you completely felt ." He heard Takahiro say.

Flashback

Takahiro was on Shokichi's lap while in a dressing room. Shokichi knew why Takahiro requested a dressing room to be shared with him . He kisses down Takahiro's cheek then his lips went against Takahiro's. Takahiro was sleeping before the show. Takahiro woke up , Takahiro was hair and make up for this tour so them having sex in the elevator was fine but their underwear is soaked .

" I know your never going to leave . You're in my lap everytime before every show" He said as his face became red when he remembered everything that happened last tour . He felt his underwear getting wet, Takahiro noticed, he felt lips around his dick after Takahiro pulled his underwear down . He noticed Takahiro licking him clean , he moaned as Takahiro kept licking. He pulled Takahiro up to lay on his chest once he noticed Takahiro couldn't breath properly. " B-baby I'm fine I'm just trying to catch my breath."  He heard Takahiro say as he felt  Takahiro grind against him.  Takahiro felt Shokichi's dick go inside him , he moved his hips  slowly as  Shokichi's lips went against his. He was pinned to the bed as Shokichi's movements became harsher and faster. He felt Shokichi's cum inside him . He was snuggled against Shokichi's chest as they  caught their breath. His kisses were gentle. Shokichi was wrapped around Takahiro like a blanket , he noticed Takahiro was asleep. He's the only one that truly loves Takahiro and he knows that. Takahiro was holding Shokichi's hand as they slept . He woke up a few hours later to a smiling face that was sleeping  . He crawled up Shokichi's chest to give him a kiss. He heard a giggle and saw eyes open. " Baby " He said as he clung to Shokichi tightly. He was taken to the shower, he was put in and washed . Shokichi was washed off . As the shower got cold , he felt Takahiro shiver and turned the water off. He made sure Takahiro was dry and dressed. He felt arms around his waist, giving Takahiro a kiss that was gentle, he noticed how Takahiro had shaky legs still. They went downstairs to eat , Shokichi gave Takahiro his plate . He watched Takahiro eat then ate his plate. He felt arms around him and smiled . He was on Takahiro's lap, hugging him tightly. Takahiro noticed that Shokichi  was curled up  on his lap and started to give him kisses. They both went in to work , Takahiro was looking up at Shokichi with a smile. They both separated for the day .  Takahiro was listening to some tracks and making some edits when Shokichi started his break.

Shokichi felt a body in his arms as soon as Takahiro saw through the mirror who it was . He kissed his lips , holding him tightly . Takahiro nuzzled his face in Shokichi's neck .  He was spun around , yawning. He fell asleep in Shokichi's arms as he teleported them home. It was the end of the day . He heard a giggle . Shokichi's chest was bare , lips were felt against it . Shokichi smiled as he looked down at Takahiro kissing his chest. He heard a knock at the door and walked to the door , opening it.
Akira ran into Shokichi's arms , he knew something was wrong. Shokichi talked with Akira for awhile and went back to Takahiro and said what he felt. He felt punches , he froze , not wanting to deal with this and was teleported away.  Akira saw bruises as Shokichi  cried into his chest. " I feel like he's using me" Shokichi whispered as Akira kissed his cheek.  " I've been trying to get away from him , you saved me ." Shokichi whispered as he snuggled close.
Sway walked in and touched Shokichi's face , nuzzling his face into Shokichi's hand as he looked at Akira . Sway was on holding onto Shokichi, he felt kisses against his lips . " Bubba " he heard Shokichi whisper and he knew Takahiro would try to hurt him. He answered Shokichi's phone , Takahiro was angry . He talked for Shokichi and explained how Shokichi felt . Shokichi was snuggled up to Sway and asleep peacefully . Sway pouted as he noticed Shokichi waking up, he was kissed as Shokichi wiped tears away from his eyes. He wasn't going to follow what Takahiro told him to do because Shokichi seemed to be happy to be with him.
" I'm going nowhere, I tried my best to leave him. I'm sorry " Shokichi said as he starred crying. Sway saw Kazuki curl up to Shokichi's chest as Mandy walked in asking what was wrong. Everything was  explained to Mandy.  They looked at how Shokichi's  face nuzzled against Mandy's hand .
Elly walked by and noticed bruises on Shokichi's face . Elly was looking through the window as he felt the urge to go in .  He went in and saw Shokichi's face up close , shaking. Shokichi held Elly's hand, telling him thank you for warning him and calling himself stupid.  He  saw Elly take them somewhere private ,  away from everyone so he could get the full details. Their joint studio was the place Shokichi was taken , he told Elly everything and how he felt .
Elly was gentle as he snuggled against Shokichi's chest. He told Shokichi , Takahiro came looking for him so he told him to help . He  noticed the dried blood  on Shokichi's  cheek from his nose , kissing his cheek gently. He kept  hearing Shokichi  say he doesn't want to go back and he listens to the reasons why. He takes him back to everyone else. He noticed how Mandy's arms wrap around him  so he stays.  Shokichi has Sway and Kazuki in his lap, falling asleep , Kazuki teleports them to his bed as he held Shokichi's hand tightly so did Sway.

Takahiro had Shokichi in his arms , rocking him back and forth.  " I never meant to make the bar incident your fault." Takahiro said as he kissed the top of Shokichi's head and whispered I'm sorry .  He kissed Shokichi's lips softly then shyly pulled away.  " I want to be in your arms longer ."  He heard Shokichi beg as he saw Shokichi's hand linked with his . 
Shokichi looked at the instagram message that Takahiro sent him . It was three paragraphs saying how sorry he was and how he wanted him back . He thought it was adorable , he looked at the man next to him that was asleep noticing they changed positions and smiled. He blushed when he read the part that called him Takahiro's baby .  " Always my baby " he heard Takahiro say and kissed his cheek.  He knew not to wake him up but he answered the message  with a paragraph explaining how he's staying.  He knew Elly was right that him and Takahiro always work things out and needed nobody to get in the middle of it excluding Elly himself.
Takahiro woke up a few hours later  and saw Shokichi's reply and noticed Shokichi asleep next to him . He was curled to Shokichi's side , he hid his blushing face .
Shokichi woke up slowly and pouted once he saw Takahiro's face hidden, Takahiro kissed the pout .  He pulled Takahiro on top of him .  He noticed the comments on the instagram post.
Takahiro let Shokichi keep the post up . He continued kissing Shokichi's lips until he pulled away . He wiped Shokichi's tear away and had a few tears go down his face , he felt Shokichi's nose nuzzle against his cheek. He lifted Shokichi once he got up , he felt a face go against his neck and smiled. He does this every time Shokichi is upset and it always works to calm him down. " Takahiro I love you so much . Since the beginning." Shokichi said as he kissed the top of his head . He blushed as Shokichi kissed his lips , giving him kisses back that were deeper then he gave him .  He noticed Shokichi was blushing  so he kissed his lips quickly  then  put Shokichi down . He hid his face as Shokichi's arms wrapped around him . " Sho ." He whispered as he looked up at him , Shokichi's shirt was crumbled in his hand . Shokichi sang to him as he kissed the tears away. He felt kisses against his chest.Takahiro calmly hugged Shokichi tightly as they went to the studio together. He felt kisses against his lips and smiled .  Shokichi noticed how Takahiro was on his lap, he held him tightly, kissing his lips. " I made a promise to be yours forever , you should of remembered when I first met you ."  Shokichi said as he felt Takahiro rub his face .  " I know baby . " Takahiro said as he  wrapped his arms around Shokichi's neck.  Takahiro smiled as he saw the marks he left on Shokichi's body . He was used to Shokichi being shirtless in the studio even before they were officially together.

Shokichi noticed Takahiro was asleep so he kissed his cheek setting him on the couch.  He heard  a whine , he knows Takahiro loves being in his arms but he's busy . He got the majority of the album done, falling asleep in the chair  .
Takahiro heard a whine coming from the chair noticing Shokichi was asleep. He lifted him up , the whines stopped as he held Shokichi close to him as he laid back down . He felt a body cling to his and the top of Shokichi's head. 
Shokichi looks up at the man holding him  then feels lips against his. He laughs into the kiss, thinking about how cute Takahiro is. He wanted to stay in Takahiro's arms longer , he whined when Takahiro got up.  He felt himself get lifted up , burying his face in Takahiro's side.  " Your so cute baby . I remember a lot of things ." He heard Takahiro say  as the kisses he was given got more passionate . He felt Takahiro's tears fall and heard him say " Bubba." . He was given that nickname originally by Takahiro so he kept repeating it during every relationship he had before he could be with Takahiro again. He got out of Takahiro's arms pulling Takahiro in his arms . " Bubba's got you." He whispered in Takahiro's ear feeling his shirt get clutched tightly. "I love you so so much ." He heard Takahiro whisper. 
Takahiro felt Shokichi shake and looked up at him, wrapping his arms around him tightly , whispering " I got you don't worry" .  He took Shokichi's hand and held it tightly , he noticed both of Shokichi's arms around him protectively.  He gave Kenchi a glare because he knew something was wrong  and something triggered  a memory and he started to cry.
Shokichi was trying to calm Takahiro down  as he turned into his wolf form and let Takahiro bury his face into his fur . He finally  got Takahiro to calm  down, howling happily  with his tail wagging.  " Your so beautiful Shokichi. " Takahiro said as he felt  a kiss, he noticed Shokichi turned back to a human . His face was cradled in Shokichi's hands , noticing Kenchi leaving.  "Your safe now."  He heard Shokichi say. 
Flashback
Shokichi knew something was wrong , he heard screams it was Takahiro . He saw what was happening and tried to stop it . He heard Takahiro whisper " Bubba" once he got Takahiro cleaned up and calmed down . " Yes baby?" Shokichi said as he cradled Takahiro's face . Takahiro wrapped his arms around Shokichi tightly giving him a few kisses before falling asleep snuggled against Shokichi's chest  in his lap.  " I love you too." Shokichi whispered, he knew Takahiro said no.

" It was Kenchi wasn't it?" He heard Shokichi ask and he nodded . Shokichi held  him tightly. Taiki knocked on the door, and ran over to Shokichi and Takahiro, snuggling  up to Takahiro 's side. Shokichi and Takahiro noticed a big gash on Taiki's cheek. " What happened?" Shokichi asked as Taiki started to tear up. " He did it , Elly stopped it ." Taiki said as  Elly walked in and snuggled up to Shokichi.

Takahiro nuzzled Taiki's cheek with  his nose meanwhile Shokichi  had Elly in his arms  giving him kisses. Takahiro wasn't jealous as he let Taiki kiss his lips. They both had Elly and Taiki  make out with them  if they were comfortable with it.   Takahiro watched Shokichi snuggle up to Elly's chest and smiled as he watched Taiki snuggle up to his .  "They're so cute , let's take them with us."  Takahiro said as he teleported  all of them home.  Taiki was surprised when he woke up in a bed snuggled against Takahiro as Elly was calm and kissed Shokichi's lips again.  Their hands were together, all four hands  . Three sets of lips were  against Shokichi's lips , they heard a whimper . "Shokichi , Takahiro is this a good idea?" Takahiro heard Elly ask and a memory came to him . Shokichi quickly crawled over to Takahiro and and held him tightly. " No " Shokichi said as he felt a nose nuzzle his cheek . "Elly you don't have to go , maybe Taiki should because Takahiro's not ready ." Shokichi said . Takahiro looked at Elly and hugged him tightly, wrapping his legs around him as Shokichi kissed the top of his head.  Taiki left after Shokichi hugged him tightly. Both Elly and Taiki felt the tension between Takahiro and Shokichi. Shokichi overheard what Takahiro was saying and he somewhat agreed  and Elly went out to find him on the stairs crying , he  let Elly hug him tightly. " He could of told me  how he felt , I feel like dirt" Shokichi said as he heard stuff breaking in the room. He saw his guitar smashed to pieces as Takahiro teleported away and he was crying even harder. He noticed that Akira popped in and saw the room trashed . Elly noticed the bruises when the makeup washed off , Akira wiped the tears away . The whole room was trashed . Naoto popped in and ran to Shokichi. " I knew something like this was going to happen. " Naoto said as he cradled Shokichi's face in his hands.  " Baby  I'm here , shh." Naoto whispered into Shokichi's ear. Shokichi snuggled against Naoto , trying to calm down . He finally falls asleep and Akira knows why he didn't sleep. Akira felt the tension between Takahiro and Shokichi too . The album never got done and  Akira knew Takahiro was the distraction because there was fights between them all the time even though they only showed everybody the cute couple things . Akira told Naoto what was happening and that Kenchi even fell for it. " Kenchi hasn't been into work is that why?" Naoto asked as Akira explained that Kenchi was being used by Takahiro. Shokichi  woke up after and a couple minutes, Naoto just wanted to hold him a little longer . " Kenchi , you're okay. Shokichi is okay."  Akira said as Kenchi crouched down to kiss Shokichi's cheek , wiping a tear away .  Shokichi jumped into Kenchi's arms.  " Wow he did trash everything. " Kenchi said as he looked at Shokichi who was crying , giving him a kiss.

Shokichi was asleep in Kenchi's arms , he wanted to stay there, Taiki was hiding under the bed , Naoto noticed and helped him out . Taiki saw Shokichi's face and he explained how Shokichi looked at him and Elly with a sense danger like he needed help. He kissed Shokichi's cheek. Kenchi noticed how much Taiki cared and let Taiki hold Shokichi. " Taiki your okay , I'm sorry I knew you were under the bed, I should of saved you. " Taiki heard Shokichi say internally, he was psychic. Shokichi was snuggled against Taiki's chest. He opened his eyes , Naoto looked at how calm Shokichi got with Taiki holding him. He kissed Taiki's cheek as he noticed they were on the bed .  Naoto smiled at both of them . He knew they loved each other. Kenchi knew that too. Takahiro was dead , Naoto read the text out loud , "Omi found him and tried to get him down" Naoto continued to read and Shokichi cried , Naoto knew Shokichi had some caring left for Takahiro even though he's been hurt. Taiki just held Shokichi tighter. " Shokichi shh I got you ." Taiki said as he kissed Shokichi's cheeks. Naoto knew the mixed emotions, he knew Takahiro felt guilty for everything he's done and was trying to push Shokichi away. They all took Shokichi to the grave and explained why Takahiro was pushing him away and has done everything.
Taiki was hugging Shokichi from behind , trying to calm him down as he whispered " I'll love you always , you never hated Taiki" They felt a wind and sensed something. Takahiro was there with them . "Baby" Taiki whispered as Shokichi nuzzled as nose against Taiki's arm.   Taiki kissed the  top of Shokichi's head as he closed his eyes .  Shokichi noticed and turned around , lifting Taiki up.  " I'll be fine , I'm strong . Atsushi told me that ." Shokichi said as they were teleported to Taiki's house.  He felt lips against his . " Baby you're okay." Taiki said as he wiped the tears away.  He just held Shokichi  tightly as they laid together on the bed  , he heard snores  . He adored Shokichi's cuteness and felt Shokichi's nose nuzzle his chest  . " Sho -chan can stay " He whispered as he felt a tighter  grip around his waist.  " Baby "  Taiki whispered as he felt lips against his. Taiki doesn't want to let him go as he noticed Shokichi fell asleep again, he got up and left for work.  He was worried about Shokichi all day. He didn't forget to leave a note. Shokichi read the note and ate food.
Taiki followed the sound when he came home and saw a sight that make him smirk , Shokichi looked away shyly as he felt a tongue lick between his legs . Taiki looked at Shokichi who was whining and adjusted himself  , starting to move his hips as Shokichi thrusted fast and harshly inside him.  Shokichi felt Taiki's cum hit his chest , giving Taiki  kisses and  came inside Taiki as he left love bites down Taiki's chest. He let Taiki snuggle up to him .